The Serene is emo~
Hello.
I shall post about yesterday first
Then I shall post about today
Okay?
Okay.
So. Yesterday I was kinda depressed when i went to tuition
Cos out of the 11 amath sums in the paper,
I could only do 2
Which is VERY depressing cos prelims is like what next week.
So anyway, I love Ms Loo
Cos she knows exactly what to say to boost my confidence again
She rocks.
So after that, went home feeling, well, quite accomplished
But when I checked my phone, i realized i received 2 msges
I got damn irritated cos they were from you-know-who
*He who will not leave me alone*
And what scares me is that I got so frustrated with my HAIR that i almost pulled it all out
I think I'm stressed.
Getting so worked up just cos of my hair...
Its scary
And you-know-who isn't making life any better
Its so frustrating having to live with so many exams
And that issue's adding so much stress!
So after that I decided to destress for abit
I read one chapter of Fruits Basket22
After that, I got up to go tp my parents room to sleep
My head was spinning!
I sat down, thinking that it was cos I sat up too fast
But it didn't help at all
It was so scary
I counldn't even walk in a straight line
I was seriously freaked out.
My head felt like it was spinning even when i lay down on my bed
I was so scared
I thought i was gonna die
So i prayed
I told the Lord I really wanted to wake up again
I don't wanna fall asleep and not wake up anymore
I wanna live my life to the fullest
I was still very scared when I fell asleep.
So. Today.
Woke up fine, I really thank God for that.
I showed Nana the msges that you-know-who sent me
So she was talking to me about it
I got so frustrated i cried
I cried like mad la
exam stress
Plus this idiot not getting it and adding on tenfold to my stress
I really don't need the extra pressure.
I broke down
Thankfully I have a great friend to be with me
We went late for Chinese tho.. XD
Then during recess, Chesed had to do geog so she stayed in class.
I stayed in class too.
But then my head started to spin again
I told myself I had to eat
So after my head calmed down,
I went to the canteen to get me some food.
Yeah
Thats basically it
But its really scary ne~
*shudders*
Good news: I think i saw *him* again
I think.
Lol.
I can't be sure tho. Coundn't recognise him
He looks *fat* from the side
But not from the back
Haha
I watch your silhouette as it disappears into the bright light that hurts my eyes
When do i get the chance to see you again?Gosh
I wanna see him!
Crap my head is starting to spin again
(Yeah, kick it in yo, come on, sing a little song)
This is a little song, a tiny song, now my hands fly high, high in the air
I hope that my gentle voice that believes in friends, reaches you far far away
I was searching for something in the sky that is dyed the color of sighs
Even though I can't outdistance the shadows that stretch out from here, and the uneasy future
This moment is the end to many nights
A blessing of tears, so that tomorrow too, you can be yourself!
Riding on the last train, let's run through the sad train station
We'll be at your town before long
We'll laugh, cry, and then we'll dream about tomorrow
Thank you, wonderful world
(Hello, hello, my new world, hello, hello, sing a little song)
We've walked this far, and each happy day asks "why?"
I believed that dreams were beyond the morning sun, and faintly colored days pass by
One day, you will be by my side
I'm tired of waiting for that time to come, I close my eyes to the blessing of tomorrow!
Riding on a full train, I've begun to lose the feelings that are important
But right now, I should still be on time
We'll laugh, cry, and then we'll dream about tomorrow
From here on out, it's a wonderful world
Wow, the street lights draw out the outlines, and shine down on the pathless road
Today too, the ashen sky should open up again, if you're here
I wanna say something 2 all my homies
I'm still on a journey
Everything is gonna be all right
I'm going to repaint all the colors of "the near future"
Riding on the last train, let's run through the sad train station
We'll be at your town before long
We'll laugh, cry, and then we'll dream about tomorrow
Thank you, wonderful world
Riding on a full train, I've begun to lose the feelings that are important
But right now, I should still be on time
We'll laugh, cry, and then we'll dream about tomorrow
From here on out, it's a wonderful world
This is a little song, a tiny song, now my hands fly high, high in the air
I hope that my gentle voice that believes in friends, reaches you far far away 
