♥ -sigh-

Oh look.
Its a cabbage-looking flower from Japan.


Well
Its 2am and I'm supposed to be asleep now
But there's something I gotta write down
Even if i don't post it.

I'm sorry I don't know any better
What i thought to be something innocent turns out to be something that hurt you greatly
I'm sorry I'm dense enough not to know that
How was I to know someone like that was so heartless
He's definately not worth your effort
Not worth your tears
Not worth ANYTHING!
Don't mind me being harsh
Or blunt or whatever it is you call it
But GET OVER HIM
He's not worth it.

I probably shouldn't have written that huh.
Ohwell.
Sometimes I think its just so hard to get along with my darlings.
Yappari naa.. the person I get along with the best
EVER
The one i have the most (and least) in common with
Is still Tanya after all.
Don't get me wrong.. I love my darlings to bits.
But its just hard to get along with them sometimes.
Maybe its just my character
I dunno.
But i think I've been a B*tch recently.
I really dunno.
I'm that stupid, huh?

Sometimes, I wish you'd just listen to me.
Stop living in that little fantasy world of yours
Face it.
Its reality.
(that was totally random and not really directed at anyone. I think.)

Fear stops you from doing alot of things.
-Mom

It really pays to be adventurous.

Man I miss you Tan.
I really do.

Wow. Now i don't even feel like watching Hana Kimi anymore.
I think I'll just go sleep now.