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Talk to me







Y Just because I don't reply
Doesn't mean I'm avoiding you
Just because we don't talk anymore
Doesn't mean I don't think of you
Just because time has passed
Doesn't mean I have forgotten
Just because we had a misunderstanding
Doesn't mean it's the end of us
Just because you've seen me
Doesn't mean you know how I feel
Just because we're far apart
Doesn't mean we can't still be friends

Friends Forever~**

.::SERENE::ANAREZ::.



This is ME




::SERENE::
::AnareZ::
::Hachi::
::030991::
::cuzforlife@hotmail.com::
::Christ Follower::
::TP VeT::
::Drums::
::Bass::
::Dance::
::TPDE::
::Hip Hop::
::ARASHI::
::All things JAP::




Links

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Chesed
Brenda
KaiLing
Jonas
SingYee
Daryl
Aisyah
Alson
Joel
JunWei
Kevinn
Badd
Martin
Pearl
Fion
Suria
Jasmine
Estee
Lavone
Syaza
Audrey
Liting
Aty
Foong
Joey
Limin
Joanna
Fion
Jolie
Jeremy
Xiu Yi
Yen Kang
Vincent
Jeevan
TPDE




The Past


*May 2007
*June 2007
*July 2007
*August 2007
*September 2007
*October 2007
*November 2007
*January 2008
*February 2008
*March 2008
*April 2008
*May 2008
*July 2008
*August 2008
*September 2008
*October 2008
*November 2008
*December 2008
*January 2009
*February 2009
*March 2009
*April 2009
*May 2009
*June 2009
*July 2009
*August 2009
*September 2009
*October 2009
*November 2009
*December 2009
*January 2010


Credits

Edited by: ME
Pictures: Tanyatorn
Fonts: Dafont
Base code:Tammy





Tuesday 27 November 2007

Moving out blues.


Reflected Sunset.

Konbanwa, minna-san.
I just spent the WHOLE of today packing.
I HATE packing.
I SUCK AT packing.
But after a while,
Packing actually gets fun.
...
...
...
Okay, maybe not.
*Serene tries to delude herself*
But yeah after packing for a while
(like, half the day?)
I started feeling like:
"hey, I'll just pack tmr.
Hmmm... Okay maybe a little bit more."
And I ended up packing my whole room.
Except for the stuff I'm bringing to my aunt's house.

You know what?
Going for the trip made me realize
Going overseas is still the best
When you're going with your family.
Either that,
Or just go with a group of friends.
ONLY friends.
No parents.
Cos parents are biased toward their own children.
And tend to want the best for their own children.
(My mom seems to be opposite tho.
Other people go "[Insert own child's name here], you go first"
And my mom goes "[Insert other child's name here], you go first".)
But my mom is good cos as a Christian,
we should let others go first
and let others choose first.
Mama saikou!

I ♥ my family.
^^

Ohyeah,
When i was clearing out my drawer
I found some of my old letters that I received from random people.
One of them was from Yen.
I never realized how much i missed that guy.
Until I read the letter he sent me.
after reading it
I cried.
I've never cried while reading a letter before
[Well, i did cry while watching the video of Aiba's letter but that's past the point]
And I dunno why I cried this time.
I guess I really miss him.
I can't wait to see him again.
I haven't seen him for like.. 5 years.
Sigh.

Today was a good day.
Its probably the best "home alone" day I've had in my short 16-year life.
I watched considerably the BEST Yamada Taro episode today.
[ep8, in case you're wondering]
I fell in love with Arashi all over again
[After watching some performances from the AAA+Dome concert DVD
(WHICH I don't have, btw. I wanted to buy it from Taiwan but..
Ahh, long story)]
And I managed to read all my old letters.
[And cry]
What could get better than this?
^^
Serene is happy☺

OH AND GUESS WHAT
I have this habit of keeping my old ang paos right,
and as I was clearing them out today,
I FOUND $44!!
[What an inauspicious number]
But still!
I found MONEY!
Haha.
*yay*

Ohwell.
Serene shall go and watch another episode of Yamada Taro now.
Or maybe I should just stay up and watch both episodes.
Cos its like.. 2 more episodes only anyway.
And I won't get to use this computer until like...
2months?
*sobs*
I'll miss you compy.
Really I will.
But meanwhile..
When I'm at my Aunt's house,
I get to use the laptop!
And it's super cool fingerprint security system
*evil laugh*

Yupyup, That's about it.
I shall go update my iPod now.
Cos I won;t get to see the songs here for a long long time.
*hugs computer*

I'll miss you!

あなたにとって、一番大切なものは何だ?


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Monday 26 November 2007

Think about it.




Subject: Think About It!!!!

1.Isn't it strange how a 20
Seems like such a large amount when
You donate it to church, but
Such a small amount
When you go shopping?


2. Isn't it strange how 2 hours seem so long when
You're at church, and how
Short they seem when you're
Watching a good movie?



3. Isn't it strange that you can't
Find a word to say when
You're praying,
But you have no trouble
Thinking what to talk about
With a friend?



4. Isn't it strange how difficult
And boring it is to read
One chapter
Of the Bible, but how easy
It is to read 100 pages of
A popular novel or ZANE GREY book?



5. Isn't it strange how everyone
Wants front-row-tickets
To concerts or
Games, but they do whatever
Is possible to sit at the last
Row in Church?



6. Isn't it strange how we need to
Know about an event for Church 2-3
Weeks before the day so we can
Include it in our agenda, but we can
Adjust it for other events at
The last minute?



7. Isn't it strange how difficult it
Is to learn a fact about God to share it
With others, but how easy
It is to learn, understand,
Extend and repeat gossip?



8. Isn't it strange how we
Believe everything that magazines, newspapers,
TV, the government, etc.say, but we question
the words in the Bible?



9. Isn't it strange how everyone
Wants a place in
Heaven, but they don't want
To believe, do, or say anything
To get there?



10. Isn't it strange how we send
Jokes in e-mails and they
Are forwarded right away,
But when we are going to send
Messages about God, we think
About it twice before we share
It with others?



IT'S STRANGE ISN'T IT?

Now that you've read this message,
Forward it to anybody that you consider a friend, or family member
If you don't do it, not only will you deprive
Yourself from being blessed, but you will also do that to others who
may need God in their life



AnareZ Tagged at [23:13]

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I've been tagged!


Damn my internet is slow and refuses to upload my image.

QUIZ
Instructions
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!

I have been tagged by BREAD.

FAVOURITES
Favourite Colours: Blue, black[wait, that's not a colour is it] and uh. Green maybe.
Food: Me likey all foods. Except my few enemies. Like carrots and brocolli.
Favourite Movie: Transporter2, Bad Boys 2, Silk, Lion King, etc.
Favourite Sport: Cheerleading![I think]. Or maybe basketball.
Favourite Day: Why have a favourite day when you can make every day your favourite day?
Favourite Season: Spring and Autumn.
Favourite Ice-cream: Anderson's belgian chocolate chip and Venezia's dark chocolate. And B&J's chocolate chip cookie dough.

CURRENTS
Current Mood: Neutral-high.
Current Clothes: LP shirt and chorts.
Current Desktop: Arashi.
Current Time: 10.55pm.
Current Surroundings: Boxes. Lots and lots of boxes.
Current Annoyances: my nose.

FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Debbie Goh[my neighbour] Or was it Vanessa? o.O I think Debbie.
First Crush: Not telling. Haha. In Kindergarten. lol.
First Movie: I can't remember my FIRST movie. But I LOVED Balto and Lion King.
First Lie: I didn't do it!
First Music: God is so good.

LASTS
Last drink: Two parts hydrogen and one part oxygen. And impurities.
Last Car Ride: Home form the airpost. Around 6:45pm?
Last Crush: Must I tell you? You'll laugh.
Last Phone Call: Grandma
Last CD played: CD? Linkin Park Minutes to Midnight.

