♥

Ever realize how irritating it is when you sit in front of a group of super noisy guys during lecture?
And all they know how to say is vulgarities?
Its so annoying.
Vulgarities are horrible words.
They make the speaker sound so uncultured and uncivilized.
I'm sorry if I'm offending anyone.
But I really hate hearing them.
I used to say them a lot.
Fit them in to EVERY sentence that came out of my mouth.
I used to think that was cool.
Until I realized how horrible those words were.
So now I try my best not to say them.
At all.
So no matter how pissed off I am,
I really hope that none of you will ever hear a vulgarity escape my lips.
Whatthehay,
I'm even trying not to say d*** and s***.
Tho I know I still do.
But.
I'm trying!
Bad words should not come out of the same mouth that is used to worship and praise God.
So.
Yeah(:

Went to TP library with Jolie and SinYing during break.
Wanted to grab Mr Bean Goes On Holiday to watch during the one hour of break we had left.
But the DVD wasn't there.
So we picked out Brother Bear.
Only to find out that all the DVD players were in use.
So annoying.
Haha.
So went to level 7
Picked out a book on cats to read.
It was one of those DK simplified animal encyclopedias or something
The kind that I used to read in lower sec.
Haha.

After school,
Went to library again to continue reading my book.
Then met Liting and JasOon.
Didn't get to finish my book!
Ahh.
Haha.
Went to SAR to slack.
Was supposed to learn locking routine from Estee but got distracted.
Then went to Parkway with Nicole and WeeMing.
Had fun talking about random things with them(:
Yay!

Sian!
Have to wake up at 7am tomorrow to go to school to collect newspapers for CIP.
YAWN MUCH!
Its so early.
And I'll have to miss training.
RAHH.
The only upside is that I miss freestyle too.
But it's not worth it!
Haha.
Freestyle's good in a way.
Trains confidence.
So yeah.
Will probably meet up with Estee after.
Then maybe to Vic's house to eat Prata!
Yay(:
I really hope I get to perform.
Will go email Frankie now!
Heh.

Hello there Mr. Grim Reaper.
Happy Halloween to you too.

♥

Serene feels like putting a song on her blog.
But NO!
Serene will not fall into temptation.
She will not follow the trend of blogsongs.
Haha(:

Serene just fell in love with a song
Go listen to it!
Click here!
=D

Locking practice at TCC was so fun.
I really hope I get to perform...

To JASMINEKOH
誰もいなくても私がいる。
だから笑ってよ。
その涙はきっと笑顔になります。

To LEYCIA LITING
テストのことがんばってください！
きっと出来るよ！
心配しないで。
ダンスことも、勉強ことも、
あなたは最高ですよ。
だから、
力をあげる。
良くしてください！

♥

SERENE IS HAPPY!
DAD got a new internet modem!
So I dont have to use the horrble old sucky one that always disconnects for no reason.
Haha.
And the new modem is a Singnet MIO!
Whee.
The one with the cute name.
Heh.
ANd Serene gets 2 free movies a month for 12 months on MIO!
I wonder if i can get free channels instead.
I want a channel which shows Japanese Dramas!
Do they have one?
Heh(:

ANyway!
Won't post a long one cos its getting late
(spent like an hr+ setting up the router)
And I'm printing my Bmic lab manual now
(wow, learning about E. coli is just so fun!)
And yes, I have Lab tomorrow.
Oh the joy.
*shivers*
I have to lug my lab coat around!
How I wish I have a backpack now.
*stares at JasKoh*
haha kidding kidding.
But the sooner I get my backpack, the better.
Can definitely stuff more things into a backpack
As compared to my free Singapore Power bag now.
Which can fit nuts.
Haha.
I wonder if I should bring my skateboard to school tmr.
Need to pass it to Gordon.
Heh.

Watched HSM3 today.
It was... okay.
Many many songs.
I think a little too much.
And the storyline was very... weird.
There were like missing parts and stuff that didn't make sense.
So. Ya.
Other than that,
It was okay.
(:
Watched with Estee.
We kept laughing at Zac Efron's face.

Once again, won't blog about Monday.
Cos I'm too lazy,
Plus, you can read it on Liting's blog, probably.
Heh.
So yupyup.
Halfway thru printing lab manual 1-2.
RAHH.
and I'm sweating like mad.
Shall go turn on the aircon.
Sleep with aircon tonight.
Just for fun,
Heh.
TATA!

