♥

Something new i learnt today:
Willy teaches SRJC hip hop!
Haha.
Random things i never knew.

Went for dance with Chesed today!
=D
Was so fun.
It was my first Maybelle's class.
As well as my first lesson in the level 3 studio.
haha.

Quite easy to catch la, her teaching.
I don't really like her style, but its nice la.
She does it well=)
She did the "With You" by Chris Brown.
The one that Caleb did.
I prefer Caleb's one.
Haha.
Crap la. Reminds me that I can't attend Caleb's class on Friday.
):
Haha.
Okay I'll stop here. I can't multi-task.
Talking to JJ now.
Zzz.
Going to sleep liao~
Goodnight!

♥

Oh i forgot to say something last time.
Dog tags are super zhor dang when you dance la
Haha.
Remind me never ever to act cool and wear dog tag to dance ever again.
Lol.
I wore a dog tag on tuesday,
and whenever we had to do situps, the stupid dog tag would get stuck in my armpit.
Lol.
cos I wore it inside my shirt.
[which totally defeats the purpose of wearng a dog tag in the first place, but that's how i like it. nyeh.]
And yesterday, a wore a dog tag and kept hitting his face whenever he did the turn.
So he put it inside his shirt too.
And its not the first time also la.
Hmmm. Maybe he always wears dog tags.
Lol.
So, moral of the story is,
DON'T WEAR DOG TAGS TO DANCE!
=D

♥

Reminder to self:
Sky of Love, 6march.
Evangelion: 1.0 You Are (Not) Alone, 13march.
Step Up 2, 13march.
*crosses fingers*

♥ eh. okay.

I don't know why but I'm depressed again.
Maybe I should stop going for A's wednesday classes, eh?
Since he's so dao then.
To me anyway.
But I think I won't be going for Wed class next week.
Which means one and a half weeks of not seeing A.
Haha.
I'll survive.
Kailing's supposed to go with me next Sat to pass him his birthday present.
IF we get one.
Haha
Does anyone know where to customize shirts?
Cos I think he has a lot of caps already,
And he has dogtags too.
(The funny one that hit his face today. ahahaha.)

So anyway.
There are so many things I wanna blog about,
but i can't seem to remember them at the moment.
So.
Let me go shower and assemble my thoughts, eh?

*goes off to shower*
*back*

owkei.
Where was I?
I forgot.
Ahh.

Anyway, i think Micheal's class will really kill me one day.
Really really.
Haha.
Its so bloody tiring.
And I don't need to START thinking about jacking yet, i can't even HOP properly.
Gosh.
I feel like such a noob in his INTRO class la.
Haha.
How ironic.
but yeah its interesting, so i think I'll continue with it.
Just not next week.
Next week i'll prob go for choon's at simei.
Just to avoid A for a while.
=D
So he doesn't think I'm a stalker or something.
Haha.
And so I can pass him his prezzie on sat and not make it seem weird that I didn;t give it to him on wed instead.
Or something like that.
Lol.


I wonder if Y is as dao as A in raffles.
Then again, last time when i went for B's class on saturday,
one that S took over,
I saw Y and he smiled at me, even tho I didn;t even know who he was at that time.
So maybe he's ALWAYS so friendly.
Haha.
I'm STILL contemplating on whether or not to attend Y's class tmr.
Or just go for B's with kailing and die again.
Haha.
See first bah.
Lol.

A was so funny today.
Then again, when is he not?
^^

ohyeah, i was sooo hungry after dance today,
I bought a sausage bread on my way back at Paya Lebar
(it tasted kinda weird. eh.)
But i was still so hungry when i got home.
So i started eating the salmon mousse that we still had in the fridge.
then my dad came back and said that he bought a lot of food so i could share with him.
So i asked him why he bought so much food.
Then he was like "dunno. just felt like it"
So i was thinking maybe it's God.
=)
Like in that little way of telling my dad to buy more food.
God somehow brought me closer to him.
He reminded me how far away I've drifted from him.
Thank You, God.
^^

I'm gonna be MIA this weekend.
Just so you know.
[who, i wonder.]

3380.
A very very good 4-D number.
=D
[random]
Good numbers, really.

Every look makes my heart jump =)

Let me see you lose control~

♥ another good day~

Stupid msn.
Msn is so screwed up its insane.

ANYWAY!
Haha~
So happy today.
Okay before i talk about today, i shall say something that I just remembered about yesterday.

We were talking about Shernice [dance friend] yesterday, at the reception with the receptionist and Willy.
Willy was like "she wants to go to RJC you know. Not our sRJC leh. RJC."
Receptionist [SORRY! I forgot your name~]: "Aiya ours better. STAMFORD RAFFLES JC leh..."
LOL.
SRJCians, be happy.
You are a student of STAMFORD RAFFLES JUNIOR COLLEGE.
Heh.

So anyway.
Today!
Went for lunch with JJ.
Stupid bugger made me eat Ajisen Ramen.
I ordered Paiku Ramen and didn't finish it la.
just finished the soup and the paiku.
I probably only ate like one quarter of the noodles.
I really wasn't hungry!
And like Tanya joined us halfway and finished my gyoza for me.
Heh.

Then.
L MOVIE!
FREE POPCORN!
It was a really pathetic amount, but hey, IT WAS FREE.
And I'm kinda thankful it was such a small amount.
Cos Tanya stopped eating halfway and i ended up eating the whole thing.
Heh.
I bet even if it was the actual size one i would finish it la.
Stupid FAT Serene.
Heh.

L MOVIE WAS GOOD OKAY.
I mean, don't expect it to be like Deathnote la.
It was never supposed to be Deathnote.
So comparing it to Deathnote would be totally off right?
Haha.
L was a good movie, Really.
Kenichi is such a good actor.
And the whole storyline was there too.
So, good job Kenichi!

After that, went for dance.
OMG.
I saw Y when I was walking in
I think he was walking out, maybe going to buy a drink or going to the toilet or something.
I just happened to look up and saw him la.
I smiled at him, he smiled at me.
Then he was like
"Hey! Thanks for the earrings! They're really nice. I like it a lot=)"
I was like standing there smiling and nodding like an idiot la.
I totally didn't know what to say!
I wanted to thank him for liking the earrings,
but if i thanked him when he was thanking me, it would be so weird right?
then i think it would be weird if i said "you're welcome" also.
So i was like just smiling and nodding.
So embarrassing.
haha.

He's so cute. Gosh.
I hope A gives me a similar thanks tmr!
haha.
FAT HOPE.
A doesn't seem like that kind of person.
I mean, Y is the kind of person that thank you for attending his class!
Like whenever I say bye to him, he will be like "bye! thanks!"
Haha.
And very sincere too=)
I don;t know about A.

So yupyup.
I'm really happy today!
whee~
I shall go watch nobuta now so hopefully i can sleep by 12.
I HAVE TO WALK THE STUPID DOG TMR MORN!
Which means i have to pick up dog poop.
I'm like the poop collector.
Haha.
Cat poop+dog poop.
Ohwell.
That's life, eh?

Let the music play, dance the night away~

*edit* Oh i forgot! to say!
At Tampines mall today we saw a lot of people we know. haha.
Okay, mostly its Tanya seeing a lot of people she knew, but hey.
I sawBenjamin (I forgot his surname) from my primary school =D
And then we saw PINKY!
He looks the same la
Haha.
Still very good looking =D
And tall too.
haha.
So cool.
Man I miss the ngee ann-ers.

♥

Lol guess what.
I walked into Studio Wu today and saw Suman.
I was thinking: "hmmm that guy looks familiar."
Then suddenly: "HEY! That's SUMAN!"
*looks down*
Thinks: "NOOO! Don't tell me Willy's not teaching today..."
*looks towards studio*
"Phew! Willy's there."
Haha.

Suman cut his hair!
he's so good looking la.
chikusho.
Haha.

Willy's classes are so fun.
Lol.
Really really.
Haha.

Man I hope the recital's fun!
Heck, i just hope i get in. Lol.
Kailing says we're so in.
I really hope so!
=D

♥ It's my flow~

man i LOVE the lyrics to this RETARDED song.

Flow by Epik High
[My Flow]
I'm a mothafcking criminal
[My Flow]
In your TV and radio
[My Flow]
Come and check out my video
Everybody say fck the president!

I'm a mothafcking criminal
In your TV and radio
Come and check out my video
Everybody say fck the government!


I think its really funny.
I wonder if they even know what they're singing.

♥ Yummy steak

Hello~
Whoo just came back from a wonderful dinner.
I'm sooo full
(But something tells me I'll be hungry again soon)

We ate at lawry's the prime rib!
GOSH the tenderloin there is soo...
*drools*
haha.
But its like 60bucks a portion.
Minus GST and service charge.
Thank God for my sister.
(:

I've been eating so much recently.
And I STILL have my craving for Korokke.
gahhh-.

Resolutions for this week:
1)Do at least one set of Glady's crunches every night.
2)Do at least 1 set of Glady's plank every night.
3)Do at least 1 set of Willy's push ups every night.
4)Eat less fatty stuff.
5)Eat more vegetables.
6)Sleep by 12am at night.

heh.
I shall start tonight!
...
...
...
Okay maybe I'll start tomorrow instead.