HAVE YOU EVER....?
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Hmmm... Close friend.
Have you ever broken the law: I Jay-walked! I drank underaged! [Jolly shandy in Hong Kong, Vodka in Taiwan.
Have you ever been arrested: Nope. Whats the point of breaking the law if you get caught? The secret is not to get caught.
Have you ever been on TV: Yeah! On the Singapore Idol results show. Lol. I saw my hand!
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: Nope.

RANDOM
5 things you are good at: Being Random![Definitely] Drums[I think] being ego-istic, Stone-ing and being lazy.
4 things you've done today: Breathe, eat, sit on an aeroplane and sneeze.
3 things you can hear right now: Takuya∞'s voice, the drums and the bass. [D-technolife. haha]

5 People to tag: (with blogs)
Chesed
Victoria
Yingwei
[damn i need to know more people with blogs]
Brenda tagged me!
Relationship: Schoolmate and beading buddy. Mochi lover!

5 impressions i have of him/her: Big, Great singer, speed beader, mochi lover, scary![at first]
Most memorable thing he/she done for me: Buy me mochi? o.O
Most memorable words he/she has said to me: Serene ah.
Most desirable thing I want to do for him/her now: hang out! [uh, thats not FOR the person is it.. o.O]

Characteristics i love about him/her: Hardly in a bad mood [i think]
Characteristics i hate about him/her: scary?
Most ideal person he/she want to be: Like God! Everyone wants to be like God.

A message for people who care for him/her and like him/her: Good luck!


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キレイな花

What compares to Your redeeming love?

Hello all!
I just got back form Taiwan^^
And tmr, i gotta start packing.
Moving out on Wednesday i think.
><

Taiwan is okay.
Nothing special
Nothing fantastic.
I swear Japan is 10times nicer.

Sucky thing?
I got the same bug bites that i got from hong kong.
And it sucks.
BAD.

Okay, guess what.
I forgot what I was gonna post.
Haha.
Ohwell.
Shall post next time then.
Ciao!

Let's create our own garden together.

Damn cute right?


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Wednesday 14 November 2007

pack


Argh.
I hate when people rush me
And I hate that I have absolutely no time to do anything.
I know I really should start packing my stuff
And I should return people's stuff too.
But when you remind me,
please just remind me
And not threaten me and rush me
cos right now this is so FUCKING irritating.

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say


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LP is a LEGEND


My FIRST EVER concert
Was a LINKIN PARK concert
And I was in the FRONT ROW.
What could get better than that?

Hello!
OMG... Linkin Park is a LEGEND.
I swear.
Chester is... Beautiful.
Mike is... well... talent in human form.

Mike spit+Chester sweat+Phoenix's guitar pick
What could be better than that?
Hmm... okay.. Maybe Rob's drum stick. Haha.

Steph:
"Other than the fact that he can play 5 different instruments, is an awesome rapper, awesome singer, and can draw like hell, Mike has absolutely nothing going on for him."

YEAH RIGHT!

Mike is...
AMAZING.
His smile is...
WONDERFUL.
He is just too awesome for words.

I think I'm in love with Mike Shinoda.

Chester's vocals are incomparable.
NO ONE
And I mean NO ONE
Has better vocals then Chester Bennington.

AND Chester has a nice body.
And I was only 2 metres away from them!
*faints*

Sucky thing about the concert?
People kept pushing.
We couldn't mosh cos people kept squeezing.
It was soo irritating.
Ohwell. I think I hit a couple of guys heads
With my elbow.

I like Brad's Afro.
That dude has cool hair man.
Haha.

Overall the concert was enjoyable.
But I swear last night was the most body contact I ever had with anyone.
Some guy had his whole body pressed against mine.
><

Linkin Park
Linkin Park
Linkin Park.

I love the songs they played
Chester's vocals are mesmerizing
Mike's rapping and singing... Awesome
I swear I'll never forget last night.
And I definitely wanna go for another Linkin Park concert.
Anyone wanna go with me?
(:


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Sunday 11 November 2007

Bratz


Chikusho.
My stupid com refuses to indentify my phone.
So I can't upload my pictures here.
):
And i had so many nice pictures too.
Argh.

Hello=)
Just came home
Damn tired.
Haha.

Went to Jurong Point
Watched Bratz movie.
Its not bad la.
Haha.
Janel Parrish is DAMN HOTT.
*drools*
Hot abs plus belly piercing
*drools somemore*
I think I'm in looove.
xD
Hmm.. cannot be unfaithful to BoA and Jeanette Aw...
Hahas.
*i like girls with hot abs and belly piercings*
lol.

Anyway, the bratz movie was.. well..
The lines and stuff are really really corny
But overall, i don't regret watching it
Really.
Haha.

*yay my kor is my kor again=)*
(And no, its not Ben kor)

Hmmm
Yesterday, Sui gu and aunty Eliza came over
Aunty Eliza was giving me random crazy ideas for my hair
haha.
She's so cool la.
Anyway, on Friday, I'll be going to Chinese Garden
(which is damn far away)
to do my hair
*yay me*
can't wait can't wait.
And, because of the Bratz movie,
I'm inspired to colour my hair blue again
):
But daddy don't let..
):
But I want blue!
Haha.
Red isn't that bad.
But...

I gotta start packing for Taiwan soon.
24degrees isn't that cold
Which sucks.
Cos I like cold.
Haha.
Ohwells.

So anyways.
Gtg.
Got other stuff to do.
Haha=)
seeyah!


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Saturday 10 November 2007

Ugly Serenes


I just did a facebook search on "Serene Chen"
Guess what?
Most Serenes are ugly.
><
Sucks la.
Guess I'm the best there is.
xD
*bhb*
Haha.
But honestly,
Serenes are UGLY.
><
Sad to say.


Oh yeah,
And guys are jerks.
Most, if not all, of them.
Period.


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Kibun Jojo


その夢の中に。。。

Currently addicted to:
[Kibun Jojo] by mihimaru GT
That song is so hyper
It makes me hyper
xD

Hello~
Yesterday yesterday...
Yesterday was fun^^
Went to SIA club to go for a swim.
When we walked in,
The woman was like:
"You all members? Where's your membership card?"
And Vic was like:
"Uh yah i forgot to bring my card. My dad has his card. We're all sisters"
Lol.
xD

Yup so went for a swim
I reckon i got at least 2 shades darker.
Which is a good thing.
A very good thing.
Haha.

Then after that, wanted to play pool but the table was taken by GUYS.
Why is it that GUYS always hog all the tables
And GIRLS never ever get to play.
It's not fair.
><
And I need to brush up my pool skills.
Seriously.
Vic's face when she takes a shot is priceless.
Its soo cute!
I bet all the guys in the world will nosebleed la.
Haha.

So anyway, went home, blah blah blah...

Today, woke up damn early
Went to parkway for tuition with John
FREE BREAKFAST! xD
And I ordered a BACON croissantwitch but the stupid woman gave me a SAUSAGE one.
><
Lousy service.
Haha.
Ohwell.
=D

So well tuition ended and here I am now.
Nothing much going on.
End of exams so near yet so far.
And by this time next week I'll be at the airport.
Can't wait!

Something else I have to add.
I have a really bad impression of guys.
And yet guys still continue to worsen that impression.
I thought Ben Kor was decent.
Now I'm having second thoughts.
And well.
Argh I dunno.
I feel..
Betrayed?
Nope. Thats not it.
I can't really find a word to describe it.
Ohwell.
GUYS.

I shall continue watching Fate/Stay Night.
Ciao.

あたしはあなたのことが好きです。
本当に。

夢が叶うことと
幸せになることは
どうして別ものなんだろう?


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Wednesday 7 November 2007

you tried your best


For the love of cheap thrills
Who would believe me if I said I got a tattoo?
xD

Hello there.
There's something that I MUST post here no matter what
Cos its freaking funny.
Haha.
Its a conversation I had with JJ yesterday.

He calls me and says that I sound bored (as usual)
JJ:"Repeat after me: I am Serene"
Me:"I am Serene"
JJ:"And I am happy"
Me:"And I am happy..."
JJ:"To be JJ's elepahnt"
Me:"... To have a BABOON like JJ"

HAHA.
Hmm... not funny eh.
Lol.

JJ:"I want to see the gorgeous Victoria and see how she charmed Subra"
Me:"Ya la she very gorgeous la. More gorgeous than me"
JJ:"Ok la, thats not saying a lot. Cos its not that hard to be more gorgeous than you"
Me:"!@#$%^"

Me:"You so interested in Victoria ah"
JJ:"No la, I not interested in girls."
Me:"Then you interested in guys ah"
JJ:"Yah, I'm interested in guys. I'm GAY, you dunno meh? Haiya. So wasted right? Such a hot guy not interested in girls..."

LOL.
Okay thats funny.
Haha.

Anyway,
Now its a little confusing for me.
Don't ask why.
):
-emo-

Hurr~
I just realized i have nothing to do on Friday.
WHO WANTS TO ENTERTAIN ME??
xD

Exams are gonna end soon~
Lalala~

8points to go to Sydney?
BRING IT ON.
*bhb*

Well, on a more serious note...
*ooh! Penguin*

It seems only yesterday I used to believe
There was nothing but light under my skin
If you cut me I would shine
But now I fall upon the sidewalks of life
I skin my knee. I bleed.

Don't worry Serene.
You tried your best when you knew it wouldn't last.

At least it hasn't really started.
Cos then it can't really end.
Can it?

Friends?


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Monday 5 November 2007

lalala~


*shall not put a picture here today*

Hello you.

Exams are REALLY getting on my nerves now.
Thankfully, after tomorrow, I won't have to worry that much.
Thankfully.
SOON!
Soon.
Very soon.

My mom is so discouraging sometimes.
Argh.
Nevermind.

I can't wait to dance.
Man i hate exercising.
But dancing is.. well..
its a sport.
And i like sports =)
and it keeps me fit!

Serene is not fat, she is just big boned xD

Argh i think i totatlly screwed up Bio today.
Its one of the subjects where i HAVE to get an A1 no matter what
And i screwed up.
I calculated, if i got an A1 for Amath, Emath and Chem [Hopefully] and I got a C6 for humanities [which is the most I can get cos my humans really suck] and like a B3 for english, I would get a 15 for L1R5 IF i get a 3 for bio.
And a L1R4 of 9 if i get a 3 for bio.
Which is a really sucky score if you ask me.
Chikusho.
Why on earth did bio have to be so difficult.
Dammit la.
Argh.
Now to score FULL MARKS for mcq.
Gambatte, Serene.

Anyway.
As i said before,
After tomorrow, everything will be better.
I just hope MACBETH will make life easy for me tomorrow.
I swear that guy hates me.
><

Gonna buy my $70 Reebok jacket soon~
Lalala~
Yay!


Oh!
I feel like piercing my ear again
XD
Serene like piercings
And she doesn't know why.
Haha.
I'm like.. addicted to piercings i dunno why.
I think I'll pierce my right ear.
So it'll be 3 on each ear.
Hmm..
Soon, soon.
Haha.
Can't wait to dye my hair too.
Whee!
*checks wallet and faints*

ARGH
I want a belly button piercing =)
But.. SO EX!
I no money =(
But if i DO get one, it'll probably be next year.
Hopefully I'll be skinnier then
Haha.
Then can show off ma.
LOL.
*must start saving again*

I WANNA GO SHOPPING!
Ohya~ Going Jurong Point [hopefully] with Gloria on Sunday~
Whee~
THAT LUCKY WOMAN FINISHES HER O'S TOMORROW!!!
And i have to wait until next week.
):
BUT OHWELL.
SHOPSHOPSHOPSHOP
In a place yet unexplored..
THE WEST.
Haha=D

I think i need more money D:


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Saturday 3 November 2007

whee~


Sunset in the east =)


http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/1184441
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/1187935
Go try that its pretty interesting!
Gotrygotry!
Try both!

