♥ another one

Hello~
I'm just gonna be wu liao and post some entries from my diary.

2-7-07
What. What makes you think I can't do it? What makes you think this is another childish dream that I'm gonna forget in a week? It's not gonna be like that. This is a goal I'm working towards. This is something I'm gonna give my all to achieve. Can't you see I'm working hard for it? So why are you always there to put me down? Why are you always discouraging me? You keep saying its hard, you keep saying I'm not doing my best, but can't you see? I have a goal, and I'm working towards it. I will do all in my power to get it. I know its hard, and not everyone can get it, but at least i know i'm trying! So please stop trying to discourage me. Stop telling me its impossible. I'm gonna try even harder. I'm gonna accomplish it and prove you wrong.
I promise.
-AnareZ-

3-7-07
Hello there
I have decided
I will see you soon
Very soon
I will
I will go to your school
I will study with you
No, i won't live in your shadow
I will outshine you
I will
-AnareZ-

I'm in a society where dreaming is forbidden...
People are such hypocrites.
-AnareZ-

~"~"~"~"~"~"~

Yup those were my diary entries.
My notebook ran out of paper. So i have to buy a new notebook. But i dunno what notebook to buy.. I feel like using my deathnote but I bu she de use it leh. Dunno la. Maybe I'll buy a nice *koff*expensive*koff* one from comics connection. yeah

And about my "education plans".
Well I have decided, I wanna go to VJ. (Thus the "3-7-07" post)
And the smarter ones who know me better will know who I'm talking about.
haha
Anyway
Yeah I'm thinking after O levels or A levels (i think A levels) I will Go and volunteer in the zoo. Then maybe if i'm good enough, get a scholarship from the zoo. Go study zoology, then come back to pay off my scholarship at Singapore Zoo. When my attachment is done, i will have sufficient work experience to go work at any zoo in the world!!! Then i can finally realize my dream of living in the UK! Yay me~ Haha.
Well, that wouldnt be that easy to accomplish tho. Unfortunately. -sobs- ahh well all i can do for now is get all As in my Prelim and O level to get into VJ... Haha.

I shall prove to my Mother that I can achieve the impossible.

I can do it!

Ah, the sad feelings have passed
Ah, now I can tell you everything
Your tears, your smile, and everything else
Hand in hand, at your side
I always want to feel that way


One chance just disappears into a far away and fleeting thing
Favorite, don't stop the bitter, I love you so much that it hurts
I play back the words that were "I love that flavor"
I always, always have embraced the words "save my heart"