I think I'll be eating a lot next weekend too.
And i won't be around on Friday!
Which means I miss Caleb's class.
Sad.
):

Serene hearts shopping!
But Serene is sooo broke.
Sigh.

Okay i totally forgot the other stuff i came online to blog about.
So anyways.
Buhbye!

*goes on to crunchyroll*

♥ happy happy day~

Yo people!
It's a happy happy day~
The sun is shining, the birds are singing...
A's class was so fun today^^

He was like "who came for wednesday's class?"
I raised my hand
He was like "you wanna walk out now? haha"
Lol.
I said no and stuff, then he was like
"okay you cannot make mistake ah. I'LL BE WATCHING YOU."
LOL.
Guess what I was thinking.
haha.

Then I made a mistake and he was like
"NOOO! How can you make mistake??"
So cute.
Haha.

I gave him his present today!
=D
I went up to him
(Ok, Kailing said I HOPPED up to him)
[But he was gonna go already!]
Then I was like "Uh A, happy valentines day sorry it's late."
He was like so shocked la.
He was like "huh? oh okay Thanks! Uh Happy valentines to you too..."
Lol.
Kailing said he really looked very shocked.
Haha.
I hope he likes the present!
heehee~

Glady's class today was so fun!
There were only 8 people in class.
Her choreo today had a lot of partner work.
Kailing and I had so much fun!
Glady's sooo nice~

Kai and I both signed up for the studio wu recital!
I hope we get it...
It really sounds like so much fun!
Yay~

Met Tanya after that, went to Bugis.
So fun!
I miss hanging out with Tanya.
Haha.
She really rocks.
I hearts you Tan!^^

We ate at that mee sian shop at bugis.
Sooo yummy~
But we ended up ta-paoing some food cos we couldn't finish. haha.
Man I'm like growing so fat already.
Tmr cannot eat.
Gonna have a heavy dinner!

Gosh JCs seem so fun.
I really wish school starts soon.
And I really hope Poly is fun too!
*crosses fingers*

Okay I'm starting to get eye bags from sleeping so late.
I shall sleep by 12 today!
Therefore, I shall go watch Nobuta now.
Hee^^
Ciao!

"imagine opening a door in your chest and showing the guy you like your heart."

Song i'm currently addicted to:
I'll Take Her by Crown J.
It's just so catchy.
Haha.
Go youtube it.

I realize I love it when A choreographs songs to lyrics rather than to counts.
Cos his singing really really rocks.
So I get to her his sexy voice(:
I'm such a hentai.
heh.

8 is a good number!
[Sorry that was soooo random]

♥ Is it you?

I really hope he comes tmr.
If not i'll cry.
Really.

I still hate Bryan's classes.
):
Choon Hui's class today was so fun!
And I really wanna go audition for EVOKE.
with Yan and Kailing(:
Cos it sounds fun!
But if we're up against people like Nat and Daph,
then I doubt we stand a chance.
But ohwells.
No harm trying!
=D

I'm definitely watching Step Up 2.
I want the Step Up and Step Up 2 posters!
xD
Bought the Step Up 2 soundtrack today.
Found the nice nice song that Glady always uses for her warm ups=)
Yay.

My sister got promoted!
She's a VP now!
*yay*
I love my family(:
Eating Steak on Sunday!
Haha.
To celebrate my postings and jie's promotion.
Whoo~
Aiight gonna watch Nobuta Wo Produce now~

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

♥

黙ってよ！
うるさい！

I'll keep living in my little fantasy
You don't know how i feel.
Stop acting like you do.

♥

While Y seems like the perfect brother, date, boyfriend, husband,
A is like this untouchable being.
Its like, A is even more superior, even more untouchable than Arashi.
How is that possible?

♥ 今、泣いたいんだけど。

I'm sad now.

I just stood there.
Staring.
Not doing anything.
Too shy to just go up.
Too shy to say anything.
Not with everyone else there.
I just stood there.
Helpless.
Staring at you.
Wondering what i should do.
Then I just walked away.
Did you notice me?

I feel so embarrassed now.
And sad.
I dunno why, but after that, i felt like crying.
I've never felt this way before.
It's so weird.
Ohwell.
There's always saturday.
がんばってよ、Serene.

Went for Micheal's class today.
House.
I swear if I go for Micheal's classes every week, I'm sure to lose weight.
It's so tiring!
So much footwork.
But its really fun!
It makes me sweat a lot(:
I'm definitely going back next week.
For more reasons than one=)
Willy attended Micheal's class today too.
Willy's so friendly(:
Micheal's really friendly too!
And his footwork is O_O
Awesome.
Haha.

A's class.
We were totally colour coordinated la, A and I
Baggy white shirt,
Black cargos.
White shoes.
Almost same coloured hair.
Black cuff.
(okay, his was a wrist band. And it was on his left hand. But still)
It was... perfect?

It was just you and me.
And no one else.
Just two black and white figures.
Dancing in unison.
In perfect harmony.

ごめんね、愛してるぞ。
あたしどうして怖かったんですか？

二人と、同じ月見てみたい。
あなたと一緒に。
一緒にいたい。
いつもいつも一緒にいたい。

悲しいよね。
あたしはあなたのこと好きだ。
いけないか？

♥ school posting results

Hello!
I got my posting results today=)
(At 6.30am in the !@#$ morning!!)
I got into my first choice!
*yay*
Haha.
So yup. Anyone else going to TP?^^
I really hope school is fun.
heh.

OMG i gave Y his present today!

Me: Y, er... Happy Valentine's day, sorry it's late. *holds out envelope*
Y: Oh thank you! What is it? Photo ah? *looks inside*
Me: Uh. no...
Y: Oh! Handmade card ah? So sweet!
Me*Thinks to self*: Eh... it's only a piece of paper, i don't think that counts as a card right. *continues smiling*

I really really really really hope he likes his present!
*crosses fingers*
I hope he doesnt look at me weird next tuesday.
Haha.
Tmr, project A.
Gambare, Serene.
You can do it!

I was really shaking like mad when i gave him the present la.
So embarassing!
:x
I'm surprised i didn't spill water all over myself
Like seriously.
Like the last time i talked to Y last week.
I spilt water all over myself.
It was so embarassing i just walked off la.
Lucky no one realized.
Haha.

ohwells~
Imma go look for songs now.
Ciao!

♥ Happy again.

Hey all!
Yes, I'm happy again.
Haha!
I love John my daddy.
=D
As mean as he may be.
Whee.

Met him for dinner after dance today.
Oh! I talked to Willy after dance =)
He said he only had one week plus to practice for Hip Hop Night!
No wonder they didn't make it.
Haha.
But they're still awesome!
=D


So yup had dinner with John today.
I kept bringing up the topic of A la.
Haha.
I think John must be quite annoyed.
Lol.

John said he was telling Justis about me.
John: I didn;t say your name la, and i didn;t say my daughter. Not that he would know. But i said I know someone from my church that attends A's dance classes and finds him appealing la. Then he said "She'll join the long line of A's fans."
Me: EHHH? Dang. So i have no chance la. Ah! Thats why must get to know him personally!
John: See? The benefits of knowing me. HAHA.

Lol.
He'd better bring me when he sees A.
Haha.
Then I'll go there and be extra.
=P

I realized the only thing I've been talking about for like the past dunno how many days is either A or Y. ><
I feel like a crazy fangirl.
Its so unhealthy!
Ohwell.
I made Y's present already.
Hope it doesn't look too girly.
Hope he likes it.
Gonna pass it to him tmr, if he comes.
Gonna write him a card tmr morning.
I might be meeting Vic and Cheese.
Depending on whether they're gonna watch P.S. I love you or not.

Does anyone wanna watch Juno with me???

And i kinda regret not getting the JAPAN tee.
):

♥

My dad tryna act like a hip hop-er.
SO CUTE RIGHT???
He was like strutting around the house wearing this cap and trying to act cool.
I couldn;t help it i just HAD to take a picture of him!
Haha~

Anyway!
I finally got my AAA+DOME DVD LIMITED EDITION TAIWAN PRESS!!!
So happy.
Mise was like FINALLY open la~
And i finally got my Mise membership card too!
And i saw the Arashi TIME poster...
they look so hot in it!
I want!!!
(BUt its super ex, like $42 something or other).
Stupid Mise that eats peoples money.
Anyway.
Saw a lot of nice merchandise at Mise today=D
I was like totally squealing all over the store la.
And at HMV, Angie saw the DBSK T 2CD+2DVD taiwan edition selling for like $28.95 and she wanted to buy it but she already ordered/bought the original japanese 2CD+2DVD set or something.
But the taiwan version comes with 5 cards.
So i told her i'll buy the cds from her at $18.
So she said okay and bought it.
then after that she said she might want to keep it.
><
Cheat my feelings.
Ohwell I'll probably buy my own copy if she doesn't want to sell it to me.
Haha.

We went to Kino also.
Oricon Style is coming in on Friday!
I hope i remember to call to reserve one copy...
And i hope i remember to apply for Kino membership too.
I spend waay too much money there.
Haha.
So yup I really hope i remember to call kino!!!
*runs into wall*

Nike sale!!
Bought shirts, $19.90 each.
Not bad right???
=D
Wanted to buy a guys tee that said JAPAN at the back,
but decided otherwise.
I forgot why, but yeah.
Haha.

Ahh i need to pay KaiLing $50 on thurs.
Hope i remember~
Serene is broke again.
Sigh.

I saw a pair of shoes at Limited Edition Vault.
THEY WERE SOOO SUPER NICE LAAA!!!!
GOLD AND WHITE NIKE AIR.
Or something like that.
SUPER NICE!!!
I REALLLY REALLLY REALLLY WANT!!!
But they cost $139 ):
Which isn;t that expensive, considering its Ltd.Ed,
and normal Nike Air costs like $119 already.
So yeah.
I really want.
They're so prettyy!!!!
Sigh.
But i guess when my purple and white nikes die,
I'll just go down to queensway to buy me a pair of new Nikes or Adidas' or something.
Something comfortable to dance in.
My Nikes, i think its cos they're worn out or something,
sometimes they slip a lot and sometimes they are too stuck on the floor.
So ya.
I need a new pair of shoes!!!!
*screams and runs into a wall*

Hur. Hur hur.
I'm so gonna grow fat la.
Yesterday, ate Fish and co. for dinner.
Today, had KFC for lunch.
(Thank you aunty Dolly!)
Then just before dinner, had Modanyaki at Kobayashi Hangul
(that place rocks. heh)
Then went home for steamboat dinner.
Then after that, I-San and I-An and Dawn and their mom came over.
So i ended up eating all the new year goodies all over again.
So hell yea, i'm so gonna grow fat.
Arghhh!!!!
*dies*

~Wish me luck!

♥ And I'm happy again

Why?
I don;t know.
Haha.
It's just that these few days i've been in a really good mood.
WHich really rocks la.
Hardly anything can get me down=)
Whee~

Yesterday went to chinatown with chesed
It was fun cos we were talking about fun stuff=)
And i wanted to buy stuff to make presents for A and Y.
I ended up buying stuff to make a nice pair of earrings for Y
and beads to make a bracelet for A.
I ended up not taking the leather string from Chesed!
So pissifying.
Haha.
So i made do with what i had at home
(which meant me undoing the i-concert bracelet and using the string from there to make A's bracelet)

Went with my sister to hip hop night dance competition.
SO NICE LA!
And Willy Participated.
I didn't know can!
I saw him and i was like "OMG JIE! THAT'S MY TEACHER!!! SO CUTE RIGHT??"
haha.
Willy was really very cute last night.
And A was a judge!
He was sooo HOT yesterday.
Soo tall la!
Whee~
(and the guy who did the competition with Willy came for dance class today. Haha)
Anyway HHN was really really good.
Zaihar, the guy who won code:edge, won this comp.
It's pretty unfair la.
But ohwell.
It was nice to watch.
Willy was really so cute.
You can tell he wasn't taking the comp very seriously.
If he did he would pwn la.
Haha.
So yupypup.

Today, went for dance
AND A DIDN'T COME!
I'M SO DEPRESSED.
I like made he present and wrote a card and went early and he didn't come!
-saded-
But yeah they got a new like trail teacher to take his class.
I guess he just wasn't used to it or something
So his teaching wasn't very good.
but you could see he was trying very hard.
And his dancing is really good=)

Glady's class was fun too!
And after cass, she said I improved.
yay!
So happy~

Okay, Tanya here now.
Buhbyes~

My heart's all over the world tonight~

♥ Now I'm nuts

I had a conversation with myself just now.

♥ It's late

And I'm still not asleep.
I promised myself I'd sleep early today,
Cos i have to wake up early tomorrow.
But it's 2am and I'm still awake.
Argh.

New promise to self:
To be more consistent with watching of dramas.
Gambare, Serene.

P.S. Arigatou I-San-san for Heroes and for walking me to the busstop at 10pm today=)
Appreciate it much.
Love you!

♥ Guess What?

I think Yutaki looks a teeeny weeeeny bit like Junno.
At least, his right side profile does.
Okay I'm such a stalker.
><

Anyway.
BoA's gonna be on the cover of Oricon Style next week!!!
Must... buy... Oricon... Style...
KYAA!!!

Huhuhu~
I'm in a good mood today.
Dunno why tho.
Stuoid mise was closed again!!
Despite their promise to open at 5pm.
I went at 5:30 and they were closed.
Piss me off only!
Argh.
So i couldn't get my AAA+DOME DVD limited edition taiwan press):
Ohwell.
Next time.
They'd BETTER be open the next time i go.
Seriously.
I WANT MY DVD!
):

Went to Kino today~
Got my Hiro Photobook!
And Oricon Style.
And Myojo Magazine.
I think i missed Potato.
But ohwell.
I keep missing the mags.
Argh!
So ya anyway.
I'd BETTER get my Oricon Style.
Maybe i'll call to reserve.
=)
*i'm such a fangirl*

I'm STILL in a good mood today.
Despite not getting my DVD.
I wonder why.
Haha.
Yutaki was great today.
His class was really fun.
Then again his classes are always fun.
Lol.
One thing i realized,
When Andy comes to class early, and when he sees people early, he'll go and talk to them.
But Yutaki just sits at the counter and listens to his iPod and goes thru his choreography.
Hmmm.. but thinking back, that's what Andy did during his Wed lessons too.
But he still talked to his students.
(Back when i was too chicken to talk to him)
I think maybe its cos the past few saturday lessons with Andy were going thru one whole choreography, which he probably choreographed a long time ago so he doesn't need to review himself,
Whereas Yutaki choreographs closer to the date so he has to review.
Something like that.
But yeah class was still fun=)
-.-.-.-.-
Yutaki: Started already! You all so slow. Hajimemasuuuu~!
-.-.-.-.-
Lol. Kawaii~

So yup yup.
I'm gonna go finish watching Lovely Complex now.

Ciao!

♥ And once again

The question arises:
Aesthetics or practicality?

Saw 2 VAIOs today.
(dad said he's gonna buy me a VAIO cos my desktop is so screwed)
One is sooo beautiful.
But it's made in China.
And doesn't come with much stuff.
And th other is quite ugly.
But is more practical, with better add-ons
And it's made in Japan.
I LOVE the pretty one.
But the ugly one is smaller an lighter and easier to carry around too.
So overall it's much more practical.
So?
That question.
Aesthetics or practicality??

I feel like renting DoA to watch again.
Not cos it's a nice movie.
Just cos the girls are hot.
I'm such a chee ko pek.
><

♥ My Dear Beloved Nino....

Can i be right there where you are?
With you forever?

生涯なにがあっても愛する人へ =
For the person I will love no matter what happens in our lifetime
Lyrics and Composition : Ninomiya Kazunari


You're crying on the other end of the phone…
Even though I said that I could make everyone in the world my enemy
I can’t even protect your smile
What should I do?
When I hugged you, was I just trapped in a sad lie called ‘love’?
When I think about it that way
My tears start flowing
I can’t see you…

The things I want to do don’t go well
There’s nothing I can do about it
I’m feeling depressed
Even if you are trapped or lost, it’s okay
I will take it all in
If it still seems like you can’t soar steadily
Tell me, and I will always be holding your hand.
Keep holding my hand…

When I hugged you, was I just trapped in a sad lie called ‘love’?
When I think about it that way
My tears start flowing
I can’t see you…

When I’m alone, I think about this often:
“What if you suddenly disappeared before me?
I might forget you…”
I’m scared of that, so always be by my side
If your heart seems like it’s going to break into pieces,
Then tell me, and I will embrace you.
I will always be laughing and smiling.
If we are together,
Then I don’t need anything else

link for youtube
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHeUgo0UVgc


credits Nikiie from CR.

♥ Argh.

I'm pissed off at my stupid desktop.
The stupid internet on the stupid desktop is so screwed!
Thank GOD for this laptop.
Too bad my dad wants it back.
Argh!

Anyway.
Just came back from watching Ah Long Pte Ltd with my family.
The show was hella funny.
Worth the watch, really.

Hurr. Another thing that happened today?
uhh.
Tanya came over.
Yah.
Had dance.
Which was fun.
Willy taught the "this is why i'm hot" dance again.
So i caught it really fast
(duh, cos it's just refreshing everything which i've been refreshing in my brain for the past week)
But i feel sorry for the first timers.
I'll bet they were super lost la.
It's a nice dance tho.
That's what i think anyway.
x)
And I LEARNED HOW TO EAT!
=D

Didn't go for Bryan's class today.
Cos i went down to orchard to meet my parents+sister.
I ate yoghurt!
It was sooo yummy~
$2.80 for this really pathetically small cup tho.
But it was really really really good!
I think i'm in love with yoghurt.
heh.

Then we walked from Taka to Cine.
At cine, i realized Mise was open!!!
(for once in like.. how long.)
><>5 songs i'm addicted to now
1)Lies- Big Bang.
2)Keep The Faith- Kat-Tun
3)Purple Line- DBSK
4)Two Steps- Se7en
5)Hmmm probably another Big Bang song. Haha.

Currently can't stop listening to BIG BANG!
[Oh my GAWD. I'm so HAWT]
(lyrics from CRAZY DOG by Big Bang)
Goodbye Baby is quite nice too.
Cos it starts off with T.O.P's sexy rapping!
x)
I'm ADDICTED. REALLY.
Lies by Big Bang is the best song. EVER.
Can't stop listening to songs that make me wanna dance!
Like uh...
This is why I'm hot.
And
Like This.
And
Passion.
Basically stuff with nice bass,
Good beats,
Sutff that was used for dance,
Stuff like that.
Haha.
Last Angel by Koda Kumi is good too!^^
Double and Dakishimeru by BoA too~
Whee~

Music is my DRUG.

