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Serene thinks that AIMM should just go screw itself and die.
PPFFFFFFT.

Today was a disappointment.
I totally screwed up my AIMM paper.
I think it'll be the worst ever in my poly life.
Argh.

Open studio was a disappointment too.
Shan't elaborate more.
Except that I had greater expectations for today.

I'm frustrated.
I feel like I'm stagnating in dance.
And it's such a horrid feeling.
I'm desperate for improvement,
But improvement just seems to be eluding me.
In fact,
I feel that I'm slowly but surely degrading.
In skills,
Feel,
Groove,
Everything.
I need to improve.
If I don't even think that I'm good enough,
How am I supposed to set an example for the juniors to follow?
At the stage I'm at now,
I shouldn't even be joining any dance competitions.
Heck, I don't have the right to even CONSIDER joining any competitions,
Let alone join Suntec Dance Competition.
I'm nowhere near good enough.
I know it.

I need to go back to Studio Wu.
I need to go back to where I started.
Because, somehow,
I know that's where I will improve.
Or at least,
I'm hoping that's where I'll improve.
Just go for it, Serene.
Go for it.

On a lighter note,
I got to see the Studio Wu Poppers today!
They were sessioning for a bit.
They're so dope.
I wanna be like them,
Someday.
I wanna pop.
So badly.
I wanna pop, like NOW.
And I still think KS is dahhhhhhm kewt.
HAHAHAHAHA.