♥

Wish for you on a falling star
Wondering where you are
Do i ever cross your mind in the warm sunshine?

Okay.
UPDATES!
Umm...
Where to start?
Wednesday went to Studio Wu SMU for house class.
Super fun! But super tiring.
Will definitely go back.
Michael's so nice.
Haha.
Then went to meet Chesed at Vivo.
Watched Madascar.
Super funny.
Haha.

Friday had Bass training in church.
Was fun,
But I felt so noob.
Cos everyone there was like pro to the max and I didn't even know what a scale was.
Haha.
So embarrassing.
But at least I learnt how to play scales,
Minor scale, major scale,
Pentatonic scale,
Stuff like that.
I hope I don't forget!
Next training on the 12th.
Can't wait!
Too bad I don't have a bass to practice on.
Not like I have the time anyway.
Haha.

Saturday, training.
Went to peninsula after with Huijing JasKoh and Fas.
Bought me a backpack!
Like finally.
Then headed to airport to study.
Not very constructive
But I managed to get a little bit of knowledge into my head.
Blew a lot of cash on Saturday.
Super broke!
I need a part time job.
Like seriously.
Where can I get one?
I wonder.
(:

Today, Sunday.
WEnt to church.
Then went for Japanese class.
Final Test!
Went quite well.
Though I forgot how to say "borrow" on Japanese.
Rarr.
But overall it was quite good.
I think.
Results tmr after 3pm.
I realy hope they msg me.
I don't wanna call them!
Lol.

Thats all for now(:

Serene needs to start studying.
Exams in a week.
Haven't started.
Oh no!

♥

Wishlist updated!
For now.
Heh.
Will update blog soon.
I think.

Busybusy!
Exams coming soon.
Japanese Inter-2 Final test tmr!
Cheers(:

♥

Today 2 different people said 2 random things that made me very very happy(:

*at Mensa, choosing a seat*
Jolie:"You want to sit with dustbin?"

*at Studio Wu, when I was blowing my nose*
Shernice:"You need a dustbin."

Wheee~
*Serene is high!*

I just learned the Womanizer choreo from Bryan.
He stayed back to teach me!
So sweet.
Haha.
Happy desu~!
Just wish I could go for Sunday class and learn the chorus.
But ohwell!
The choreo is dope(:

YAY!

*still blogshop-hopping*
SERENE NEEDS TO START STUDYING YO!
Okaybye(:

♥

Why should I be jealous?
What I have right now rocks.
And I'm loving every second of it.

It would be so much better if you were here...

♥

Hmmm.
Serene is blogshop-hopping now.
She wishes she has more money!
And a nicer bod on which she can wear nice clothes.
Lol.

Serene is thinking of buying coloured contact lenses.
And because she thinks coloured contacts are so fake,
She is thinking of buying a really fake colour.
Like red.
But the stupid blogshops she visited don't seem to have red.
So she's thinking of getting one blue and one green,
To wear on each side.
Like Yuna from FFX!
Its like making something fake look even more fake.
Haha.
Dope!

"Learning popping and locking is essential.
Locking teaches you the groove,
Popping gives you the essence."
Wise words from a wise dancer.
"If it weren't for you I wouldn't even be in TPDE."
I said that phrase without thinking.
But thinking back,
It really is true.
If it weren't for Bryan,
I wouldn't have learnt to catch choreographies fast,
I wouldn't have learnt to put strength into my arms,
I wouldn't have learnt to express.
I wouldn't have learnt to DANCE.
I wouldn't be who I am today.
I truly thank Bryan Lee.
For being the dance instructor that inspired me
And pushed me to achieve more.
Even though he doesn't know it.
(:

Everyone has different expectations of themselves.
And everyone will take different amounts of time to achieve it.
You time will come, Shernice.
Just believe(:

Was watching some documentary at the dental clinic just now.
Yes, DOCUMENTARY.
Its interesting okay!
Sorry I'm a nerd.
(:
Anyway, it was talking about the dying earth and stuff.
And I realized,
I'm quite an environmentalist.
I wanted to be a Wildlife Biologist when I was younger.
Now I wanna be a Wildlife Conservationist.
They're different okay.
One just studies wildlife and it's diminishing nature.
The other does something about it.
(:
I feel when I see the earth suffer.
I get pissed off when people use too many plastic bags,
And when too many lights are turned on.
I'm such a tree-hugger.
Lol.
And yet I'm still using the computer and wasting electricity.
Lol.

