♥ At the beginning

The most beautiful sunset I've ever seen
And probably the most beautiful sunset I'll ever see.
I miss Cambodia:(

Hello.
I'm feeling abit sad, yet abit happy now.
Dunno why.
This feeling of being left out?
Vic has her *kor*
Where does that leave Chesed and me?
We haven't found out special somebodys yet
Are there even special somebodys out there for us?
Ohwell.
At least for now
We'll still have each other.
And i have a promise to Chesed
That i must keep.
No matter what.

But I guess I feel jealous maybe.
Of Vic and her special relationship with someone else.
I don't think I've ever had a bond that strong with someone before.
And i really wonder what it feels like.
To love and be loved so greatly.
No one has told me they can't survive without me
No one has told me they can't stop smiling to themselves cos of me.
No one has so fully given me their heart,
For me to "sayang" or to hurt.

One thing I know for sure
That will always comfort me
Is that She'll always be there for me.
I ♥ you so much Vic.

So. Anyway.
Yeah today was rather emo.
For some reason or other.
But i shan't elaborate on that.

During the graduation ceremony,
So many tears were shed
None of them mine tho.
I feel so unfeeling for some reason.
The dancers were all crying
But i was like just sitting there
Thinking to myself:
"I feel so emotionless."
I do admit I was very touched today.
Esp during Mrs Kong's song.
I almost cried.
Almost.
After it all,
Everyone was crying and hugging everyone.
Then i thought to myself
"I really wish i was crying now."
Argh.
I must seem to heartless.

But ohwell.
I'll miss TK.
As much as i hated it,
I think I'll actually miss it.
I'll admit:
I ♥ TK.

We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start

And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart