♥ Ikuta Toma Suge!

Ikuta Toma Suge!

Gosh Hana Kimi(Jap) Is DAMN DAMN DAMN FUNNY!
Plus there are SO MANY HOTTIES
(I guess thats why they call it Ikemen Paradise)
Ikuta Toma
Oguri Shun
Shirota Yuu
ALL DAMN HOT
Plus the girl is SO much prettier than the S.H.E person who did Hana Kimi tw
Ahh New love
Ikuta Toma!
(P.S. I liked him after he guested in HYD2-returns)
HAHA
And Yuu Shirota is damn cute
I guess most mixed blood people are good looking ne~
Its not fair! Xp
I wanna marry an ang moh so i have pretty/shuai kids!
YEAH
Oh and Toma used to be in a band with Wentz
But when Johnny's spotted them, only Toma accepted
Wentz said he didn't like to dance
Haha
But OMG Toma Kawaii~
Wentz mo~
Shirota Yuu mo~
Oguri Shun mo~
HAHA
Edit: JOHNNY'S A BITCH! He Didn't debut Toma! HOW COULD HE?! ARGH DIE JOHNNY DIE.
Edit: Okay. JOHNNY'S A BITCH
I read the usawa about Ryo leaving News and Toma replacing again
WHY CAN'T JOHNNY JUST DEBUT TOMA
ARGH
I'M PISSED.

Hana Kimi-Ikemen Paradise
SO MUCH BETTER THAN THE TW ONE
HAHAHA
*hyper*

Okok I go study now~
Lalala

♥ Yabai~

Things you do when you're home alone

Hello

Haha this is super random but I was looking thru my CR friend's profile just now
And I was looking thru his photos and I was like YABAI! He's cute.
Haha
But too bad for me
He has a nice, pretty, fair girlfriend
Haha
And he's so damn lucky
He's from malaysia
But he's an exchange student in Japan
LUCKY BUGGER
But yah he's cute
Haha
Edit: He looks like Nino! Kyaa~
Edit: He's left handed, like Nino! KYAA~

Ok so now I'm talking to my neighbour about my neighbour
Lol
*random*
Yupyup see yah later! XD

♥ Yabai!

Kakkoi ja nai?

Hello~
I don't have much to post about today
Haha
So this'll be short

Went out with my mom at around 4
Boarded the bus, looked ahead of where my mom was sitting (I didn't get a seat) and saw 2 *really* cute rocker guys
I was like thinking to myself: "やばい！あの二人の男かっこいじゃない？！"
(Ohmy~ those two guys are so cool!)
*nosebleeds*
Haha
Then after that at dinner
Went to bedok food centre there
Saw this guy that was damn damn cool
So I was like "やばい！やばい！やばい！"
Haha.
Its a nosebleed-y day~

Yupyup
Oh i kinda gave up on my jdrama hiatus and watched ep1 of Yamada Taro Monogatari
Its WONDERFUL
its a definate MUST watch!
MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST!
What pisses me off is that veoh is SO unorganised
and I can hardly find the eng subbed ones
I can only find the chinese subbed ones
*sob*
Why oh why is the world so evil
Its liscenced so CR can't host it
BLEAH
Stupid TBS terebi
Haha
Well I hope it comes out in Singapore so i can buy it
Nyeh~

Yupyup
Ciao!

Himitsu
Lyrics by: Ninomiya Kazunari
Translated by:Mana(Arashian)

Now and then, I feel a subtle distance with my mind
I wish I could dress up my deepest thoughts for you,
But time after time, I become frustrated from having to erase them over and over. (A letter)
My feelings for you stay concealed underneath this page.

Please don't stay silent.
Open up your heart,
For goodness sake.
I've had as much as I can take.

This definitely isn't an illusion. Your eyes alone can be this dazzling.
If I can fix anything, I want to use the power of my raised hands and give it to you.
My only wish is to incidentally bump into you,
But, even to this day, you still haven't noticed the embarassment I go through.

Now, right before my eyes, you hummed a melody.
Of course you probably wouldn't notice, but I felt it.
Things are different from before. If I approach you now, I'll be able to convey it naturally.
The secret link that has been made is something only we can see.

From that summer's night, until morning, the stars overlooked us as they streamed in the sky.

This definitely isn't an illusion. It's something that only you know,
that you can understand with me. I don't need anything. Just being able to see you is good enough.
When I'm with you, my heart certainly starts to race.
I take your hand, and I understand everything.

This definitely isn't an illusion. It's only something that you know,
that you and I can understand. I don't need anything. Just being able to see you is good enough.
When I'm with you, my heart certainly starts to race.
I take your hand, and I understand everything.

Itsuka no Summer
Aiba's solo
Translated by:Mana(Arashian)

Underneath the sun, it's midsummer vacation
On the white beach, I lay down and think
About the roulette of life that turns round and round
What can I grip onto? What have I lost?

Slowly, slowly, it begins to sink
The orange sunset is shining,
Dimly, dimly. I'm watching it,
Facing between the waves, waiting.

The world is turning.
My dream is here.
In which color doesn't matter,
Because tomorrow is changing.
Let's enjoy today.
Because now won't turn back.
It may be common, but this is a summer full of happiness.

Only the sound of waves can be heard this summer vacation
I try my best so much, yet my body becomes tattered
I understand, but it's something I still can't do.
I stretch myself too much and can't move.

Waiting around too leisurely
I'm only looking for an excuse
But, however long the path is doesn't matter,
because anyone can start to take a single step.

The world is turning.
I can feel you.
On this earth, we are looking at the same stars.
If you are worried to be alone
Don't bother searching for an answer
I have faith in the day we'll meet here,
Someday in summer.


Respect your life
Respect your love
Respect your heart

♥ I want somebody~

I want somebody
Arashi (Jun lead)
Credits: Arashian(Denise_dinc)

I'm walking round in circles Looking for you whose name I do not know
In that night Even the moonlight is too eye-catching
Where have you been hiding, dancing?

So the story begins You came by the street corner
Chasing after the future, and lighted the path
The thoughts is understood though it is not spoken
it's a miracle that will never come by again

I want somebody Just for this once This random encounter
I need somebody I will keep waiting for you I just want to protect you

The feeling of love has just been born It rode of the wind and left
Tonight, just to make you stay I kept staring into your eyes
The spoilt clockhand Kicked away the unluckiness of fate

I want somebody I wanna tell you Your future in the map
I need somebody Our season is turning
I want somebody Just for this once This random encounter
I need somebody I will keep waiting for you I just want to protect you

Our encounter is random Our future is in both our hands
I don't need to know your name I will just hold you tight...

I want somebody I wanna tell you Your future in the map
I need somebody Our season is turning
I want somebody Just for this once This random encounter
I need somebody I will keep waiting for you I just want to protect you

I want somebody
I need somebody
I want somebody!


Udder randomness~

♥ La Familia~

Cookie hearts. Me+Vic+Chesed

Ohmy~
Just read the translations for La Familia by MatsuJun
It sent tingles down my spine!
Its really beautiful~
Jun wrote it himself!
Yay~
My Jun is talented after all!
*sexy* and talented
Haha

Whee I'm happy today~

La Familia
Lyrics by: Matsumoto Jun

It all began in Hawaii
A.RA.SHI A.RA.SHI for dream
Clasping hands alternately with everyone,
while keeping up each day's arduous schedules
Lacking the ability, and cannot find one's self,
holding in unease the entire day
Still, even if the road ahead is undefined,
Run towards the present with all your strength

Found a reason to be strong,
You are the one always in my heart, my friend
Every time you call my name, I'll be there
No matter how far, we are friends

Understanding myself, and vaguely knowing what kind of place I'm at
During the times when I couldn't trust in anyone,
during the times when I couldn't see my surroundings clearly,
there have been instances where I've wasted a lot of time,
and instances where I understand clearly yet still cannot do it
Taking each step with my own feet, surpassing the barriers, that is the present
"These past five years, I've never been alone."
Experiencing this everyday, I walked through five years.

Undertaking the pain together, sharing the laughter together
Passing each day with happiness, at the same time thankful of those around me
My own road was chosen by my own self
My mind is steady and firm

Found a reason to be strong,
You are the one always in my heart, my friend
Every time you call my name, I'll be there
No matter how far, we are friends

What would it be like after five years?
Would each day still pass with happiness?
Compared to the present, would I be more trusting in myself and others?
Waiting here with a smile,
waiting for the future of the next five years
If possible, the wishes written down in my letter
I want to convey it all

The new road that I've started creating from here,
I want to convey this long road to everyone.
One person running, aiming for the topline,
with a juxtaposing lane by the side
At that time, who will be by my side?
Without a doubt it will be the five of us together
Within the encircled surroundings, like it is now
With you at my side, with everyone at my side

Found a reason to be strong,
You are the one always in my heart, my friend
Every time you call my name, I'll be there
No matter how far, we are friends

Found a reason to be strong,
You are the one always in my heart, my friend
Every time you call my name, I'll be there
No matter how far, we are friends

At that time, who will be by my side?
Without a doubt it will be the five of us together
Within the encircled surroundings, like it is now
With you at my side, with everyone at my side

At that time, who will be by my side?
Without a doubt it will be the five of us together
Within the encircled surroundings, with you at my side
This is what I hope for, I make this wish here now

Yappari Arashi is a whole ne~
*loves* Arashi~

♥ Konnichiwa

Random picture of eh... Fish.


Two cute little kittens from the provision shop outside my house. Kawaii ne~

Random pic of my ear^^

Kyu-Chan! Kawaii ne~ I love her to bits! xD

Hello one and all^^
I haven't really got much to post here today
Except that i'm proud of myself cos I completed one chap of geog today!
*yay me*
Haha
Tml is my SS paper...
Haven't studied
LOL
But i guess thats normal
For me anyway
Haha

So... What else was I supposed to say?
I forgot~

OHYAH! I'm 99.9% going to New Zealand with Victoria! *yay*
I really hope Nana and Chesed can come too~
Really hope so!
It'd be so fun with them~

Baked cookies today!
Man I'm growing fat~
*dies*

And my dad said yesterday that me might bring me up to Kuantan to study
Cos my sis said it might help me concentrate
Lol
Whee~

Well gtg... shall surf on hip hop lessons and other random stuff now
Seeyah~

思いで
ずっとずっと忘れない空
二人がはなれっていっても
こんな好きな一人
出逢う季節二度とない
光ってもっと
最高のLady
きっとそっと思い届く
信じることがすべて
Love So Sweet

♥ Emo-ness

The Serene is emo~

Hello.
I shall post about yesterday first
Then I shall post about today
Okay?
Okay.

So. Yesterday I was kinda depressed when i went to tuition
Cos out of the 11 amath sums in the paper,
I could only do 2
Which is VERY depressing cos prelims is like what next week.
So anyway, I love Ms Loo
Cos she knows exactly what to say to boost my confidence again
She rocks.
So after that, went home feeling, well, quite accomplished
But when I checked my phone, i realized i received 2 msges
I got damn irritated cos they were from you-know-who
*He who will not leave me alone*
And what scares me is that I got so frustrated with my HAIR that i almost pulled it all out
I think I'm stressed.
Getting so worked up just cos of my hair...
Its scary
And you-know-who isn't making life any better
Its so frustrating having to live with so many exams
And that issue's adding so much stress!
So after that I decided to destress for abit
I read one chapter of Fruits Basket22
After that, I got up to go tp my parents room to sleep
My head was spinning!
I sat down, thinking that it was cos I sat up too fast
But it didn't help at all
It was so scary
I counldn't even walk in a straight line
I was seriously freaked out.
My head felt like it was spinning even when i lay down on my bed
I was so scared
I thought i was gonna die
So i prayed
I told the Lord I really wanted to wake up again
I don't wanna fall asleep and not wake up anymore
I wanna live my life to the fullest
I was still very scared when I fell asleep.

So. Today.
Woke up fine, I really thank God for that.
I showed Nana the msges that you-know-who sent me
So she was talking to me about it
I got so frustrated i cried
I cried like mad la
exam stress
Plus this idiot not getting it and adding on tenfold to my stress
I really don't need the extra pressure.
I broke down
Thankfully I have a great friend to be with me
We went late for Chinese tho.. XD
Then during recess, Chesed had to do geog so she stayed in class.
I stayed in class too.
But then my head started to spin again
I told myself I had to eat
So after my head calmed down,
I went to the canteen to get me some food.

Yeah
Thats basically it
But its really scary ne~
*shudders*

Good news: I think i saw *him* again
I think.
Lol.
I can't be sure tho. Coundn't recognise him
He looks *fat* from the side
But not from the back
Haha

I watch your silhouette as it disappears into the bright light that hurts my eyes
When do i get the chance to see you again?

Gosh
I wanna see him!

Crap my head is starting to spin again

(Yeah, kick it in yo, come on, sing a little song)

This is a little song, a tiny song, now my hands fly high, high in the air
I hope that my gentle voice that believes in friends, reaches you far far away

I was searching for something in the sky that is dyed the color of sighs
Even though I can't outdistance the shadows that stretch out from here, and the uneasy future

This moment is the end to many nights
A blessing of tears, so that tomorrow too, you can be yourself!

Riding on the last train, let's run through the sad train station
We'll be at your town before long
We'll laugh, cry, and then we'll dream about tomorrow
Thank you, wonderful world

(Hello, hello, my new world, hello, hello, sing a little song)

We've walked this far, and each happy day asks "why?"
I believed that dreams were beyond the morning sun, and faintly colored days pass by

One day, you will be by my side
I'm tired of waiting for that time to come, I close my eyes to the blessing of tomorrow!

Riding on a full train, I've begun to lose the feelings that are important
But right now, I should still be on time
We'll laugh, cry, and then we'll dream about tomorrow
From here on out, it's a wonderful world

Wow, the street lights draw out the outlines, and shine down on the pathless road
Today too, the ashen sky should open up again, if you're here
I wanna say something 2 all my homies
I'm still on a journey
Everything is gonna be all right
I'm going to repaint all the colors of "the near future"

Riding on the last train, let's run through the sad train station
We'll be at your town before long
We'll laugh, cry, and then we'll dream about tomorrow
Thank you, wonderful world

Riding on a full train, I've begun to lose the feelings that are important
But right now, I should still be on time
We'll laugh, cry, and then we'll dream about tomorrow
From here on out, it's a wonderful world

This is a little song, a tiny song, now my hands fly high, high in the air
I hope that my gentle voice that believes in friends, reaches you far far away

♥ ごめん、きゅーちゃん

♥ 何だそれ

Argh
Kinda in a bad mood now
For one, SOMEBODY won't leave me alone
Some people are just dense, ya know?

Another thing, my parents are so insensitive sometimes
But I'll learn to live with it i guess

Hmmm... Good things now:
I might(very high chance) get to go to New Zealand with Vikku's family in December
Heh
Really hope I can!
I mean, if i don't, I'd die of boredome in Singapore anyway
Cos there's absolutely nothing for me to do at the end of the year
Other than stone at Auntie Soolee's house
Its not like I'll have a home at the end of the year anyway
Cos we have to leave the house by 31st Nov
And the new house won't be ready until maybe Feb.
Dammit

Ahh. I think I'm falling sick
Really really tired
And I feel a fever coming on
THis is not good, esp since my prelims are on thursday
*dies*

Argh. I'm in no mood now
I shall just stone
Or something
I dunno
Stupid TV is so loud
I wish the computer was in my room, so i'd have more privacy
Gahh.
Nevermind.

Seeyah around.

♥ Lols

日本の刺身です～
おいしいね～？

Hello one and all! ^^
Here's my life in short: XD

Season Finale of 手足
Depressing K...
No more Elvin Ng for like.. until December
Stupid cliffhangers
I want more Elvin Ng!
He's damn cute la...

Anyways~
Went to Parkway today
For tuition
But John was late so I had time to kill
Went to 77th st to look for earrings
SO EX!
its like $6 for a pair of decent hoops
Bleah
I shall just wear plastic ones
Lol
Went to comics connection
Saw Fruits Basket 22, so i bought it
I mean, FINALLY its out la
haha
IT COSTS $8.50!!!!!
SUPER EX LA
I'll bet Chuang Yi purposely waited for the gst hike to release it
Stupid money faced people
Bleah

GUESS WHAT
I SAW GLORIA AND MARCUS THERE
Lol
Gloria being my cousin
And Marcus being my nephew.
She saw me at parkway 2 days ago too lol
Cephas msged me about it
Haha
So coincidental!
Haha
Little marcus was there to buy comics
Like meee
Haha
She didn't recognise me at first
Neither did I recognise her
Then I did and I waved
Then she was like "Si Si?"
Lol
Then Marcus very lag
Two minutes later then he was like :"Oh ya hor!"
Super hilarious
Lol
Yeah
haven't seen them in 2 years!
Miss them much^^
Esp Cephas Titus and Marcus
Haha
The three boys
Of course. I haven't seen Stephanie Julia or Gracie either
Haha
All cos I went to Japan during CNY this year
Haha
I got less ang paos k!!!
Lol
Well, hope I'll get to see them next year!
And hopefully I'll be in the same school as Cephas next year too.
Ne~

Gtg... gotta sleep early
Gotta be at ECP at 7am tml
So early!
-snore-

ja ne!

Oh ya!
My official fave Nino solo is Himitsu!
Yeah, I know Niji is really beautiful,
But if you ask me, between a slow song and a fast song,
the fast song'd definitely win hands down
Haha
And it doesn't mean that in fast songs, their lyrics are meaningless
Himitsu is really meaningful!
I'll post the lyrics here some other time^^

Anyway,
それはきっと幻じゃない
This definitely isn't an illusion~

♥ MJ ウォーク

LOL!
Just read somewhere that during the summer con 2007, Jun did an MJ walk
During his Yabai-Yabai-Yabai performance
I watched the video
Its so funny!
The video here
Lol
They were like:"what do you call your walk?"
Then he was like "MJ ウォーク”
"Jun スカイウォーカ"
(Jun skywalker)
LOL
Damn funny
Haha.

♥ Ohmy~

Ohmy~
Ninomiya-san you can propose to me at any time!
I'll Marry you!

Somebody posted this article on her CR photos
It was Nino talking about his ideal wife
Haha! Its so cool!

"The criteria that will not change under any curcumstances are: I am a guy, so the partner must be female, and must reach the minimum age of marriage, so 16 or older"

Kyaaa~! I'm 16! Marry me~!

"Also, to be able to communicate, she will have to speak Japanese"

I'm learning! I'm learning!

"And I'll mention this too: If you can speak Japanese, it doesn't matter what your nationality is"

I actually DIED when i read this line
He wouldn't mind if I was a Singaporean!
All I have to do is learn Japanese!
And go to Japan, meet up with him, and let him fall in love with me~!
Kyyaaaaa~!

"The most important thing is to 'Like me'"

Nino, I don't LIKE you. I LOVE YOU!

"'No matter what they say, You're still the best' If it's someone who won't say these kinds of things to me, I won't marry her"

Nino, I'll say these to you everyday.
♥.♥

Marriage criteria checklist:
1)You are female
Duh~

2)You are 16 or older
I'm turning 16 4 days after MatsuJun turns 24

3)You can speak Japanese
I'm learning! I'm gonna be a Jap pro~!

4)You have a job
I'll get one^^

5)You won't say things like "It's time to go to work, right?"
Nope. I'd let you do your own things=)

6)You can live downtown with me
Gives me more time and easier access to shopping, ne?

7)You won't complain if I'm not at home
I'd have my 'Alone time'

8)You won't insist on a multi-generation household
Its not important^^

9)You have high tolerance
Hmmm... not really...

10)You'd let me play my games
Yeah sure. In fact, I might just play with you^^

11) You hate travelling
Oh crap... I love travelling. But I'd be happy if we stayed in Japan. I'd probably wanna stay there all my life!

12)You have your own hobbies and specialities
Yeah Duh. Haha.

13)You aren't too shy
Why would I be shy? I'd be happy to be myself(^.^)V

14)You don't want to have a complete grasp of my schedule
You can live your own life. ^^

15)You cna understand me
I can^^ Sure I can. Even if I can't, I'll learn!

16)You don't have too many friends
No I don't... Not many.

17)You don't own evening wear
No I don't. haha.

18)You own lucky underwear
No I don't. Lol.

19)You praise me
Everyday~!

20)You like me
Yes I do. I love you too!

Me+Nino. A match made in heaven? ^^

0~5 Marriage compatibility 25%- Our relationship is probably still developing
6~10Marriage compatibility 50%- Looks like we can become really good friends
13~19Marriage compatibility 75%- You have lots of good qualities that migh make you a good candidate as a lover
20 Marriage compatibility 100%- If we meet, maybe we'll get married?

Marry me, Nino?

♥

Its gonna take some time to realize
But if you look inside I'm sure you'll find
Over your shoulder you know that
I told you I'd always be picking you up when you're down
So just turn around...

Hello!
Argh I forgot what I was gonna say
AGAIN
Bleah
Haha

Played basketball during recess yesterday

Lol my mom just commented and I-san was very MANLY
Lol

So anyway
Played basketball
With MR PEH
Haha
He's so good la!
Not fair. Lol
I realized I haven't played basketball for a long long time
Its really fun!
Maybe I'll start playing it again
But i need people to play with
Haha
I hurt my leg tho... So i wore slippers to school today
Was limping around la
Haha
But its fine^^
My mom just gave it a massage.

Anyway, I gtg
Got alot of CR comments to reply^^
Cyah

Btw I think ZANY's gonna be fun
Aside from the fact that I've gotta be at ECP at 7am
Our cheer's gonna be really nice!
And i think I'm gonna have to limp the whole 3km for cross country
Haha
But I don't mind!
Whee

ja mata=D

♥

A.Ra.Shi
Yaaay~

Hello.
I was kinda pissed just now
But I'm fine now^^
A little dose of Arashi cures EVERYTHING
Yay.
Haha

My english oral tml! Gonna die.. *meeps*

Anyway. There were 2 things making me all pissed and in a bad mood today.
dai ichi: The classs tee, as beautiful as it is, has SERENE printed on it. instead of ANAREZ. RAWR.
Apparently a msg went round asking everyone if they wanted nicknames on the jersey
And the msg NEVER reached me
DAMMIT I'M PISSED.
I want my jersey to either have ANAREZ on it or HACHI.
I think ANAREZ is nicer.
Damn la
Ohwell.

dai ni:I got pretty upset after I read the Nino/Masami scandal by Nikkon Sports.
Go read it yourself.
Arashi.Vox.
Ohwell.
At least it isn't true
I think
Haha
I mean, i would be happy if Nino had a girlfriend
But if he actually MOVED IN with her
Man i think i'd just DIE.
Nevermind
Haha

Well, yesterday i got back my chinese o level results
I got a C5!
Happy~
I don't need to retake my O level chinese! Whoo
Haha

And, i dunno whether to call this lucky or unlucky,
But i saw EQ+Oliver+Benedict yesterday
Then like a little later on I saw JJ
Haha
Its like "spam vs guys" day
Lol

Ohwell.
That's my life!
Seeyah~

それはきっと幻じゃない
This definitely isn't an illusion

♥ Whoo~

Never see sky before

Lol.
Above is a quote from Melissa(i forgot her surname)
Chesed's churchmate^^

Anyway
I haven't seen him for a week!
*depressed*
Well i think its cos I told myself that if i saw him 5 times, something good'll happen
And i've seen him 4 times so far... Lol

Yah. So.
Went for dinner just now
Met I-San and I-An and Dawn
(Yes, I-San and I-An are my cousin's names)
Lols
San was so mean!
He got a new (really cool looking) phone
He was like "ask your dad to get for you la"
Then Dawn was like "You give her la"
Then I was like "yah lor. My b'day coming up leh"
Haha
The he was like "I'll see what I can do. Maybe I'll lend it to you for a day or something"
Its like so.. "... ... ..."
Haha. But yeah he's gonna buy me a bday present.
So says he. Haha

Anyway I got the Arashi [One] album
So now i has: [Time] [Iza, Now] [One] and [5X5 best]
Yay
I love Arashi
And I'm helping Johnny's earn so much money!
He'd better thank me...
Lol.
I want more Arashi stuff!
*sob*

Haha

Well. Cyah. ^^

Pika**nchi Double
Credits: Arashian.com
I'm leaving this ordinary town I’m tired of seeing and the same old circle of friends
And I'm going off on a journey
I've passed these terribly tedious days
Searching for myself and fearing loneliness

Without looking straight ahead I sway from side to side
Various paths stretch out I'll pass through the wave of light

Pressing upon our backs once again
Is this dream that should have ended
These cut up memories start to reanimate
I hold this confined love and time close with both arms
At least for today don't disappear

Worried about my surroundings, my appearance
What is real? Without even knowing (this), I walk on
I've ended up forgetting why I've been worrying
Won't somebody help me (out) of this melancholy?

I carefully put away my crumbling pride
I’ve filled in the exaggerated cracks in my heart

Time stopped at twilight, our future was illuminated
In that night that we can't return to again
Even though I only now understand it
This song of eternity and hope
(Has been and) Will always
Continue to be narrated

Not yet, not yet, I’m not on the verge of stopping
Did I use to embrace these frivolous, naïve thoughts?
ABC, Was it more than 10 years since I’ve learned them?
I was too young, thinking, “It’ll be just like this forever…”

Because you are always on a train that has begun to move
I wonder if we can meet again at that place, at that time
Will I always be within these eyes that continue to believe?
Steadfast, like the flower that blooms on the seashore
Forever, it’ll be just like this, the light will shine
On our futures and we’ll soar up high

Pressing upon our backs once again
Is this dream that should have ended
These cut up memories start to reanimate
I hold this confined love and time close with both arms
At least for today don't disappear

Time stopped at twilight, our future was illuminated
In that night that we can't return to again
Even though I only now understand it,
This song of eternity and hope
(Has been and) will always
Continue to be narrated

The long and short hands of the clock keep on moving
If I look back, I’ll only see an awfully short amount of time
From when I learned my ABCs to the present day
We were too young, we were just too young

♥ Compatibility test. Lol

♥ My STORMY dream boy~

♥ I am Jun! Lol

Lol I did another quiz and this was my result. haha.

♥ Which Arashi member am I? ^^

♥ Konseki

Nino...Can I be there where you are?

I just read the translations for Nino's solo "Konseki"
Its BEAUTIFUL!
Nino is SUCH a great song writer
Nino sugoi!
Nino rocks
So talented!
I cried when reading the translations
Gosh
nino... I love you


Well, here are the translations:
Credits: Denise-dinc.vox

Konseki (Nino solo)

It won’t disappear, it won’t disappear
The marks of rain in May
Those are the marks of tears, never able to be wiped away
Unable to wipe away, unable to wipe away
It floated in the dark nights
The shadows of the one I love

Taking a walk down the streams under the sunset
Smiling together with you
“What will we have for dinner today?”
It’s small, this small, simple happiness

You, who left the world,
Left a mark solidifying in my heart

Even if I get to fall in love with someone else
That someone will still be “just another person”
No matter how many seasons passed
Fearing that it will go further and then disappear
I am afraid

Looking at the purple orchids
Even if it’s beautiful, there’ll always be this one-day
It will be withered
At that time, the skies dyed deep red during sunset
The two of us on the water surface
Our shadows overlapped slowly
I am afraid that it will gradually become only a person’s shadow
But realising that it is too late at that time
There was actually only one person on the water surface

That day, the tiny seed buried in my heart
Budded 20 days right after
Even if the appearance changed, my love still remains
The gentle light shines on

♥ meeooowww

I'm just my cat's photographer

Hello one and all
I have decided to be uber random
And post up my random lists of stuff
Lol

Okay, first off:
Top20 Arashi Songs
In no order whatsoever
(I decided after yesterday that 10 was waay too few. Even now I think 20 is too few. eegads.）

Here goes:
Love So Sweet
We can make it
Niji
Subarashiki Sekai
Pika**nchi double
A.Ra.Shi
Kimi no tame ni boku ga iru
Kitto Daijoubu
a Day in our Life
Love Situation
Cry For You
Lucky Man
Hero
Tochuu Gesha
Himitsu
La Tormenta
All or Nothing
Jidai
Eyes with Delight
La Tormenta
Pika*nchi

Songs moving themselves up the list:
Runaway Train
Lai-Lai-Lai
Carry on
Itsumademo

Gosh that was so insanely hard to do! And STILL I'm missing so many songs. I feel bad not putting kotoba yori taisetsuna mono in. And Tomadoinagara. Ahh. And Yume and Konseki. And La Familia. And Yabai-Yabai-Yabai

I missed out Chou 2 Arigatou!

