Good day. Its me and my muddled-up brain. Nice to meet you!
Btw i strongly recommend people read this post. I dunno why, it may seem wordy, but just read it! ^^
Sorry. Heh.
So. Right now. There are 2 things occupying my mind.
1)I'm moving house like straight after Os. I dunno whether to laugh or to cry. Haha. I"ll be moving to Marine Parade. Block 79, the block right beside NTUC. Haha. Talk about convenience la. -joy- *imagines serene going to video ezy every single day~* oops. Heh.
b)I dunno whether to go to a poly or a jc now. Cos its like, i hate studying that much, and totally prefer hands-on work, AND I know what i wanna do in the future, so Poly HAS to be THE choice for me right? WRONG. The Uni course I wanna take is not available in Poly, so i dunno. I dunno what courses i can take in Uni with a Diploma in Vet Tech. Whereas if i go to a jc, and say take Bio, Chem, Math and Geog, i can go to Oxford Brookes uni in the UK and study ecology and conservation. Which is my dream la. Or i would also have the choice to study zoology in say Manchester Uni or Bristol Uni. (nothice that all my Uni choices are UK Unis) I wanna go to UK so badly. I would DIE if i didnt get to go to the UK. And so far what I've seen is that UK unis prefer A level certs rather than Dips. ARGH. Guess I should just go to a JC huh.
Next, If i DO go to a jc, Which one? I wanna go to VJ, since thats been my dream since, what, p6? Meh. But to get in, I mist get a perfect score for prelims, and get say a max of 8 for Os. (the prelim score is for PAE and the O level score is to minus the Bonus for PAE and CCA.) But if I'm too STUPID to go to VJ, then which one? Maybe MJ with Vic and Tanya ne~. Then again I'm not even sure if they are going there. I hope they are, if i am. I don't wanna go alone. Then again, I'm sure there'll be alot of TKGians in MJ anyway. Dunno leh. Bad thing about JCs is that I can't study, and A levels require alot of studying. -sob- I really really dunno~. Chesed is going to Nanyang (I THINK) but i don't wanna go there cos its so cheena!!! dang. And bad thing about JC is that I'll still have to take chinese. Lucky its only for one year, and all i have to do is pass, since I'm not planning on continuing education in Singapore anyway. UK, here i come.
But chicken shit la, UK unis are damn expensive. And i don't think my parents can afford leh. hmmm... I'm planning to get a job after Os, dunno where tho. I want something that can pay a relatively "high" pay. And well if i save all that up, i can use it for my promised Japan and US trip with Vic and Chesed and Vic and Alvina resectively. (trust me guys, that promise WILL be fulfilled). So yah If i can save for those trips, my parents won't ahve to pay for me, and they can i dunno save money for my uni? Or maybe If i study REEEEEEEAAAAAALLLLL hard, I can get a scholarship. Which is ideal la, since its so damn expensive. And when i get to UK, I'll like get a job there to like use the salary as my allowance, so my parents will only have to pay for books and school fees. Which is still a hell lot. (estimating S$50k a year? or more) Shiit la. My life is so muddled up. Why do i have to have such an impossible dream. Ohwell. I promised myself I'll fulfill it, and therefore i will. I shall persevere. And after i get a degree (maybe a masters, if we can afford it) in the UK, me reckons it'd be easier to get a job there. Then i'll stay there. Then when i get enough money, I'll buy a farm and rear sheep=) And horses and maybe a cow or two. And I'll finally be able to get my Siberian Husky and my German Shephard!
Yes, those two dogs are part of the reason why i want to zhao singapore and move to the UK asap. Cos if i have those dogs in SG, they'd die of heatstroke. Definately. And well there they'd have more open space to run, and they'd be more comfortable cos the weather there is so much cooler! Another reason why i chose UK is cos, well, ever since i stayed there for a month after my PSLE, you could say I've grown attached to that place. I love UK to bits. I dunno why. I miss it so much sometimes i wanna cry when i think about it. Don't ask. Its a weird Serene thing ne. Yeah. So, i promised myself that I'll migrate to the UK once i get the chance. and now i roughly know how. So, nothing'll get in my way. Even tho i hate the JC route, if that brings me to my dream, I shall take that route. If the Poly route won't bring me there, much as i like Poly life, I won't go there. Simple as that. ^^
Well, now that I've finished giving you readers with nothing better to do a piece of my mind, I shall be totally random. I think i shall (finally, yes i know bern) put a tagboard in my blog. Give comments about this post and tell me what I should do ne~!