Hello~
Hurr i was supposed to post something here...
Ohyeah.
My father's new car is annoying!
I swear the GPS is useless.
And freaking noisy.
I mean, the automated voice is damn irritating.
"2oometres turn left"
"500metres turn right"
They say the same thing over and over again
Waste of electricity.
Haha.

Anyway, I watched Yamada Taro ep6 just now.
It amazes me what an awesome actor Nino is.
He even rocks at acting like he's acting!
His posture is still horrible tho.
><

And.. uh,.. i think thats all.
Haha.
Imma go do a free IQ test now to tell myself I'm not stupid
xP
Ciao~


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Friday 2 November 2007

I miss you most on winter mornings


I miss you most on winter mornings...

Hello~
Went to Vic's house to study today.
Met Vic's darling Didi.
He's quite cool la.
Revealed "secrets" of Vic's. Haha.
He's a cool guy.
And one of the few that I actually feel comfortable around.. o.O
(Other than JJ lol but he's an exeption. After all, he's a BABOON)
And he reminds me a lot of Oliver.
Haha.
When Vic introduced us, the way he smiled was the exact same way Oliver smiles.
Lol.
So freaky. Haha.
So anyway, he introduced us to random online games.
And we ended up playing LF2 instead of studying ><
and yah Chesed was sitting in a corner playing "Tower Bloxx" on her phone.
Haha.
Not bad la we managed to do bio.
Which is way more constructive than me sitting at home not doing anything at all

So yup NICE TO MEET YOU MR NICHOLAS.
Haha.

So anyway, as he was saying,
One day, little Vicky was playing catching in school
And she turned around and ran right into a guy.
Brobro Nicholas happened to be behind someone behind her,
and he heard the someone behind her shout
"Vic! I told you you should've worn shorts!"
Lol.

This is what happened after Nicholas told us the story:
Vic:"I didn't wear PANTIES"
*everyone*:*LAUGHOUTLOUD*

Haha.
Vic is HILARIOUS.
Lol.

So. Anyway.
Chesed was supposed to teach me how to make an angel!
Lousy bugger.
Haha.

Close the door
Lock it tight
Then I'll know you're safe tonight
Turn on the song that means the most
Believe I'm there
And hold me close.

知人
知 脸
不知心

Never thought I'd fear to tell
What's a dream and what is real.
Please tell me you're real.

Okay i forgot what else I wanted to post about.
><
*smacks Serene on the head*
Nevermind.
I'll be back when I'm back. xD

*Can't wait for exams to be over!*


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Thursday 1 November 2007

Arashi love(:


I miss fangirling ):

After reading Yingwei's blog and Arashi.vox
(Which i haven't been doing for a long long time)
I have concluded that I am not a diehard.
Yes, Arashi is still important to me
But I wouldn't do ANYTHING or EVERYTHING for them.
I don't even fangirl them anymore
Which is really really sad.
Cos I miss fangirling.
I miss going "OMG! That's Arashi! I want it!"
And I miss going "Hey, that's a new Jun drama. I HAVE to watch it"
And stuff like that.
Don't get me wrong, I still LOVE Arashi to bits.
And I'm still DYING to marry Nino, even if we aren't compatible
(Hey, my love for games could NEVER match his)
I'm just not a diehard.
But who knows
Maybe I'll be sucked into the world of Fandom again.
Soon.

And I realized out of all of Arashi,
The one I'm most compatible with is probably Aiba-chan.
Cos I love animals as much as he does.
BUT I don't like golf, which he likes.
And I think maybe I'm compatible with Jun too.
But who knows.
Haha.
I'm definitely not compatible with Oh-chan.
Cos well I totally can't appreciate art at all.
Sho? He studies too much.
He's hot tho.
Haha.
And Nino.
My Nino.
He's a deep deep guy.
And I don't understand him.
Maybe I never will.
But I still wanna be his friend.
Someday.

I Miss Arashi ):
And I miss you too


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