Anyway, The documentary was talking about sustained development,
And how the term itself is so contradictory.
Sorry, shall not continue.
I can spend a whole day writing about it.
Haha.

Presentation on SAKE tomorrow.
KILL ME.
#1 I HATE presentations.
#2 Why Sake? I don't even LIKE alcohol!
Lol.
I think I'm gonna dream about Sake tonight.
Oh no.
I'd rather dream about you.

♥

My throat's better.
I think.
But now I feel like puking.

♥

The immense happiness I get from just simply seeing your face.
Indescribable.

Rahim asked me a very good question today.
"What is your favourite genre of dance?"
"Hip Hop."
That would've been my answer.
If I was presented that question, say, 2 months ago?
Now I don't really know.
Locking? Popping? House? Krump? Lyrical?
Too many genres.
I want to specialize.
And still diversify.
But I don't know.
I really don't know.
I like them all, really.
And I'm willing to try them.
I just need the opportunity.
Or maybe I can't see it even when it's staring in my face.
Why do I dance?
I was looking for something I'm good in.
I thought it was music.
And I still like music a whole lot.
I just thought I found it when i started hiphop.
I mean, I've been dancing for a while now,
And I've never enjoyed it.
But after I found Hiphop,
I found a new self.
And now,
I dunno.
I wanna excel.
Okay, I don't really know what I'm talking about right now.
Bye.

Updates soon.
Tired.
Sick.

♥

This is what I call love.

I'm falling sick.
I can feel it.
In my throat
In my head
In my stomach.
I want to fall sick.
So that I can rest.
But why now?
Can't it wait?
Until Sunday at least.
Please?

I'm really tired.
And I was in a really bad mood just now.
I don't know why.
PMS?
Maybe.
I dunno.
I hope I'm not like that tomorrow.
It's the big day!
Okay maybe it's not that big.
But I still wanna do well for it.
Heck, I just wanna be able to do it.
Can I?

Will you be there watching?

Tomorrow will come.
For now I just wanna rest.
Please, Serene.
Don't fall sick.

♥

Yes,
the Goat Cheese is still there.

Something really weird happened today.
Okay it wasn't exactly weird,
But it was very...
I dunno.
I dunno how to describe it.

Imagine a scene.
A band playing in the background.
I'm standing there.
In front of me,
A couple.
Lovey-dovey.
Beside me,
My friends.
Running off.
The band,
Playing.
The lyrics,
"... Leave me behind"
I'm just standing there.
No one else around me.
I look around for you.
You're no where to be found.

Yes, that's exactly what happened.

Friday's it.
I hope I can perform.
God will make a way,
Right?

I dont know since when, but you keep looking at other places
You have a bright smile on your face as if I weren't there
I tried to believe that the smile was for me but
Those adoring eyes and that unfamiliar smile...
If only I can turn back time to the beginning
I would be able to erase all my pain

♥ Goat cheese

Goat Cheese.
When you eat it,
there's first this really horrible taste that floods your mouth and blocks out everything else.
Then after that,
another horrible taste fills your mouth
And stays there.
And no matter what else you eat
To try to make the taste go away,
it doesn't.
And it stays there for the longest time.

Sometimes,
What you say and do,
Intentionally or unintentionally,
Seems like goat cheese to me.
Initially its a really strong feeling that blocks everything else out.
Then it just lingers there.
Fainter, but still strong.
And no matter what I do,
It's still there.
I'm not saying its bad stuff all the time.
It's good sometimes too.

I think I've fallen in too deep.
I can't back out now.
Even if I want to.
Not that I do.

Thank you,
to everyone who cared.
I'm feeling better now.
I think.
But the goat cheese,
it's still there.

♥

At Tanya's house now. whee~

Just remembered something that I wanted to blog about on saturday but totally forgot about.
I never thought I'd see the guy I like now and the guy i used to like in the same room.
Ever.
But I did.
And it was so weird.
haha.

yeah thats about it i think.
For now.
Whee.
*Flies off to microwae popcorn*

♥

Friday. CCN day.
Went quite well.
Spent a lot a lot of cash.
But had fun.
(:
Made papa and mama's cards in TP library until it closed.


