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I know I really should be studying now.
Just found out there's a BMic test tomorrow as well.
Along with my Immunology test.
Whoopee me.
This sucks.
Bigtime.

I feel so sinful nowadays.
No, not the chocolate sinful.
I feel that not-so-nice words keep flooding my brain a lot recently.
Yeah sure I don't say them out.
But everytime I think of them, I feel guilty.
It's a horrible feeling.
Rahh.

Okay uh.
What did I want to blog about again?
I think I forgot.
Oh wait, I remember.
Vetting today.
Stressful.
Yeah it's not my first time dancing in front of a whole lot of people.
So why was I shaking so badly?
Why was I so nervous?
I hate feeling like that when I dance.
Heck, as Fion said,
I've been in a recital before.
Surely this is nothing.
But no.
I was shaking like a leaf.
I forgot steps.
I forgot formation.
I blanked out.
Why?
Maybe because I just learnt the choreo only four days ago?
Maybe because I was looking forward to it too much?
I dunno.
I've wanted this.
Why is it doing this to me now?
I WILL improve.
You'll see.

Hey you.
I like your hair.
And of course, your shoes.
=X

Stupid Tim was so irritating!
Haha.
I had them first okay.
He copied me.
Not the other way around.
Haha(:

Anyone interested in joining Gatsby Styling Dance Contest with me?
The criteria is pretty lame tho.
Haha.
max3 per group.
But the prize is dope.
All expenses paid trip to Tokyo?
I'm down with that.
So.
Anyone wanna join with me?
(:

Okay okay I'll go study now.
Wish me luck!