♥ I'm your No.1 Fan.

Here's some lyrics form one of my favourite Epik High songs.
check it out on youtube.
The MV's quite good.
And I love Tablo's rapping.
And the lyrics are... well...
See for yourself.

Even if I can't have you
You are on my mind
Even if I can't touch you
Even though this dream will never come true
Even if I can't say it
Even if i hide from afar
You know, I do.
I Love You
Even if you don't know who I am.

You are my star
I'm your number one fan
Baby please, take my hand.

♥

Whoo.
Free dinner at Big O, Wheelock Place today!
Thanks to Jeremy.
Thanks Jerm!
Love you(:

Free LAN at HIGH at Katong today.
Thanks John Daddy!
Super fun la.
Haven't played LAN in the longest time.
Miss it.
Haha.
Played Castle Fight with John and Caleb.
Played a couple of private games,
then got a bit pro-er and played a public game with random people.
Super fun.
WE OWNED.
Haha.
Face my army of Dragon Turtles.
Heh.
Super fun.
Really miss playing LAN.

Poor Caleb had to wait like more than half an hour for me and John tho.
Sorry Caleb!
Me and John cabbed down to Katong after dinner at Orchard with Jeremy and Xiang Luan la.
Cab fare cost $12.30
Super ex can.
Stupid rising costs of everything.
Humph.

Dinner was great!
Big O was expensive tho...
Feel really bad for Jeremy.
Thanks (x1000000) Jeremy!
I had Bacon Wrapped Chicken Leg.
Which is basically just chicken meat wrapped in bacon.
Yumm!
Haha.
And they had this mashed potato with spinach on the side.
Which didn't taste too bad cos you couldn't taste the spinach at all.
So despite the weird coloration,
I ate it.
Was gooood.
=D
John's fried potato skin side was good too!
Looked weird tho.
Haha.

My Oreo milkshake was... WOW.
Haha.

Jeremy ordered a mudpie!
Super nice la.
First time in my life eating a mudpie.
Whoo.
Good experience man.
Delish!

Hmmm... I feel like eating chicken mushroom pie now.
Haha.

John has been for 2 remedial trainings and he says he feels thinner.
I wanna go for his remedial training too man, if its that effective.
Haha.
My fats are overwhelming.
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Gordon made me spit out water after HAP lab today.
So unglam.
So embarrassing.
Haha.

Oh, Stupid Jeremy was like tickling my neck and sides and making me squeal super loudly in the middle of nowhere.
So embarrassing.
Haha.

I didn't think of you.
Didn't think of you.
Didn't think.
Didn't...

I will praise Thee for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.
-Psalms139:14-

♥

What does it mean Lord?
Everytime I tell myself to forget him,
There he is in front of me again.
What does it mean Lord?
What are You trying to say?

PIPC lab was so boring today.
Did 6 titrations.
As usual, me and Xiu Yi were the first to finish.
To think we were playing with the masking tape labels before the experiment.
Haha.

OBC ended early,
So i took a bus and headed down to Tampines Library.
Been telling myself to go to a library for the longest time but never actually gotten around to doing so.
Until today.
=D


Borrowed 2 books!
Yay.
I've a feeling they'll be overdue by the time i finish or even come close to finishing them.
Haha.

Went down to studio.
Reached at around 6
Started mugging math.
(Yes, I've a math test tomorrow,
And I still chose to go for dance.)
Haha.

At around 6.25, there wasn't anyone in the studio except me and Taiyi la.
Haha.
Then lik at 6.30, GUESS WHAT.
WILLY WALKED IN.
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I thought his last class was yesterday la.
Haha.
So surprised.
But first class today only had like 5 people.
He taught the Deja Vu choreo again.
The third time I've learnt that choreo i think.
But it's really fun.
Punking is fun I guess.
Second class had more people.
Joanna's so funny.
Heh.

Life is full of regrets.
If I could turn back time,
I would.
I'll start today all over again.
I would've gone after you.
Instead of just staring after you,
Longing for you to take even the slightest glance at me.

Where's a dark quiet corner when I need one.

Took a train to Bedok then took a bus home.
John had army remedial physical training today.
And he's sick.
Poor Daddy.
Hope he gets well soon!

Father, what does it mean?
Why is it that You showed him to me again?
Either You're telling me not to forget him,
Not to give up hope,
Telling me there's still a chance,
And to work for it.
Or
You're seeing me as pitiful,
And just giving me another glance of the forbidden fruit that I long so much to have.
I'm not pitiful.
I've determined to forget about him.
I don't need to see him anymore.
It'll only make me more sad.
More full of regrets.
So please,
If it's not meant to be,
Please don't.

♥

It's the last time.
I promise I'll never see you again.
Not on purpose, anyway.

Huhuhu. Went opposite school to eat $1.30 chicken rice!
Tasted... meh, okay-ish.
I miss the chicken rice at Telok Kurau.
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The soup was delicious there la!
Really miss the chicken rice there.
Used to eat it til i was so sian of it!
Haha.

I promised I would stop thinking about you.
Why are you still haunting my thoughts?

Went to Jeremy's house after school for a durian feast!
Super duper yummy!
Will upload the photos onto my facebook, so yeah.
Feel free to browse(:

I'll definitely miss you.
Will you miss me?

Willy and Sabby's last class at Studio today!
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So sad.
Gallery is such a nice song(:

Serene hates her internet connection.
RAHH.