Saturday
Went for training at Oschool.
Was very interesting.
Didnt do choreo like usual trainings.
Instead Gin split us into groups and asked us to think of a concept and 3 characters
My group consists of Nelson, Huijing, Keith, Alson, Raazmy and RB.
We did miming of a box within a box
And each box displayed different emotions.
So our 3 characters were emotions.
Love, Sadness and Carefree.
Did it to the song First Love by Utada Hikaru.
Had a lot of fun with the planning and all(:
Was kinda down when I saw some other group's performance but it was okay(:

After that went to Bugis to buy lunch.
Ta pao-ed macs.
Then went to SMU to queue up for FTL.
Found out Willy was competing too.
Shock of my life.
Haha.
He joined with Caleb.
I honestly think he did very well.
He was up against Ben.
And he lost):
Poor Willy.
FTL was good.
Watched some really good dance.
Congrats to the winners.
And to my dear seniors: You did great.

Junji mama: even though you were sick you still made an effort. I think you did okay. Could tell it wasn't your best but it was still better than I'll ever be(: Do take care of your body alright? (:

Junwei papa: although you think you didnt do your best it was still great seeing you out there. I'll look forward to seeing you on the floor again next year eh? And you'll definitely be 10times better(: Take care of your back please!


After FTL went to watch Quantum of Solace with John Burton Isaac BenPang and Weisheng.
9.45pm at The Cathay.
Was soo boring.
And I didn't know what was going on half the time.
On the bright side there was a killer car chase scene at the beginning.
I like car chases.
Yes, I can't tell cars apart
But car chases are fun, no?
heh.
I was so tired I was struggling to keep awake through the movie.

On the way home,
Something told me to look out the window.
And I liked what I saw.
I'm so thankful.
I went home and slept happy(:

Today.
Didn't go for morning service.
Was super sleepy.
Went late for SSS.
Went early for Japanese class.
After that went to the library and borrowed books on Sake.
Need to complete my proposal by tuesday.
Sianed!
Need to do more research.

Please let me see my best friend tomorrow.
Don't spoil my day mom!

Should I be happy or sad?

♥

This is not the post that you won't want to miss.
Just saying.
Heh.
I'm so tired. I'll post it next time(:

Today was a happy then sad then tiring then happy day.
Shall elaborate tomorrow(:

Even from a distance...

♥

Trust me,
You won't wanna miss the next post.

So far...

DBS retrenching 900 people.
Thank God my sister is safe.
(:

♥ Perfectionist

Sorry just felt like typing the title.
heh.

Laadeedaa~
*runs off to cut flyers*

♥

This will probably never ever happen.


I'm not in the mood to do anything right now.
But there are certain things i have to do.
So I'll go do it.
Soon.

Don't feel like talking about today.
Don't feel like talking about any day.

Why?

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう。
Why have I fallen for you?

♥

Here I am
Back using the dear old beloved (okay not really) desktop.
Because my laptop adapter cocked up.
Yes, AGAIN.
Pffffft.

eich, em, peepeeepeeepeeepeeepeeepeeepeeepeepeeepeeepeeepee, eff.
*hmppppppppf!*

花は何で枯れるのだろう
鳥は何で飛べるのだろう
風は何で吹くのだろう
月は何で明り照らすの
Why do flowers wilt?
Why do birds fly?
Why does the wind blow?
Why does the moon shine above?

なぜ僕はここにいるんだろう
なぜ君はここにいるんだろう
なぜ君に出逢えたんだろう
君に出逢えたこと　それは運命
Why am I here?
Why are you here?
Why did I meet you?
Meeting you, that was destiny.

君に出逢えた奇跡に感謝しています。
I am thankful for the miracle that is being able to have met you.

Lyrics from and inspired by:
花- ORANGE RANGE
Credits to animelyrics.com

Yesterday,
Well,
Something happened.
You might call it an encounter with God.
But I call it realization.
After listening to a song that really touched my heart,
(and made me cry a whole lot, but that's besides the point)
I realized that I'm living my life wrongly.
I wanna live a life that reflects my Saviour.
That shows the world that I'm saved by God's grace.
I wanna show everyone that Jesus lives in me.
And with God's help,
I shall do my best.
(:

Jesus I decide to live
Live a life that shouts Your fame.

A million times I promised that
And a million times I broke it.
Will this time be any different?

♥

Serene is in a
"i don't give two hoots about studying
just let me dance!"
kinda mood.
Which is not good I know,
But this stupid lab report is seriously taking me out of my mind.

I really feel like buying an MC and skipping school tomorrow.
My stomach is not feeling good and neither is my throat nor my head.
Are they just excuses?
I dunno.
I feel like falling sick for a while.
So that I can rest.
Not going for morning service today really helped me get a few more minutes of sleep.
But I need a day where I can just lay in bed for the whole day.
Waking up at 7 every morning is really taking a toll on me.
I know I have more sleep than a lot of people but its just that my body needs more than that to be able to function.
Different people have different bodies after all.

I told myself to do my lab report this evening
But no.
I just HAD to turn on the tv
And get distracted.
Now what?
Its 11pm and I'm not even halfway through with my lab report.
And here I am blogging.
argh.
I'm so screwed.

I feel so distant from God right now.
Had a lesson on The Prodigal's Son today.
Heard a song that made me cry.
(click on that line to hear the song)
God's always waiting for me.
How many times have i broken His heart?

ゴミ箱

♥

I wanna learn how to express myself through dance.
So far I haven't been able to express myself through anything.
Not music.
Not writing.
Not dance.
I wanna change that.
I wanna let people see me.
I want to express.
I'm tired of impressing.
I don't care what you think of me.
I just wanna do what I wanna do.

Music, my solace.
Dance, my ecstacy.
The beat, the rhythm of my heart.

♥

HELLO!
(:
Today was a rather eventful day.
Whee~
Where to start?
Hmmm...

Firstly,
Went to Oschool late cos I woke up late.
Haha.
Then had leg cramp while doing warmups so my leg hurt throughout training.
Anan took over Gin's training cos Gin couldn't make it.
Was supposed to have 2 freestyle sessions but only had 1 in the end.
Totally screwed up my freestyle.
The song wasn't exactly the kind I liked.
No feeling.
I know that's not a very good excuse but still.
I'm a noob so let me use it okay.
haha(:

After training went to Marina Square to eat lunch.
Ate spaghetti that was a total waste of money.
It was a pathetic portion
Though it tasted okay.
But the worst part is,
I almost finished it then I realized that there was brocolli in it.
WTH.
I HATE BROCOLLI!
It's as evil as carrots, i swear.
Rahh.

Hung around Marina Square for a bit.
Ate Anderson's!
Had a Pine Nana Smoothie
Courtesy of JJ Mama(:
THANK YOU SO MUCH JJ!
Your kind gesture of helping out the needy (me) is truly appreciated(:

Headed down to SP to watch SDZ concert.
Wave 13: Sole Searching.
It was okay-ish.
Not bad.
Quite good.
The modern was very very good.
Choreo-ed by Ryan Tan,
So it's expected I guess.
Surprisingly the hip hop wasn't as good as I expected though.
But the locking was good.
The locking was really good.
(:
Overall it was quite an enjoyable concert.
Totally made me look forward to GEM4 next year!
Yay(:
Like, looking forward,
Yet horribly nervous.
What if we screw up?
uwaa`
Stress!
We can do it!
Come on TPDE.
I know you can do it.
Seniors, you rock.
Keep it up and we'll definitely make GEM4 better than any concert TPDE's had.
Juniors, I know you're worried that you can't like up to expectations.
Me included.
But I believe in all of us.
All we need is hard work and commitment.
Every one of us will achieve.
I know it(:

After the concert,
We headed to the MRT station to go home.
And Lavone was opposite us.
So she decided to take a picture of us.
We were like posing and stuff,
And Nelson decided to do something stupid.
He sat down in front of the yellow line,
Dangling his legs over the tracks.
Like immediately after the picture was taken,
A super urgent announcement flooded the speakers,
Telling passengers to stand behind the yellow line.
Then the passenger service attendant thingy thingy came up.
The next thing I knew,
She had asked Nelson to follow her to the passenger service counter.
I admire Nelson man.
He was still laughing!
He just took everything in his stride.
We went down with him,
Worried for him, obviously.
We were saying how ridiculous it was that they had to catch him and stuff like that.
But all went well.
They just said they were gonna send a letter to his parents.
And he was totally cool with that.
Then when we were back on the platform Nelson wanted to cross the yellow line again.
Haha.
Then before we boarded the train
Some seniors went in front of the CCTV camera and waved goodbye.
Haha!
Seniors are dope man.

