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Thank you.
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Watched Taken with Huijing today.
Awesome show.
You should watch!
I guess its good if you like those action/thriller kinda shows.
So yeah.
I can't stand slow moving shows.
So this show is good for me.
No standstill moments.
Haha.

Dinner-ed at Subway at SMU with Gen and Huijing.
Session-ed at SMU with Kevin Martin Gen and their crew.
SUPER DOPE.
Super fun.
Haha.
I guess some stuff that Niger said during the freestyle groove really helped me a lot.
Like, stuff that made sense and that could help me improve, y'know?
Haha.
I'm still wondering if I should join K.O. Night.
Cos my confidence for freestyle is far from built up.
Its actually still precariously low.
So I'm really wondering.
Am I ready?
Hmmm.
Thats something i have to ask myself I guess.
Maybe joining with someone more experienced will help me.
But WeiAn still hasn't gotten back to me
And Joanna probably doesn't wanna join with me anyway.
And I think if me and Huijing join,
I dunno. We're both very inexperienced.
So I don't think we're ready.
Not together anyway.
But I guess that's something that we'll have to find out in time yeah?
Its not a decision that has to be made right away anyway.
(:

Something that Gen said just now sparked something.
"Do you feel like you belong [in TPDE]?"
Hmmm.
Do I?
What makes me feel like I belong?
Is it the people?
Or the mutual love for dance?
If its people...
Everyone will have relationship problems some time in their life.
Couples, friends,
There's always bound to be conflict, right?
So if people make me feel like I belong now,
It doesn't really guarantee that they'll make me feel like I belong, say, in 3, 6 months time.
So, if its the love for dance
Then the different levels that different people hold the importance of dance will determine how much they feel like they belong, right?
Hmmm.
Its really something to chew on.
I really wonder what makes me feel like I belong.
But I know I do.
At least I think I do.
I'm just spouting nonsense, really.
Pay me no heed(:

I feel the need to expand my vocab
And explore different dance styles.
I think it's probably time to take action on Bryan's advice.
I can do it(: