♥ Bodyguard

AHH CRAP
I'm starting to get upset again.
For reasons I shall not state.
Obviously.
CHICKENBANANA.
Argh.

Okay so anyway.
Today.
Went shopping with my new bodyguard
(AKA Ben Koh)
Haha.
Then watched 17Again.
It was a good show actually.
Definitely worth watching.
Zac Efron's a good actor.
Matthew Perry just makes everything better.
Haha.
Storyline wise, quite predictable.
But still worth it(:

Then it was off to school for training.
Jam&Hop performance's tomorrow
And I really don't think I'm ready.
Somehow.
Not in the mood?
Something like that.
And this situation's not making it any better.
Damn.

Anyway.
Dinner with John after that.
Hope he doesn't get too distressed about his month-long reservice.
Haha.

Oh yeah, and one more thing.
Thanks Ben for being so concerned(:
But I'm fine, really.
As I said, I'm the kind of person that forgets the bad things really easily.
So being happy is easier for me.
But I do still think.
About the little things that hurt.
But I won't talk about them I guess.
Not until I'm ready.
You can still be my bodyguard tho!
And be there for me.
I'll get help form you when I need it(:
Thank you dear friend(:

Got my new timetable today.
WOW it sucks.
But ohwell.
Guess its time to step up my game.
I really have to do well this sem.
Pull up my grades.
My future's in my own hands.
I have to start taking control of my life.
No more slacking.
Time to step up.
Time to breakthrough in all aspects.
Studies,
Dance,
Spiritually.
Mentally and physically too.
Wow thats really a lot of things eh.
I can do it.
I know I can.

God, please give me strength.

No matter how screwed up life is
I'll always find a reason to smile.
No matter what.