♥ oh PLEASE...

Save your sarcasm for someone who cares.

♥ New Skin!

In case you haven't realized, i got a new skin yo!
=D
I made it myself!
It's like really really plain and all, But hey!
I was too lazy to dl brushes for my photoshop.
So i worked with the basics.
And the stuff isn't really complete yet but it'll have to do!
And trust me, i'm a complete noob when it comes to photoshop.
I was surprised enough when i could change the photo to black and white okay!
x)

So anyway. I realized i have quite a fetish with skincare products.
When i walk into a personal care shop, say watsons,
first thing i look for is facewash.
Weird right?
Haha.
And i keep having random urges to buy new facewash or pimple cream.
Even though i have like 4 bottles now la.
And Now it's like sunblock and stuff.
Haha.
Ohwell.

Oh hey i'm gonna go watch JUST FOLLOW LAW now.
Cya~!

♥ Happy CNY~

Hello!
Happy Chinese New Year to you all~
Xin Nian Kuai Le!
Gong Xi Fa Cai~

huhuhu~

1st day of cny
Family gathering for my dad's side @ my place was sooo fun~!
Got to see Cephas Titus Marcus Stephanie Julia and Gracie!
Wow I'm like taller than all the girls la.
And Cephas used to be heads taller than me but now he's only like less than 10cm taller.
Haha.
And everyone is like "Waa~ Si you grow so tall ah~"
Haha.

And everyone was so mesmerized by my room! And the cat. And my photobooks. And the cat.
We stayed in my room for the most part. Talking about stuff.
The other part of my house that they were intrigued at was the toilet.
Everyone loves the toilet!
MY TOILET!
x)
And everyone loved my salmon mousse too~
yay. But seriously it's like uber umai~
*yumm*

And uh in the evening there was family gathering @ tua ee's house was fun too!
Hear this:
Aunty Wendy: Oh no. I think I'm short of ang paos. Sorry ah San.
I-An: I'm not sharing!
~.~.~.~.~
Kwang: Si si! What did i say about removing the tags of your clothes? *tugs at tag that was supposed to be part of the shirt* And what did you do to your hair? It's so colourful. I know what that's called. Kueh Lapis!
~.~.~.~.~
Regina: Wa this girl so observant ah. *referring to Megan* She asked me 'mommy why Aunty Li Si got 5 piercings'.
Me: uh... I have 6.
Regina: Wa Megan your maths fail la.
~.~.~.~.~
Me: Megan! Don't pierce so many holes okay. I'm a bad example!
~.~.~.~.~
Ee Kwang: What's this called again? Pulau Hitam?
I-An: That's like Black Island isn't it?o.O
~.~.~.~.~
I-San: I can't find the remote control! Si! Channel 18 please.
Me: Ehhh??? I'm your remote now??
I-San: *whacks my head*
~.~.~.~.~
Me: Eh San go change the channel. This is boring.
I-San: Dowan. I can't find the remote.
Me: *whacks San's head*
~.~.~.~.~

Yupyup I love family gatherings.^^
Especially cos my cousins are so fun!
And i dunno why but i love it when they pay a lot of attention to me.
I guess it's cos of that huge age gap between us.
So I try even harder to get along with them.
But they're a really fun lot of people!
I ♥ my family~
Didn't take much photos tho~ ):
Only took with Cephas and the gang.
Like.. my age group but a whole generation younger. Haha.

Gracie: Get married soon! Then can give us ang paos =D
Me: Ehh???

I'm Sorry But I Love You.

♥ cny~

Hmmm...
To watch Akihabara or to blog?
...
...
...
I'll go watch akihabara.
Ciao~!

Me: Jie, wanna help me peel ginko nuts?
Sis: No.
Me: Ehh?? Why you so straightforward one...
Sis: You dunno meh? people in this family like that one what.
-.-.-.-
Me: Papa, wanna help me peel ginko nuts?
Dad: No.
Me: EHHH???
-.-.-.-
Mom: Si Si so poor thing peel ginko nuts all by herself. Xin ku ni le.
Me: So you gonna help me?
Mom: No.

What a mean family i have. Haha.

But anyway. It's CNY!
And i get to meet Aunty Lily's family~
(Cephas, Titus, Marcus... the whole gang)
Yay.
So i should really go get ready soon.
Cos i'm still in front of my com in my pajamas.
xD
I'm eating wu tao gou!
*yum~*
Cya~!