Yukks. The smell of mom's new fabric softener sucks.
it's giving me a headache.
*shivers*

If it's supposed to be this way,
It'll be this way.
I can't change anything.
I can't change God's plan for me.
All I can do is dream.
Isn't it?

Planning on finishing One Pound Gospel today.
I'm halfway thru the last episode(:
Stupid thing stopped loading cos my internet connection got disconnected
So i had to reload the whole entire thing.
Sian.
Well after I finish typing this blog post I'm gonna repaint my nails.
They chip too fast.
Shows how chor lor I am.
Heh.

Current mood: Blah.
Music: Hibiki and Kimi ga iru kara by EXILE.

Your voice...

Reminder to self: Buy cheese from America.

♥ Bus Buddy

Whoo. Gloria went for morning service today.
Haven;t seen her for like 2 weeks maybe. Lol.

Next week after SSS gonna learn how to cook korean food!
*looks forward to next week*
I hope no one pang sehs.
I've had enough of people who pang seh.
Humph.
haha.

*yay just got the good quality pic of me and my eye candy*
*squeals*

Anyway. went to The Cathay to watch a movie with Sheryl after church.
Watched the X-Files movie.
Not a bad movie.
It's one of those movies where you have to think.
Relatively gory.
And I really hope no animals were harmed in the making of that film.
Yupyup.
Was sharing the love of animals with Sheryl on the bus ride on the way there(:

I love $8 weekend movies(:

Guess who I met on the way home from The Cathay?
BUS BUDDY WEIAN!
So happy man.
I like boarded the bus and happily say down.
With my iPod happily plugged into my ears.
Then I heard the static-y sound that my iPod makes when its too close to my phone and its receiving a call.
My phone was ringing.
And it was WeiAn!
I found it weird but picked up anyway.
Then there was like no sound.
Then "turn around."
So i turned around to find WeiAn laughing at me.
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He said i was so blur.
haha.
Stupid WeiAn.
=D

Man I miss hearing WeiAn's random stories on the way home from rehearsals.
I miss the random stuff he talks about.
I even miss him swanning me la.
Haha. the joys of a Bus Buddy.
Man.
I miss rehearsal days.

Everything you did
And everything you said
Now I'm standing here looking like Damn.

♥ Appreciation

Serene needs to learn to be thankful and appreciate the things she already has.
Before she starts asking for more.

What makes you think you'll appreciate "more" if you can't learn to appreciate what's already in front of you?

Be thankful for everything because it's all from God.

But it's so hard.

Serene gets jealous easily.
It's so annoying.
Argh.

Serene is emo luhh.

♥

Dreams was dope!
The seniors rocked.
The modern items were awesome too!
Best I've seen out of all the rehearsals.
Great job people!
The turnout was great too!
Saw Limin.
The auditorium was quite full.
So yupyup.
Great job seniors!
And great job modern dancers(:

Uwaa. I love the on-stage chemistry between Andreas and Iris!
Super duper cool.
I want a dancer boyfriend!
Haha. Then can do super cool partner work and it'll look awesome.
The partner work between them had so much more chemistry than the other people la.
Super cool.
Ahhhhh.
*jealous*

Took picture with my eyecandy!
He's soooo cute. xP
And Jasmine say we look very pei.
*blushes*
I bet she's jsut saying that la. Haha.
Can't wait to see Tiffy online so she can send me the super clear version of that pic.
=D
*gets excited*

Whee.
No training tmr.
So just gonna head down to Studio Wu straight.
Can wake up later! yay.
But was looking forward to having training tmr also.
Ohwell.
Haha.

I want the Dreams t-shirt!
its super nice la.
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I think someone said that Rahim was gonna order somemore.
Yay(:

Anyway.
CODE:EDGE!
Project Element tour.
Wild Cherry Workshop.
SO EXPENSIVE!
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I wonder if my parents will let me go.
I wanna go!
Expand my dance vocab.
maybe I should get a job to pay for it.
I woulf if i had the time, probably.
Ahh.
So irritating.

♥ TPDE

Junior's item for Dreams got cancelled.
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Guess its sort of a disappointment, and yet sort of a relief.
So yeah, whatever(:
Watching the performance is gonna be dope too.
Cos the seniors are soooo good.
Seriously can't wait for friday.
Go seniors!
Jia you jia you(:
TPDE's DOPE!

♥

Well, my exam time table is out, and my exams are a week before what i expected.
So whoopeedoo.
They're before my birthday. Yay.
Which means I can go all out and celebrate my birthday. Haha.
IF others aren't studying for their exams.
Cos Sab and Sher are sure gonna be in the midst of their prelims.
Chesed Vic and Tanya are gonna be having their promos.
So I guess I'll have to celebrate it with the HalfALeague eh?
Haha.

Hmmm. I think I almost offended Bryan yesterday after dance.
Cos we were at Pasir Ris interchange waiting for bus to go home,
The Sab spotted a guy wearing skinny jeans.
So we were talking about skinnies
Then I said:"I think its koay if girls wear skinnies. When guys wear skinnies its so gay!"
And Bryan was like,"Ya. And I'm gay." *slight pause*
I was like thinking "OH poop! I forgot!"
So i tried to redeem myself.
But then Bryan was like "And I still don't get it."
I was like PHEW.
Haha.
Bryan is cool(:

Willy's last lesson is next week.
How?
どうしよう？

Oh, and yes, I'm blogging again.
Jump for joy.
Haha.

♥

I really haven't blogged in forever have I. Haha.