♥ Happiness~

Disclaimer: This post may contain extreme mood swings. You're been warned! ^^

Whoo... Its been a great week!

For one, Grandma got me the Arashi [Time] CD. Yayy~ Happy!! Getting it on Sunday. Can't wait!

Haha. And ZOMG
You're so damn cute!
I didn't recognize you
When did you become so cute?
No wonder you looked so familiar THAT time.
You're cuter than グレンド+低いさま+おいしいさま put together!
And you actually WAVED at me~!
*faints*
I'll never forget that warm warm smile
That face
That body
I really hope to meet you again!
And I really really hope you'll remember me
Remember me enough to smile that smile at me again
Will you?

(Thats all I'm saying about that incident! If you wanna know more details, ask me personally! haha.)

Oh and I saw Darren today when I was getting off the bus. He was getting on. Haha. Surprisingly, he remembered me. Haha. Yong Jie certainly doesnt remember me. He didnt even LOOK at me when he walked past me on eh. Tuesday. Haha. But yeah. Darren waved. Nice to know I'm remembered. Haha.

Anyway. I've been feeling quite stupid these days. I keep thinking, will I survive in JC? Am I as smart as my sis? Am I as smart as Cephas? Can I compare to them in any way? I really feel stupid. I can't even do a simple math paper! Argh. How on earth am i supposed to go to VJ like this? There are so many people smarter than me out there. What makes me think that I can compare to them? What makes me think that I'm as smart or smarter than everyone in the family? I'm NOT. But well. All I can do now is try my best and see where that takes me. I still have my dream. And I'm DEFINATELY gonna accomplish it.

AND. Haha. (see i warned you about the moodswings)
HE actually asked about me!
(I know its no big deal cos he hasn't been around for awhile, but still. ME!)
And he knows me as Si Si. ^^ Only SPECIAL people can call me Si Si. My family, relatives, adn well. basically people who've watched me grow up. He can call me Si Si. ^^ The only one who hasn't watched me grow up but still calls me Si Si is Sherman! He's the BESTEST ever! ^^
But yeah. It makes me feel... special i guess. When he asked about me. He remembers me!(this has relations to the paragraph about his smile) ^^ Too bad i wasnt there when he asked about me.

Ohwell. I shall go sleep soon. I shall think about his smile!

*Ahh he waved at me! Such a cute wave... -Faints-*

また会いたい！本当に会いたくて。

がんばるさ！負けないのさ
明日のために　今日がある
がんばるさ！こわがらずに
君のために　僕がいる