♥ Anorexia

Hey minna!
Say hello to Anorexia-chan!
To you in full blossom~

Serene is happy today!
Why?
I cannot say.
It's for me to know and for you to (eventually) find out.
xD

Went shopping with KAILING today!
Soo fun la.
LOVE shopping with her.
And LOVE retail therapy too
Bought a top that no one can imagine me wearing
And another top for dance.
It matches Kailing's.
(hers is pink and mine is red!)
And we'll wear it one day for Bryan's class.
Haha.

Man i love dance.
=))
Esp. Andy and Yutaki's classes!
Cos i can actually catch up.
Not that they're slow teachers, but more that the way they teach is my style of learning.
Compared to maybe Choon Hui or Suman.
Suman is realllly fast.
Bryan is.. no comment. Haha.
><

Suman's class was fun today tho.
He replaced Yutaki.
He spoke a little jap a little chinese, a little french and a lot of english.
Which leads me to wonder...
HOW MANY LANGUAGES DOES HE KNOW???
><
I like multi-lingual people.
They intrigue me.
Haha.
And i find guys that can speak Jap and Korean ESPECIALLY appealing.
^^
Anyway Suman was like "It's funny you know. You all can do the fast one but cannot do the slow one. The slow one easier right??
Omoshoroi...
MOU ICHIDO!"
Lol.
And we danced to an AI song.
It's quite nice.
Tho I'm not an AI fan.
Haha.

Well, That's probably all i have to say about today, yea?
Haha.
Buhbye!

This is why I'm hot~

♥ Sonna...

My dad says i should speak to chesed in japanese.
Cos that'll improve my japanese.
Cos like yesterday i went to kino and asked for the Hiro photobook,
And the guy was speaking to me in japanese and i was like only nodding cos i didn't know what he was talking about.
><
He was like "Mizushima Hiro ka..."
And i was like "Hai!"
And he was like "ah wankannai saa... *blabbers on in jap which i don;t understand, but i reckon meant 'it's not on this shelf?'"
And i was like shaking my head and nodding my head.
Haha.
Its like, it's easier to understand jap than to speak it.

SOOOO

I'm probably, hopefully gonna go to japan after i get a degree to either study japanese or to get another degree.
Very very likely.
Cos my dad said that he wants me to perfect my japanese by going to japan for about a year.
*yay*

and ugh!
I just went to this person's arashi vox,
ANd she lives in JAPAN!
And like Arashi is almost everywhere there.
Cos they're gonna release a new single,
and they just released a new CM for au by KDDI
(Some handphone brand or something)
And they're everywhere!
And I'm like SONNA!!!!
atashi mo nihon ni sumitai!!!!!
Soon, Serene.
Soon.
^^

♥ bored

SERENE'S BACK!!

Nooo I'm gonna commit suicide!

Wish *you* were here! Really!

Jump into the sea~

I love you. Very much.


And this is just utter randomness. xD
I just think i look super cool like this. Lol.

So anyway...
Lets see...

Oh yeah, i got my O level results back.
I got 12 points.
ANd everyone's like "wa so good! Good job i'm so proud of you."
And I'm thinking to myself: "gosh, i thought people would expect me to do better. If they think this is good, they must have thought i would do worse than this. Am i really that stupid??"
It really sucks la.

*i smell cat poop*

Ohwell. Sad thoughts aside~

I got a new iPod!
And it's huge.
It lags a lot tho.
):
But i won't complain. I can put soo many songs in it now!
Yay.

And okay dance class.
Dance is so uber fun.
And like FINALLY after 6+months of slacking,
i'm finally working my muscles all over again.
I have to slowly build up my muscles again,
cos they all turned to fats already.
Haha.
Sad right?
Sigh.

OH!
And I got a plant
It's name is ANOREXIA.
Know why?^^
Cos me and my mom were talking about me being fat,
Then she said it takes a lot of determination to refrain from fried foods and stuff,
And i was like "that's why. I don't have the kind of determination it takes to become anorexic. Sigh."
Then we were looking at the plants, then we picked this really cute plant.
Then i asked her what i should name it
And she said "anorexia. Cos it's so skinny. Unlike you."
Humph.
Haha.
So anyway.
Anorexia is starting to bloom=)
I'll take a pic when it fully blooms(:

Well, that's all i can think of for now.
I'll be back real soon.
I promise!^^
So until then...
じゃ！

My new motto:やりたいことをやる。
Do what you wanna do.

Told ya'll I was gonna bump like this
Ya'll didn't think that I could bump like this
See I told ya'll I was gonna bump like this
Turn around then I make you jump like this.

♥ 嬉しい！！

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!

ARASHI REPLIED MY LETTER!!!!!

I SWEAR THEY REPLIED!

OMG....

*faints*

I LOVE YOU ARASHI!!!!!

[And Nino smiled(:]