Cheer up,
Ickypoo.
ILOVEYOU(:

♥

今日は楽しかったんです〜！
本当に。
みんな大好きです！
やっぱり、TPDEは最高です！

Hey! Have lots of stuff to post about yesterday and today but I haven't got the time!
Thats right, 8am lecture tomorrow.
Yay me.
Haha.
Alright then.
Until next time~
(:

Oh! I need to get a hugeass hole puncher to accompany my hugeass stapler soon.
My old hole puncher (which has been around probably as long as I have been in Singapore) is dying):
Ohwell.
New hole puncher soon!
Alright~
(:

Hey You.
I like your shoes(:

おやすみなさい！

♥

花君「イケメンパラディス」はもう終わりました！
良いスペシャルだよな。
大好き！
次はドラマ「流星の絆」ね。
二宮和也！

♥

MY INTERNET CONNECTION WORKS AGAIN~!
THANK YOU LAU PA!
Whee~.
well, in case you haven't heard me complaining,
My internet connection has been down for the past few days.
Because well my stupid modem is screwed.
Question answered?
Haha.
Anyway.
Here's what I typed on Saturday:

Uwaa`
So many thoughts running through my head now.
Need to rearrange thoughts!
*hears file shuffling sounds echo through vast wasteland*

Training!
Anan took over training cos Gin’s overseas I think.
Super fun!
She taught this choreo which was like super simple but super nice.
Me likes plenty plenty!
I wonder what the title of the song is.
Haha(:
Then had freestyle session.
And apparently they’re gonna have it every week from now on.
Ohmigourd la.
Haha.
Today I was like the second or third Junior to go out.
So embarrassing!
Haha.
But its fun watching people freestyle.
Danny is Dope.
And Pearl’s freestyle is sooo nice!
Me likes a lot(:
Friends said that my freestyling is good tho.
Got many comments from people.
Thank you for the comments!
One that made me particularly happy:
(forgot who it’s from)
“You hit all the beats!”
Uwaa`
You have no idea how happy that made me(:
I dunno why,
But when I dance I like to hit beats.
Haha..

After training went to Plaza Sing to eat.
Ate Mos Burger with JJ Fion Estee and Danny.
Plaza Sing has a Sanrio shop!
Hello Kitty stuff!
I want~
Haha.

Went home.
Stupid internet connection!
Modem totally screwed up.
Now when I turn it on there’s this weird clicking sound.
So basically I have no internet.
To think that I finally found out that Hana Kimi (Japanese) Special was uploaded onto Mysoju.
And I was watching it halfway too!
Rahh.
So irritating.
So basically I don't have internet connection.
At all.
So I can’t do anything.
For a while.
Until I call Singnet or something.
But too lazy leh.

*Rin is so cute!*
Okay I’m watching Inuyasha movie now.
Hee~

Okay, I think that’s all I have to write for now.
I think.
Ja ne~
~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~

Okay so.
Sunday.
Was supposed to play for worship but left the house late.
Sorry Mel!
So ended up only Ian was supposed to play,
But Anand impromptu-ed on the drums.
Dope~
Wish I can drum as well as Anand or Brennan.
Sucks that I had to stop drumming.
Sigh.
After SSS went home to get chicken wings then off to Sheryl's house to cook them.
Pot Luck dinner at Ben and Eunice's house!
Sheryl and Mel had to go early cos they were leading worship.
Me and Angie stayed back at Sheryl's house to wait for the chicken wings to cook.
Went like 40mins late!
Haha. So paiseh.
But surprisingly when we went they had just started open worship.
So it wasn't that bad.

After that it was home sweet home.
Watched Pulau Hantu on Okto.
I think its a funny show.
Haha.
I'm weird, thankyouverymuch
(:

Today!
Morning is a secret for now.
(:
But after that had to rush to Serangoon to meet Chesed.
Took a bus to bedok cos I thought there would be a straight bus to S'goon from there.
But turns out there wasn't.
So had to take a train all the way to Paya Lebar to take a bus to S'goon.
Initially was gonna meet Chesed at S'goon Interchange
But when I got to Paya Lebar AND boarded a bus bound for S'goon interchange,
Chesed told me to meet her at the busstop at her house instead.
And that I could've taken bus 76, 24, 43 and 70.
To think I missed buses 76 and 24 just to take 70 which goes to the interchange!
Pissmeoff!
haha.
Then I found out that I could've taken a 24 straight from my initial destination!
Thats the worst part.
haha.

Anyway FINALLY met Chesed then proceeded to the bird shop to get a baby lovebird for Vic for her birthday.
It was a surprise.
Chesed and I collaborated with Vic's parents.
Haha.
How cool is that.
Bought the bird then went to the bread shop to buy cake.
It had started to rain by then,
And we weren't very sure how to get to Vic's house from the bird shop place.
So we were like panicking.
Plus like a few minutes after we left the bird shop,
Vic's msged Chesed telling her she's sad that the bird shop had no more baby peach faced lovebirds left.
So basically she was there like either just before us or just after us.
Cos we bought the last peach faced.
Whoo.
Haha.
Then while looking for the way to get to Vic's house,
We stumbled upon Vic and her parents at the coffee shop.
Super qiao!
So basically instead of surprising her at her house,
We surprised her at the coffee shop.
Haha!
Apparently her dad was rushing her to go home cos me and Chesed were supposed to be at her house at 4.
And it was already like 3.45++.
Hahaha~

Went back to Vic's house to get the baby (Named Waffles) settled in.
Then off to Holiday Inn for buffet dinner!
With Vic Chesed and Vic's parents.
SERENE LOVES BUFFETS.
BECAUSE SERENE LOVES FOOD.
Seriously ate A LOT.
Was so stuffed by the end of dinner.
haha
HAPPY DESU~

SHOUTOUT:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTORIA!
HOPE YOU HAVE A BLESSED 17th AND MAY GOD ALWAYS BE WITH YOU!
ハッピーバスデーツーユー
ハッピーバスデーツーユー
ハッピーバスデーディアヴィック、
ハッピーバスデーツーユー
Vic I love you to itty bits!
Very encouraged to hear that you wish to take the step of faith in getting baptized.
But make sure you know the significance of baptism,
And why you wish to get baptized.
I truly thank God that you have heard and believed Christ.
And that you are saved.
Love you VICTORIA CHOU!
Friends Always, ne?
JAPAN!
xD

Okay.
Now that's done.
I'm gonna go watch Hana Kimi where I left off.
Heh.
じゃね〜

OH OH OH!
Ryusei no Kizuna ep1 is out on mysoju!
BANZAI~!
*happy*

♥

Downloading random songs/piano instrumentals from gendou.
Recently I've been having this obsession with piano instrumentals.
I dunno why.
Man I wanna learn the piano so bad~!

♥

Today was an eventful day.
Not the most,
But close enough.
Haha.

Had a fairly rocky start.
AAP lecture with Yee Mon.
Man his pronunciation sucks.
"Cardiac cells" somehow became "curry sauce"
And other weird words.
A whole semester with him as both the lecture and tutor.
5hours straight on fridays.
Kill me.
I mean, he's an okay teacher.
But I won't be able to understand a thing he's teaching me!
Rahhh.
Was supposed to have a 1hr lecture, 2hrs break(cos of tutorial) then 2hrs lecture.
But Yee Mon decided to just have 3 hrs of lecture then release us early.
Turns out the 3hrs became 2 hrs.
2hrs filled with terminology that I do not understand,
thankyouverymuch.
So we were released with a 4 hour break.
Oh how interesting.
Haha.

Went for ACRES interview
(apparently I promised to commit a hugeass amount of hours per month)
Then went to hang with Sinying and Jolie.
Happened to stumble across Sinying's guitarist from the Japanese Cultural Group.
He's so cool la.
Then his friend played "With You" by Chris Brown for me and Jolie.
Awesome can.
So cool.
Makes me wanna pick the guitar up again.
Haha.
Then hung out, played a bit of guitar and watched Sinying draw.
Went to TP bookshop to buy my Biology and Microbiology textbooks.
$90+ la.
And super heavy.
Microbio is like slightly less than an inch thick and Bio is twice that thickness.
Imagine that.
Haha.
Bumped into Fion,
who told be about the Locker's dinner to celebrate Liting's birthday.
One that JJ mama never told me about.
Rahh.
stupid mama.
Haha.

So after CellBio lecture went to meet JunweiPapa JJmama JasOon and Estee.
Waited for Liting to finish lecture then headed down to Orchard for dinner.
Ate at Noodle House Ken at Orchard Plaza.
Cool place.
Food's not bad too.
But had to leave early cos had worship pactice in church.
Was like super late la.
Haha.
Oops.
Wah feels good to touch a bass again.
I forgot a lot of stuff.
Took me the whole prac to get my stuff right again.
Haha.
Rusty.
Feel like asking John Daddy to teach me more bass.
Haven't had the chance to tho.
Haha.

Went with Mel to her house to get aluminium trays to marinate the chicken wings for Sunday.
Ate Durian~
Then went to Dunman Food Centre with her parents.
Then went home.

Oh, I forgot.
On my way to church,
I saw this rat that got run over by a car.
Yes, roadkill.
It was totally squashed and its guts were all over the place.
And it was fresh: the blood was still bright red.
Awesome.
I stopped and stared.
Haha.
Super interesting lor.
I didn't feel nauseous at all.
Hmmm.
Maybe that's a sign that I'm ready for dissections.
BRING IT ON.
Haha(:

I survived a week of school.
It's gonna be an interesting semester.
I FEEL IT.
(:

♥

I think the Lord is trying to tell me something.
Super random.
I was watching TV mobile on the bus on the way to StudioWu today.
Then they were showing the "study tips" thingy.
And one message really struck me.
"Don't dwell on a question that you cannot answer. Move on. You can always go back to that question later."
Makes sense.
Maybe I should move on.
My questions will be answered.
Someday.
When they don't matter so much(:

Lunch with JasKoh RongBin Suria Jonas and Joel!
(:
Went home after CellBio lecture.
Slacked and watched Drake and Josh then went off to Simei for dance.
Called Chesed on the way back,
Then got stuck at block 76 because of the rain.
Aiyee.
(:

So so so scandalous.
Estee's masterpiece.
Haha.
Random(:

Serene feels like watching Deathnote Movie!
Anyone wanna watch with me?
(:
I have the DVDs.
Just need someone to watch them with.
Someone with a microwave.
To pop my popcorn.
Cos I have no microwave at home.
Haha.
Anyone watch with me?

Arashi-Beautiful Days PV coming out in a few days!
*rubs hands together in anticipation*
Can't wait.
Watched the preview on Tenjostyle's vox.
Looks so good!
And Ryusei no Kizuna looks so interesting too.
Erika Toda!
I wanna watch it.
I do hope someone uploads hardsubs soon.
Onto mysoju or cr.
Because my stupid desktop is screwed so I can't dl from d-addicts.
I want my daily dosage of Nino!
Haha

And my daily dosage of YOU.

♥

SERENE'S BIGASS STAPLER IS SUPER ZHAI.
Omygoodnessla.
I just stapled 30pages of 80g/m^2 paper.
30pages!
I love my stapler.
Haha.
Sorry random.
(:

I had the biggest scare this morning.
There was a freakin HUGE lizard in the sink la.
And I didn't notice until I put the chopping board into the sink after I cooked my breakfast.
I totally freaked out!
Imagine that pair of beady little eyes staring at you from a translucent body.
*shivers*
And it was so still I didn't know whether it was alive or not.
But I didn't dare do anything else and fled from the kitchen immediately.
I almost lost my appetite.
Rahh.
Stupid lizard.
Then after,
I wanted to empty my water bottle and refill it,
Then I poured the water into the sink and the lizard jumped up.
SHOCK OF MY LIFE.
I HATE LIZARDS.
I got so freaked out I just went to the toilet to refill my water bottle instead.
Haha.

Anyway.
Other than that today was good.
Crashed Gordon and Xiang Luan's Japanese lecture along with Sinying and Felicia.
Sat behind JasKoh!
Who was behind StephLeong.
Haha.
So qiao.

Went for lunch with Jasmine Harris Estee and Tivona.
Met Jonas after then accompanied him to eat lunch too.
Met other juniors then went to session at TCC.
Well, we PLANNED to session.
Train freestyle.
But nooo~
Ended up camwhoring
Singing
And decorating gifts to the seniors.
Mostly camwhored.
I HAVE DISCOVERED THE PHOTO BOTH APPLICATION IN MY MACBOOK.
*Happy*
Took 265 pictures.
haha.
Whee~
Those who want the pics get from JasKoh!
I'm gonna pass her a cd I burnt with the macphotobooth photos+ sentosa photos.
Yupyup.
(:

Kevin thought I was raised in America.
OMG.
Haha.
Laugh one laugh.
笑大大声
Haha(:

From Estee:
"Estee feels that Serenity should not hold on to something that is impossible. Give him up, give yourself a chance. There's someone else worth your time and love."

Wise words.
Maybe I should give up ne.
But it's hard.
I dunno.
Can I?

Stupid stinky dustbin.

♥

I really should be sleeping right now.
Have to wake up at 6am tmr!
Ahh life is sad.
Haha.
On the bright side,
I have something to do during my 4hour break on thursday.
Haha okay, random I know.

今日は楽しかったんです！
Really really.
Hung out with Gordon after APEL lesson before Japanese tutorial.
Japanese tutorial was... interesting?
Funny more like it.
Shigeta sensei is so cute.
Haha.
Her english is so singlish.
Me and Gordon were like laughing throughout the entire class, methinks.

Met up with JJ and Kevin after that.
Went to the library to slack.
Found out that you can borrow movies and watch at level 4!
New discovery people~.
Haha.
Watched Aristocats initially but then got bored and borrowed The Simpsons Movie instead.
We laughed so loudly I think the librarian got so pissed off at us la.
We were joined by Junwei JasOon Tivona Estee and a lot of other people.
Whee.
Went opposite school to buy bubble tea/smoothies after that.
Yumyum Banana Oreo Smoothie!
Will order Honeydew again next time.
Mango smoothie is the love~!

Went for Rahim's class after.
Trained on "feel" rather than choreography.
Man I love watching Rahim dance.
Haha.
Seniors freestyled after that.
A few of us stuck around and got pulled in to freestyle too.
Man I suck at freestyling.
My mind always goes blank!
So frustrating.
Seriously.
I wish I could freestyle.
But I think I'm more of a choreography kinda person.
Haha.

Dinner opposite school~
Ate with Suria Liting Tivona JasOon Eulene
Then JJ came to join us,
along with the breakers.
Took the last bus home with Harris.

Overall had a really enjoyable time.
Dunno what I'd do without TPDE
Whee~
I'm blessed!

I know I shouldn't like you.
But why is your smile always on my mind?

♥

You guys are so blatantly ignoring me it's not even funny.
Goodness.
I hate being around you as much as you hate me, probably.
So spare me the agony.

First day of school.
Bummer.
The only dancers I met were Audrey and Wee Meng.
Man I wish more dancers were in AS.
After school went straight home,
So nothing eventful there.
They're still the same.
No changes whatsoever.
Louder, maybe.
But that's about it.

ありがとう。

APEL and Japanese tmr.
Then dinner with the Lockers(:
Then Rahim's class!
Whoopee~
Can't wait.
Finally, something to look forward to.

♥

Everyone's missing something from comm-based.
Me? What do I miss?
Watching everyone practice?
Feeling like a stupid extra person sitting in the corner?
Watching but not dancing?
Maybe.
But there'll always be other performances,
Won't there?
And I'll be involved,
Won't I?
Heck, I used to miss recital rehearsals and trainings to the ultimate.
But I got over it.
So everyone will get over it too.
And I won't have to feel left out for much longer.
Will I?

♥ I Will Sing

I Will Sing
Don Moen

Lord You seem so far away
A million miles or more it feels today
And though I haven't lost my faith
I must confess right now
That it's hard for me to pray
But I don't know what to say
And I don't know where to start
But as You give the grace
With all that's in my heart

I will sing I will praise
Even in my darkest hour
Through the sorrow and the pain
I will sing I will praise
Lift my hands to honor You
Because Your Word is true
I will sing

Lord it's hard for me to see
All the thoughts and plans You have for me
But I will put my trust in You
Knowing that You died to set me free
But I don't know what to say
And I don't know where to start
But as You give grace
With all that's in my heart

Thank You Lord for all that You've done in my life.
Though I may stray away
I'll always come back to You.

Deuteronomy 31:8
The Lord Himself goes before you and will be with you. He will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.


I think I'm very superficial.
And thats such a horrid thing.
I hate being this way.
Argh.

A superficial girl
In an artificial world.

Yesterday was good.
Training with Gin in the morning.
Her choreo was so difficult.
Seriously.
Could barely catch it.
But it was good(:
Had a mini freestyling session.
Totally freaked out.
Cos I cant freestyle for nuts.
But it was useful.
And fun(:
Went to Raffles city to meet Chesed after that.
Walked around for a bit then went to meet Vic.
Ate at NewYork NewYork.
Burned a hole in my wallet.
Haha.
Vic went home then me and Chesed shopped around Marina Square.
Saw Cephas when we were heading back to Raffles City thru Citilink mall.
Haha. So random.

So many things I want to say to you
But the words just won't form.
Why is that so?

あなたが好きではいけませんか。
好きでもいいですか。

♥

Performance at CCSS was today!
I think I totally screwed up my role as MC.
Suck la.
Why do I have absolutely no confidence in public speaking?
Ask me to dance?
Anytime.
Ask me to speak/sing?
Dream on.
I wish I had that kind of confidence.
I really do.

Overall I think the performance went relatively smoothly.
Other than the fact that the sound system is totally screwed up
And the speaker caught fire or something of that sort.
But the dances were good.
Everyone gave it their best, I'm sure.
So, Great job TPDE Juniors!
I'm very proud of you(:

After that,
Took the bus back to TP then went home to bathe and get stuff.
Estee came over to bathe too
Went on to meet the others at Sentosa Siloso beach.
Went into the water for a while.
Them came out and cam-whore-ed.
Took a lot of photos, but mostly on other people's cameras cos mine ran out of memory.
But i do have a significant amount of photos in my cam.
whoopee(:

Headed back to Vivo for dinner.
Bought food then proceeded to the rooftop to eat.
Star-gazed (or rather, the closest thing to star gazing you can get in Singapore) with Liting and Suria.
Talked about life.
Talking with them is so fun.
Gossiped a bit
Then played a game called mi mi mi
Or something like that.
Me and Alson totally couldn't catch the steps so we practiced with each other.
Then the "mi mi mi" got so distorted we ended up singing "duh duh duh"
Haha.
Super funny.
Then when we played with the whole group,
We kept screwing up.
It was seriously so funny.
Alson we rock la.
Haha.
Nelson is super funny when he plays the game too.
Random sound effects like "hwah hwah hwah"
Haha.
On the train back he kept playing it with everyone.
Andy and Estee and Fion.
Super entertaining.

That was so fun.
Overall today was great.
A great stress reliever, I believe.
For those few week of stress for the performance.
You guys deserved it(:


When you dance,
I feel touched.
I feel a feeling that I've never experienced in my life.
どうしよう？

As I thought.
You're not looking in my direction.
You never do.

But yes,
I (flower) you.

♥

月はどこですか。
どうして今晩の月が見えないか。

I know I've gotta move on
But
I'm so addicted to you.

その涙はきっと笑顔になります。
絶対に。

♥

I think I'm reliving my childhood.
haha.
I just watched The Lion King again today.
Super nice la~
And I ate Thai mango.
I haven't eaten that since I went to Thailand with Tanya 2years ago!
Yumyum~
Memories.
Haha.

Woke up super early today to head down to Changkat Changi SS for a stage run of the performance for this friday.
Went pretty well.
But many people are starting to reach their limit.
Collapsing and spraining stuff.
Poor things.
I really hope they're okay.
(:

Went to Eastpoint for lunch after the stage run.
Ate like a pig
Seriously.
Feel so fat now.
I think I'll starve myself for the next week or so.
Haha.
No I'm kidding.
(:
But I do need to save money tho.
Vic's birthday is coming.
So.
Yup.

I just found a really good way to improve my Japanese.
Translate songs!
(:
I'm thinking: First I start with songs,
Then i move on to Magazine articles
Then I can sub dramas!
Lol
*wishful thinking*
But yeah.
Translating songs shouldn't be that bad.
Cos there are some songs on aibakaland forum that are yet untranslated.
But they're romanized
And they kanji lyrics are available too.
So I think I may be able to translate.
I hope.
*crosses fingers*
Haha.
Or maybe I should first finish reading my Japanese literature book.
Hmmm.
Or do my homework.
haha.

School's reopening in less than a week.
Timetable's not out yet.
Neither is CDS selection results.
Talk about procrastination.

どれぐらいの奇跡が重なってさ
僕らはこうやってさ 出会えたんだろう？
照れくさくてなかなか言えないけど
心の中で叫ぶ「いつもありがとう」
I wonder how many miracles led up to us encountering each other like this?
Though it’s embarrassing and I can’t quite say it, I shout it inside my heart “Thank you always”

♥

このキレイな月を見えます。
あなたも見えるでしょう。
良かったね。
あたし達は同じキレイな月の下でいる。
良かったでしょう？
たぶん。

Hello there.
Today has been a great day(:
Lunch+talking with Shauna Jesscy Andy and Timothy.
Basically just sat there and listened.
But it was an enlightening conversation.
Haha.

Went to studio wu after watching everyone train and stuff.
Guess who went for Bryan's class today?
TPDE Seniors Serene and BeiFang.
ANd Meichin came to watch.
Ahh.
So embarrassing.
Haha.
But I'm thankful for their words of encouragement and praise.
Really.
Thank you!
(:

So near yet so far
Why is it so hard to talk to you?

♥

*a blog post while Serene is downloading Himitsu no Arashi-chan ep25*

I feel like moving to LJ for some reason
I have no idea why.

When I was walking to the parkway busstop after sunday school today
I suddenly started thinking of Dustbin.
And i couldn't stop smiling.
ヤバイ。

And i have no idea what else to write here.
I'm such a horrible blogger aren't I.
Ohwell.
Til next time.

Love you forever that's what I'd do
If i was your mangirl.

♥

Name above all names
You are worthy of all praise
My heart will sing
How Great Is Our God

You are amazing, God.

♥

知っていますか。
あたしはあなたのことが好きだ。
でも
あなたはあたしのことは好きじゃないよね。
あなたの心の中に
あの人だけがいるね。
それは大丈夫だよ。
あたしはここで待ってる。
あなたが出来ているまで。
「あなたは僕の友達」ってあの日
待ってます。
あなたが好きよ。
それは変わりません。
Will you look this way once?

Sorry for the broken Japanese.
Just really wanted to write that.

Today was fun.
Had Anan's (super tiring) training in the morning.
Had lunch with Estee Suria JasKoh JasOon Carmen Junji Hazrul Kevin and i forgot who else.
Went to SMU to watch everyone practice.
Hung out with the Lockers, as usual.
Saw Studio Wu people there. Practicing.
Code Edge? Maybe.
Shiwei Adrian and my beloved dance partner, Kevin.
(:
Walked to studio wu SMU with JasKoh.
Saw Yutaki.
Hope he has fun singing eh.
I'll see him next year(:
Met Joanna Yvonne Taiyi Michelle.
Can't go watch Code Edge dance comp cos I'm below 18.
Met Bryan and Andy.
Practiced a bit of wrist twirl
Watched someone in the reflection of the glass.
Hung around.

Thanks JasKoh for having the idea of calling him Dustbin.
Just cos he stinks.
But i really bet he smells better than your feet.
Haha(:
I do wish you luck with your Dictionary(:
Try talking to him next time yo.
Haha.

Thanks JJ mama and JunWei for letting me hang around the lockers.
Although you guys probably had no choice
But it really made me feel like i belonged to a group,
even though I really don't.
Thanks for letting me sit there and watch you guys practice
And letting me sit there and listen and comment during discussions.
Thanks JJ for the green tea icecream that you shared(:
Thanks JW for the Cho PD song and dope popping video.

Thanks to a few other people
That have made me feel like I belong.

Hmmm somehow I think this post is getting a tiny bit emo.
Ahh.

Went to watch The House Bunny with a couple of seniors and some juniors.
The movie was... okay.
No comment.
Ate dinner at Long John Silvers with Nelson Harris Jonas Joel Pearl Suria Estee.
Went home.

I kinda forgot why I wanted to blog just now.
But nevermind.
(:

I don't need to tell you to smile.
You always do, don't you?
Your smile always brightens up my day.
Even if it isn't directed at me.
It never is.
But just seeing it makes me happy.
So
Whatever it is
Continue to smile.
There are people out there that draw encouragement from it.
I'm one of them.
笑ってよ。

♥

Reading everyone's blog makes me feel like I'm missing out on something.
Something big
Something special.
Especially TPDE junior's blogs.
Even TPDE Senior's blogs.
Everyone's bonding.
Everyone's growing.
Everyone's improving.
Where does that leave me?
Behind?
Alone?
I'm not improving.
I'm not growing.
Not like everyone, anyway.

Well, on the bright side.
Going to school to watch rehearsals does benefit me in some way.
For one,
I get to chill with seniors i never ever imagined myself hanging out with.
I get to know people I never knew.
I feel like part of it, even though I'm not.
There's still something missing.
But I guess I'm happy the way it is right now.
There's nothing I can do about it anyway.
Right?
(:
All I can do now is pray for everyone in the performance.
That they won't get too stressed out.
And that they'll learn lots from this performance.
So yup.
That's what I'll do(:

I still wanna get to know more TPDE people.
Bond with TPDE people.
Because TPDE's DOPE.

Code Edge Dance Battle on the 18th
Jiayou to all competing
(:

TPDE performance at Changkat Changi Secondary School on the 17th.
Jiayou TPDE juniors!
You know you all can do it.
I believe in you(:

♥ Gimmick Game

Gimmick Game is Nino's solo in the newest Arashi album, Dream-A-Live. Lyrics and translations can be found on the Nino-Fans-United forum on Crunchyroll(:
Will post them here soon tho. Heh.

Read the below interview. It's funny~
Yellow: Nino
Red: Sho
Blue: Ohno
Purple: Mautsujun
Green: Aiba

The origin of Gimmick Game
N: I had the live performance in my mind when I composed the song.
S: Its called Gimmick Game, right? Didn't you write those lyrics when we had one of our meetings?
N: Yes I did.
O: You wrote it quite quickly, right
N: Well, during that time, there was Shochan in front of me, eating his curry and sweating profusely, and ri-da- sitting next to me, doing his art, and I could, surprisingly write my lyrics under those conditions.
M: Do the lyrics reflect a past experience?
N: Well,as the lyrics says, there is this guy with dirty fingers (casts sideways glances at Captain)
O: you mean the stains of the resin?
N: This is Ohno-san's song.
M: Hahahha OMG I can't take this!
N: (unshamelessly) This is our song when Ri-da- and myself were dating. Well we have since broke up....
O: Ok During the Dome cons, I will appear in the interlude in this song...
A: Oh its like a reminiscing scene (laughs)
S: Ok in that case, i will eat curry in the interlude of this song.
N: This song has nothing to do with Curry!!!

♥

悲しいほどキレイだね。
It's so pretty it's painful.

Just listened to the preview of Arashi's new single,
Beautiful Days.
(Release date: 十一月五日)
Nino played it on Baystorm
(his radio show).
Its an awesome song.
A nice change from Truth
Which i've been addicted to ever since i heard it.
Haha.
It really is a beautiful song.
I can't wait for Ryuusei no Kizuna now.
I wonder what the video for Beautiful Days will be like.
Cos Truth was really good.
This is a good year for Arashi ne~.
Gambatte, Arashi.
I'm sure next year will be better, no?
(:
After all, it would be your 10th anniversary year huh.
Gambatte.
(:

♥

「魔王」はもう終わりました。
I have finished watching Maou.
And it was awesome.
Touching.
It was a very smart show.
I enjoyed it thoroughly.
Plus the fact that it was Riida's first drama.
His acting was good.
Good job, Oh-chan.
(:

So anyway.
I was in a good mood after I watched Maou.
But then somehow I had to visit Someone's blog.
Then for some reason I started feeling depressed.
I wonder why.
Nothing special was mentioned.
Does that person have such an effect on me?
Am I really in that deep now?
I told myself to pull out, didn't I?
Is it too late?
Even being in the same room as that person
Gives me this...
weird..
indescribable feeling.
Why?

Even if I can't have you
You are on my mind
Even if I can't touch you
Even though this dream will never come true
Even if I can't say it
Even if i hide from afar
You know, I do.
I Love You
Even if you don't know who I am.

Continue to act like you don't know
Please.
It's easier that way.

♥

Serene is in a bad mood.
And it's not funny.
To think I finally managed to watch Maou ep.8.
That was supposed to make my day.
But noo.
RAHH.

♥

Hotmail is having a bug right now i think.
I can't delete my emails and i can't read them either.
On either Safari or Firefox.
It's pissing me off.
RAHH.

Anyway.
Takatsuka sensei taught us a super funny and tough tongue twister today.
坊主は屏風に上手に坊主の絵を描いた。
(reading: Bouzu wa byoubu ni jouzu ni bouzu no e wo kaita)
Try saying it.
Fast.
You don't even need to say it fast 10 times.
1 time is tough enough.
Haha.

Spent the entire day in O school yesterday.
Watching people practice their items for the performance on monday.
Didn't get to dance at all.
Sadly.
Haha.
Kinda jealous that they get to perform.
But I'm happy for them.
They have really improved a lot.
Great job guys.
I really hope i can join you guys in the next performance.
Then we can all improve together!
Jiayou everyone!

I think i was just paranoid.
All's good.
For now(:

♥

I honestly don't know what to think right now.
About a certain matter.
So i shall not think.

Sorry that was so random. Haha.
Yes I'm back in Singapore.
Whoopee ne~.
Got my Arashi Is Alive Photobook.
Thank you Chesed and Vic(:
Went to school today to watch the TPDE people train.
Very interesting(:
Pissed off now cos i can't find Maou ep8 online.
RAHHH.
And i don't know how to use softsubs on my macbook.
So i can't use Icefight's softsubs.
Wonderful, ne?

Thats about it.
Don't have much to say now.
So.
Until next time.