Lol.

I just realized there are 21 songs in my list. Garr.

Okay nest: Top10 Jap songs
Other than Arashi
In no order whatsoever

D-technolife- UVERworld
Shounen Heart- HOME MADE Kazoku
Shine We Are- BoA
Chance!- UVERworld
Quincy- BoA
Kizuna- Kazuya Kamenashi
Love Song- Yamashita Tomohisa
Mochiron- HOME MADE Kazoku
Step By Step- DBSK
Awaking Emotion 8/5- Eiji Wentz
Tokyo- Yui
Glamorous Sky- Mika Nakashima
Hoshi wo Mezashite- NewS
Special Happiness- Junno+Kame

I missed out all my Nanase Aikawa songs and so many others and STILL I'm 4 songs overshot.
Ahh
This isn't good
Lol
I just love waay too many songs
haha

Okay, next:
Top 10 PVs
In no order whatsoever

Kimi no tame ni boku ga iru- Arashi
Pika**nchi Double- Arashi
A.Ra.Shi- (no points guessing who its by. Lol)
D-technolife- UVERworld
We Can Make It!- Arashi
Kitto Daijoubu- Arashi
Awaking Emotion 8/5- Eiji Wentz
Shine We Are!- BoA
Sunrise Nippon- Arashi
Jidai- Arashi

Okay this is WAAAY too hard
haha
I think some of the PVs that i like i missed. Lol
This is so sad. Haha
Well. I'll post more next time if i think of more
Lol

I just killed my brain like three times.
ahh

OHYAH! Top 10 Johnny's
In no order whatsoever
Matsumoto Jun
Ninomiya Kazunari
Sakurai Sho
Kazuya Kamenashi
Yamashita Tomohisa
Ryo Nishikido
Yuya Tegoshi
Akanishi Jin
Taguchi Junnosuke
Aiba Masaki

Sorry, leader!

Top10 5 Non-Johnny's
In no order whatsoever
Hiroki Narimiya
Kenichi Matsuyama
Shun Oguri
Eiji Wentz
Jae Joong(Okay, i know he's not Jap, But he's cute! Lol)

I realize I don't know alot of Non-Johnny's. Haha.
But I know I know more than this
I just can't think of them now
Haha.

Fave Anime/CGI Guys
In no order whatsoever

Reno! -FFVII
Squall Leonhart- FFVIII
Abarai Renji- Bleach
Kira Yamato- Gundam Seed
Sagara Sousuke- Full Metal Panic!
The blue-haired guy from D.N.Angel
Hikaru+Kaoru- Ouran High Host Club
Kyo Sohma- Fruits Basket
Hatsuharu Sohma- Fruits Basket

And many others that I can't recall right now. heh
Well Just now that I LOVE Kyo+Renji+Kira+Reno. Heh

Well I think thats all for now.
I shall add more If i think of it. haha
Cyah!

抱きしめて

今こそ君は
本当のHero

もしも運命が僕たちの
歩むべき道照らしたら
約束の場所辿り着くはず

♥ Princess

BoA, my princess

Hi minna
I'm really sleepy so this'll be a short one
And my throat is still sore from just now
Lol

I found a HAVEN
Lol
Lindsey4dream on CR introduced me to Arashian.com
I haven't really checked it out but I think i can download Arashi stuff from there
I hope its more reliable than arashianfiles.orgfree! Haha
Cos megaupload is FOREVER crowded

And the stupid dramas aren't dl-ed yet cos Bittorrent is so irritating
Its so slow!
Haha
I'll check Arashian.com out tml
Hopefully its good!

I did this "rank your top 10 Arashi songs" thingy on arashi.vox
It was so hard!
Cos there are SO many Arashi songs that I simply ADORE
And in that top10 that i submitted, it was missing so many of my faves!
haha
And i realized after going thru the songlist that I don't have alot of Arashi songs
Yes, i have a majority, but not all
Not alot, actually.
Lol

I aim to get all!
haha
Whee finished listening to Arashic!
Its a nice album
I think Time is good tho
5X5best too
Iza, now isn't fantastic
But ohwell
Arashi's still AWESOME

I can't wait til Happiness comes out
Cos I heard its a very nice song
Its coming out Sept5th!
Two days after my Bday
Lol
Hmmm Which reminds me
Jun's birthday is coming up!
August30th
There'll be a world wide celebration methinks
There are SO many Jun fans out there!
Yay Jun^^


Can't wait for Happiness~
Wait that sounded a little off
Lol
Well I'm uber uber meccha meccha sleepy now
So goodnight!

おやすみなさい！

I am Arashian, I belong to Arashi!

A.Ra.Shi
A.Ra.Shi
For dream~

Lol this reminds me of that funny game show
Haha

Tadaima Chloe-chan!

♥

Day: [木]
Current fave PV: [Kimi no tame ni Boku ga iru]

Castle thru the looking glass?
Or school thru the reflective piano?
A different view of school

Heyhey
HurRm
I can't remember waht i was supposed to post
AGAIN
Man my memory's really failing me
Hahah

Oh i just read a ViVi mag interview just now
Very funny
Haha
I wonder if Karaoke in Singapore has japanese songs
hmmm
I hope it does! Can sing arashi. Lol

Watched "She's the Man" for like the fourth/fifth time
Still can say its one of the best movies around
Haha.
Dl-ed a couple of nice Arashi songs
And managed to successfully dl yamada taro monogatari ep1,
Hana Kimi (ikemen paradise) eps1&2
Attempting to dl Yamada taro monogatari 2&3 from d-addicts
As well as Taiyou no Uta ep1
But bittorrent is so slow!
RAWR

Amanda Bynes is HOT
squack it
I love her

And I love Channing Tatum too
Haha

Obviously j-idols are so much better
Lol
Jun♥
Nino♥
And all other johnny's idols+non-johnny's idols

Ohyeah, i watched the [A day in Nino's life] Thingy
It strikes me how much i think of Arashi as a group
And hardly of them as individuals
But yeah after watching that video I respect Nino so much more now
And he has such a busy life!
Arashi is still love tho
As a whole and as individuals
Each member has his own individual personality
Own individual qualities
Each is special!

Ok Di-li-li is a nice song

Sorry I'm listening to it now. Haha.


And i was frustrated to the point of tears today
I was in a bad mood cos I was sleepy
But i couldn't sleep in the living room cos the stupid neighbour's Karaoke was so loud and out of tune
And the children were SHOUTING their lungs out
So I went to my room but I could still hear the children SHOUTING
So i went to my parents room and slept on my bed
Then I went downstairs

Ok Lai-lai-lai is a nice song too

So i went downstairs
And I was like sleepily leaning on my dad
And he totally didn't care
I was like "papa I very tired"
And he was like "orh"
Argh
Sometimes I can't stand my parents cos they're so insensitive
Both my mom and dad
So yah I got pissed cos the TV was so loud and I was still half asleep
And i didnt go for dinner

Hold on a sec I'm gonna get my iPod and upload these songs on

So I went to my room and lay on the bed
And started listening to music
I realize if I don't listen to music for a day I'm usually really pissed and stuff
So music is my drug

Runaway train is nice too

Yeah

Music is my ecstacy

Only Love is nice too

Aiyah ALL Arashi songs are nice
Whee

がんばるさ！

♥

Serene acting cute in an obi-less yukata

Hey hey hey

Sorry just suddenly thought about the heyx3 telephone box thing
Lol
The arashi one was so funny
Lol

Oh i was like supposed to post a pic i took with my phone
but my computer's having mood swings so it can't detect my phone when i connect it
and i'm too lazy to restart my com
so yeah.

I feel like uploading more pics onto cr and friendster
and i think its about time my cr profile got updated
But i'm just too too lazy!

This sucks

Btw, next year, very very very high chance of going to vietnam and Japan
Still tentative, but yeah
and My mom's thinking of going to america during june for like 3 weeks or something
And i MIGHT go with her
depending on school.
I hope I can
I miss Ari+Yen

Hmmm i wonder whats it feels like to be related to someone

Anyway
I wanna go japan!
we might be going in early april or something, but i have school then so i'm not sure
Cos we wanna see sakura
Maybe in Hokkaido or something

I think like straight after my Os, I'm gonna start planning the trip to Japan with Kyu-chan and Vikku-chan.
One cos i have nothing better to do
and Two cos i'm very excited about the trip
Too bad i'll have to wait like 2 more years for it to come true. Bleah
Haha

Dl-ing Yamada taro monogatari from veoh and d-addicts now
Bit torrent is so slow
Veoh's faster, but its so hard to find the videos
So yeah.
I'm using both
Haha
Why oh why did it have to be licensed and taken off CR
It would make my life so much easier
Lol

Well i shall go search for random videos now
Seeyah^^

♥

Day: 水
Song: Mochiron by HOME MADE Kazoku

今日のランチで～す！


Lolita! Not fair. I want the stupid lolita dress! Now to find the stupid disappearing shops...

Serene's dreaming... Of who I wonder...


Pretty butterfly!

Ladies and gentlemen
Boys and girls
We are the K-A-T-T-U-N
Its show time

Sorry. Listening to [She said...] by Kat-tun now. Haha
The starting line cracks me up
Lol

Rank of JE's:
1)Arashi!
2)Kat-tun
3)NewS

Ohmy I read on Arashi.vox that Ryo's leaving NewS! *depression*
Which means he's full time in Kanjani8 now.
I don't like Kanjani8 that much
saded
Ohwell

I had stuff to post, but I cant remember what
Ohwell
I shall go look for nice lolita shops in Singapore now
seeyah

じゃ
また明日ね

Never look back

♥ Obi

Don't ask about the random picture

Ok its super hard to tie an Obi
My sister tried to improvise, but i think i'll just make a fool of myself tml
Argh
Ohwell.
Playing the guitar in a yukata isnt very glam either
Haha

Man
Everytime i decide to post something i can't remember what i'm supposed to post about
Haha
Smart me
Genius
Lol

SOMEBODY's been bugging me like shit la
Won't stop msging me
Damn irritating
Like HELLO
Just because i said we were friends doesn't give you the right to bombard me with msgs, esp if i don't reply
Won't you just GET THE FREAKIN MESSAGE.
PISS OFF!

Anyway
I have to wake up super early tml
lol
So i'll have to sleep early today
meeps
So.
Goodnight^^

消えないこのきずな

大好きな気持ち

♥ Yukata

My Japan obsession

Freaking obsessed now
With 2 things:
Japan,
and
H-I-M

I'm kinda pissed off now that the Yukata that I'm gonna wear tml is.. well..
weird
Haha
AND I don't have an Obi
My sis's gonna try and improvise,
but
meh.
AND I don't have a bag
This sucks
SIGH
Ohwell I still hope tml will go well

OHYA. Happy thing~
I dreamt about H-I-M last night^^
*happiness*

SO CUTE
*faints*

I swear I can smile to myself for a whole bus journey just thinking of his face.

Obsession

Currently in love with the Arashi song "Love Situation"
Ok, basically i just LOVE Nino's voice
So sue me
Heh

Starting to fall in love with HOME MADE kazoku again. Lol

Seeyah^^

♥ BoA^^

I decided to be random and post a pic that i took from Japan up here^^
I've decided to put a pic everytime i blog!
Whee
I'm doing it cos BoA does it on her blog^^
(lame excuse, i know)
Heh^^

Yawn. I have nothing to do!
Guess I'll just have to go mug, eh?
I need dinner!
Where's my Dad?
Goodness
Haha
Well I shall go stone now
Cyah!

Oh, maybe i should take up photography as a hobby or something.
My dad could teach me!
He does photography
He's not fantastic, and i think maybe I'm slightly better than him,
But hey what the heck!
It'd be good father/daughter bonding time, eh? ^^
Along with shooting, of course
Which I'll be doing with my dad after O levels
I hope it doesnt give me ugly fat muscular arms
I doubt it would tho^^
I love my arms the way they are!


ANd taking up Dance after Os too.
Wanna dance like BoA!
Haha
Wanna be as HOT as BoA too
And as pretty
But thats kinda unchangeable now
So
Ya
Haha
Cyah!

じゃまた

今始まる
Peace B is my network ID
震えてる心勇気に変えて
夢広がる Connecting is my never land
チカチカチュ笑顔を上げるから

♥ Fire on ice

I just had the biggest scare of my life
I swear
My "Serene" folder was on "hidden", so i couldn't find it.
Thankfully i ran a "run" program thingy
And i found it
Cos i realized all my iTunes songs and stuff was in there anyway, and i couldn't have deleted the file cos then the iTunes stuff would be gone as well
So.
Ya.

Back to my boring life

I'm gonna post some random quotes from this book i'm reading
Its really interesting
I like books
I lets me imagine
When i read a book, i go fully 100% into it
I feel as if i'm the main character
I can feel his/her emotions
What he/she's going thru
Books

Fantasy on paper

I wonder if I'll ever write a book
Probably not.
I can't pen out my thoughts as much as i can imagine them
Brief outlines. yes
But not in a story
I like to imagine stories tho
How my life would be
If i was somewhere else?
Someone else?

not me

I wonder how its like to be in love
I mean, really in love
Like what's written in books
Is it really possible?
Feeling the longing for a person
Not getting enough of a person
A feeling that doesnt die out with time

But he doesn't even try. The kisses are like candy. A sweetness. A hunger. I can't get enough.

Oh well.
I also wonder what its like to fit in
To be able to hold a conversation with someone
Instead of just sitting in a corner
Staring into space
Like waht i do all the time
Everyone gets along fine with everyone
Without me
I'm just a wall flower
I doubt anyone notices me

Looking in from the outside

I wanna feel loved
By family
By friends
I wanna hold a conversation with someone
Without that awkward silence that usually follows
Why can't i get along with everyone like YOU can?

Skin on skin. Fire on ice.

Even if i smile
Most people ignore me
Sure, i get a hug or two
Then the world just passes by
Without me

Without me

But no, don't worry
I won't leave this world without doing what i came to do
Do what I can
Encourage those that need encouragement
Laugh with those willing to laugh with me
Comfort others when they need a shoulder to lean on

Will I make a difference to this world?

Anyway I'm gonna sleep now
Gotta wake up REEEAALLLY early tml
Yawn
The things I do for LOVE
Lol

何で言えないのかなぁ
好きだよ
一言よ

楽しいくらい

見てればいい？

♥ Its a happy happy day~

Hello みんな！
How does you?
I'm in a very very good mood now^^
Let me tell you all about my day~.

It started like any other... *drones on and on and on*

But you don't wanna hear about that, yeah? Haha.

Highlights of the day:
Dental appointment
Tuition with John
Dinner
Seeing *him*!

Yeah. Went for my dental appt late (Thanks to SOMEBODY)
Haha.
My dentist was so cute la. He was like "You're late! I wanna go home! You owe me dinner". Haha. Then he was like "I shall be saddistic and tighten your retainers." Lol. He's damn funny I swear. I can't rmb what else he said, but man. haha.

After dental, went home, changed, bathed and headed out to meet John got tuition. John said Nino was cute! Yay accomplishment^^

Met Bjorn for a dinner of Ban Mian. Yum yum yum~
Ate until damn full la. I swear I;m growing fat. Haha.

I saw *HIM*! So happy can~
I was like comtemplating on whether to walk home or not, then when walking past the busstop at Parkway, i looked up a bit and sae this dude with tattoos on his arm and his legs. I was like OMG and i looked at his face. It was a side angle so i couldnt really see. Walked on abit more and saw his face closely. GOSH HE'S EVEN CUTER UP CLOSE!!!!!! DAMMIT WHY DIDN'T I SAY HI?!??! I'm pissed at myself la. But he's so dman cute! My heart was beating like mad la. My legs went wobbly too. Ahh! *loves* So happie~

I was like wondering to myself if i would see him la, if i walked home. Then *he* appeared. Happyness. I was like "omg omg omg thats him thats him behind behind" and Bjorn just kept walking. THat bugger. Haha

*Him* LOVE!!!!!! *faints*
So CUTE!!!!
*faints again*

His face got many many pimples tho. He would look so much better without all those pimples. Haha. And he;s not skinny too. *sobs* I like skinny guys, Ohwell, he's not fat either. YAyy~ He's still my LOVE. He's like tentimescuter than Cephas(sorry dude). But he looks like Cephas. Just wAAAaaaAaAAAAaaaaY cuter. XD

I'm thirsty. And tired. I think I shall sleep early today. Haha. Goodnight ya'll!


愛してるよ。
ずっとずっと愛してる
会えればいい？

胸を張れ
今こそ君は　本当のHero
このフィールドは君が輝く舞台
ながした涙超えてここに立つ
そのまなざしが　世界に勇気与える　Hero

あなたの夢はみんなの夢さ
ながした涙超えてここに立つ
今こそ君は　本当のHero
そのまざしが　世界に勇気与える　Hero