Seniors went to City Hall of something to eat.
Us juniors went home.
Alighted at paya lebar.
Planned to take a bus home.
But alas!
I met Cephas at the traffic light
And he said his mom was gonna fetch him and offered me a ride home.
Yay! Free ride.
Haha.
So yeah managed to talk to Cephas and Gloria a bit.
So fun.
Can't wait to see them again.
Though that will probably be in January of February
For Chinese New Year.
Uwaa`
Long time more to go.
Heh.

Man, it's getting late.
Don't think I'll be going for morning service tomorrow.
I know its bad not to go
But
I'm tired.
I've got to study for my Japanese mid-term test tomorrow
And I've got a lab report to complete by monday.
If I had come home earlier I probably would've been able to study for my test but I got home at like 11.
And I can do my lab report tomorrow evening but I come home at like 6.
So yeah.
Really tired so I'll probably sleep now.
Wanna watch GEM3 videos off youtube.
As well as Code:Edge2 videos and WuZone recital videos.
But that'll have to wait.
No time.
Horrible.
I haven't even done anything about Sake for my Japanese project yet.
Not to mention CellBio and AAP projects.
And CSAS project too.
Oh-no!

P.S. Photos from today will be posted up soon.
I promise!

Promise is a big word...

♥

Sudden realization:
Serene like to draw flies on lecture notes.
Okay random.
(:


Anyway.
Today was such an embarrassing day.
First, I walk into a pole.
Next, I trip over myself
(then again that's quite normal)
Then, I embarrass myself in front of a dustbin.
OMG.
Bad.
Haha.

Oh just now when I was eating dinner with Chesed at Century Square,
Something really coincidental happened.
Chesed happened to say "Are you anti-tomato too?"
And I was like "huh? Andy-tomato?"
Then for some reason I decided to look around the food court.
And I saw Andy from Studio Wu there.
Haha.
Coincidental much?
Awesome(:

Chesed and Vic crashed BMic lecture today.
So fun.
They got to learn about the joys of Fungi and Protozoa.
Whoopee.
(:

Don't be sad!
Serene's here for you! (:

I like dreams.
Do you?

♥

I feel like such a hypocrite.
Openly saying I don't like you.
But still acting like I do in front of you.
It's not like I want to.
More like I have to.
I can't be expected to give you the black face whenever you talk to me right.
Tho I would love to,
Don't get me wrong.
And I hate having to act as well.
But imagine how rude I would seem if I didn't.
Don't think I like seeing you around.
It affects my mood.
And not in a good way too.
But I have this feeling you'll be around for a long time.
Not if I can help it,
but obviously, I can't.
But I've had enough of acting.
I'm not gonna act like I like being in the same room as you.
Cos I don't.
And I'm not gonna act like I care what you think, what you do, or what you say.
Cos I don't.
They might.
Not me.
So save your breath.
You'll be gone soon.
You'll see.

♥

♥

I have a surprise to show you.
But I won't tell you what it is.
Cos if I did then it wouldn't be a surprise now,
Would it?
(:

Now playing:
Arashi- Beautiful Days.
Serene is in love(:

Joy~

♥

In Business complab now.
Whee.
Hajimete nan desu~!
Haha(:
Supposed to be researching on 日本酒 right now.
But YAWN.
Gave up.
Haha(:

ARASHI-BEAUTIFUL DAYS COMES OUT TODAY!
Yay~
PV is out already.
Came out yesterday.
Tenjostyle@vox rocks!
Too bad sableheart@vox is still on hiatus.
I wanna download the PV!
RAHH.
(:

♥

Serene feels stupid now.
I guess immunology just does that to you.
Whoopee.

♥

I know I really should be studying now.
Just found out there's a BMic test tomorrow as well.
Along with my Immunology test.
Whoopee me.
This sucks.
Bigtime.

I feel so sinful nowadays.
No, not the chocolate sinful.
I feel that not-so-nice words keep flooding my brain a lot recently.
Yeah sure I don't say them out.
But everytime I think of them, I feel guilty.
It's a horrible feeling.
Rahh.

Okay uh.
What did I want to blog about again?
I think I forgot.
Oh wait, I remember.
Vetting today.
Stressful.
Yeah it's not my first time dancing in front of a whole lot of people.
So why was I shaking so badly?
Why was I so nervous?
I hate feeling like that when I dance.
Heck, as Fion said,
I've been in a recital before.
Surely this is nothing.
But no.
I was shaking like a leaf.
I forgot steps.
I forgot formation.
I blanked out.
Why?
Maybe because I just learnt the choreo only four days ago?
Maybe because I was looking forward to it too much?
I dunno.
I've wanted this.
Why is it doing this to me now?
I WILL improve.
You'll see.

Hey you.
I like your hair.
And of course, your shoes.
=X

Stupid Tim was so irritating!
Haha.
I had them first okay.
He copied me.
Not the other way around.
Haha(:

Anyone interested in joining Gatsby Styling Dance Contest with me?
The criteria is pretty lame tho.
Haha.
max3 per group.
But the prize is dope.
All expenses paid trip to Tokyo?
I'm down with that.
So.
Anyone wanna join with me?
(:

Okay okay I'll go study now.
Wish me luck!

♥

Arashi- Beautiful Days single release tomorrow!
*Serene is excited*
The short version of the PV on youtube is so wonderful~
And I'm already in love with the song.
I can't wait for the full version of the PV.
Yay!
*excited*

Watched Brother Bear in the school library after school with Jolie and SinYing.
Cried.
It's just one of those shows which make me cry no matter how hard i try not to.
Love it!
Man I miss the soundtrack...
I know I bought it but I can't find it anywhere!
*depressed*

Locking practice at TCC.
Did formations
Whee.
Then went opposite school to eat with some dancers(:
Finally had people to accompany me home today!
JJ and Suria.
Thanks!
You have no idea how much it sucks to go home alone every single day.
Haha.
Okay you probably do.
Hmmm.
(:

Vetting tomorrow.
Whee.
Life's good to me.

Tell everybody I'm on my way
New friends and new places to see
With blue skies ahead yes I'm on my way
There's no where else that I'd rather be

♥

Ryusei no Kizuna=LOVE.
=D
Nino+Ryo+Erika
WHEE.

♥

♥

Brownie!
Melikes many many(:

Time to blog about yesterday.
Woke up super early just to go to school.
There were so many other things I'd rather be doing, honestly.
Like sleep
(the weather was perfect for sleeping)
or be at training.
(:
Newspaper collection cip was crap.
It was so disorganized.
But whatever la.

After cip headed down to Raffles City to meet up with Estee and the rest at BK.
Everyone else went to watch Rec at Plaza Sing methinks.
And Estee and JJ accompanied me to SMU to teach me the locking choreo.
I feel so bad for making JJ and Estee miss the movie tho.
I'm really really thankful for JJ mama and Estee meimei(:
Thanks Estee for the milk tea from Mr Tea!
And thankyou JJ for the brownie from POSH!
Or however you spell the shop name.
I WANT A BROWNIE CAKE FOR MY BIRTHDAY!
Will remind you again in 10months(:
(:

Was supposed to meet Chesed for dinner at Plaza Sing but she overslept and pang seh-ed me.
RAHH.
So ended up hanging with the dancers.
Then they decided to go to vivo to watch some Korean breakers.
So me and Estee headed to Istana Park for a time of private talking and stuff.
Talking to her really rocks.
Cos I was feeling a little down and she perked me right up.
She's my smiling hero!
(:
Yay~

So basically that was my day.
Was supposed to be more eventful but I'm too lazy to recall all the details.
So yeah.
Hope I can perform for TP Arts Fest.
*crosses fingers*

♥

What a fairytale.
I wish it were mine.
My blond-haired blue-eyed prince.
I want a blond-haired blue-eyed prince.
):

Whee.
I want a brownie cake for my birthday.
KTHXBYE.

♥

Serene feels like eating wanton mee.
Whee.

Lots of things to blog about today.
But Serene is watching Inuyasha now so she shall not blog.
See you~!

♥

When Serene has more time,
She'll dedicate a post to music.
Cheers(: