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What does it mean Lord?
Everytime I tell myself to forget him,
There he is in front of me again.
What does it mean Lord?
What are You trying to say?

PIPC lab was so boring today.
Did 6 titrations.
As usual, me and Xiu Yi were the first to finish.
To think we were playing with the masking tape labels before the experiment.
Haha.

OBC ended early,
So i took a bus and headed down to Tampines Library.
Been telling myself to go to a library for the longest time but never actually gotten around to doing so.
Until today.
=D


Borrowed 2 books!
Yay.
I've a feeling they'll be overdue by the time i finish or even come close to finishing them.
Haha.

Went down to studio.
Reached at around 6
Started mugging math.
(Yes, I've a math test tomorrow,
And I still chose to go for dance.)
Haha.

At around 6.25, there wasn't anyone in the studio except me and Taiyi la.
Haha.
Then lik at 6.30, GUESS WHAT.
WILLY WALKED IN.
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I thought his last class was yesterday la.
Haha.
So surprised.
But first class today only had like 5 people.
He taught the Deja Vu choreo again.
The third time I've learnt that choreo i think.
But it's really fun.
Punking is fun I guess.
Second class had more people.
Joanna's so funny.
Heh.

Life is full of regrets.
If I could turn back time,
I would.
I'll start today all over again.
I would've gone after you.
Instead of just staring after you,
Longing for you to take even the slightest glance at me.

Where's a dark quiet corner when I need one.

Took a train to Bedok then took a bus home.
John had army remedial physical training today.
And he's sick.
Poor Daddy.
Hope he gets well soon!

Father, what does it mean?
Why is it that You showed him to me again?
Either You're telling me not to forget him,
Not to give up hope,
Telling me there's still a chance,
And to work for it.
Or
You're seeing me as pitiful,
And just giving me another glance of the forbidden fruit that I long so much to have.
I'm not pitiful.
I've determined to forget about him.
I don't need to see him anymore.
It'll only make me more sad.
More full of regrets.
So please,
If it's not meant to be,
Please don't.