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Talk to me







Y Just because I don't reply
Doesn't mean I'm avoiding you
Just because we don't talk anymore
Doesn't mean I don't think of you
Just because time has passed
Doesn't mean I have forgotten
Just because we had a misunderstanding
Doesn't mean it's the end of us
Just because you've seen me
Doesn't mean you know how I feel
Just because we're far apart
Doesn't mean we can't still be friends

Friends Forever~**

.::SERENE::ANAREZ::.



This is ME




::SERENE::
::AnareZ::
::Hachi::
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::ARASHI::
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The Past


*May 2007
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*October 2007
*November 2007
*January 2008
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*July 2008
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*November 2009
*December 2009
*January 2010


Credits

Edited by: ME
Pictures: Tanyatorn
Fonts: Dafont
Base code:Tammy





Saturday, 28 July 2007

Arashi Fan


Fount this on Arashi Vox. I think its really cool. Haha. I am SUCH an Arashi Fan. XD


if you agree to some of these...then you are an arashi fans.
feel free to add more...

  • baited by jun(YES)
  • anything over 49kg is "fat"(Uhhuh)
  • best dancer in johnny's is ohno, period.(I guess. ^^)
  • day dreaming, imagining...there is no end, ever.(yeah)
  • i save for natsucon...the whole year, 2 years, 10 years, etc.(No idea what this is)
  • only true idols get more popular after putting nylons over their head, wearing nipples shirts, and wearing daisy dukes(?)
  • i'm envious of the arashi FC members(Yeah man)
  • i'm envious of anyone that lives in japan(YESSSS)
  • everytime a new single comes out, 2 versions is a given(yeah)
  • despite how poor you are, somehow you manage to buy all versions(Nope. 1, no monneh. 2, hard to find)
  • first kanji memorized is "arashi"(Yeah. Haha)
  • then all the members' names(YUPP)
  • when speaking japanese i only know "male" dominate words such as "omae" "umai" "kuse"(Yes yes yes!)
  • eating expired food is not crazy at all, but funny(yupps. Haha)
  • when someone mentions bambi, it's sho or jun that you think of not the disney movie(YEAH! Bambino~)
  • no matter how many times, you always cry when watching aiba read his letter on 24hrTV(yeah. Its really touching)
  • you want a pet and his name is momo(YES YES YES)
  • you name things after arashi such as pets, computers, your external HD(eh.. no)
  • sims is a game you started just so you can have characters named after arashi(I don;t play sims. But if i did, yeah I'd probably do that)
  • the best university in all of japan is keio, period(not really. I know Sho studied there but... Tokyo Uni is betterer)
  • sho is unreachable(?)
  • you've bought a baby blue DS(Nope. haha)
  • you didn't know jun was the youngest(I knew that. After I checked it out. Hard to believe tho)
  • you didn't know ohno was the oldest(This is hard to believe too, but yeah. Haha)
  • before arashi S&M was disturbing, now it's just an everyday part of life(what's S&M?)
  • you've been jealous of okama san's(yeah)
  • first time you felt you needed to "compete" with men dressed as women(HAHA)
  • one of the main reasons for your computer is to download arashi stuff(YEAHYEAHYEAH)
  • you've cried after your hard drive crashed(Lucky for me, it crashed before I had the arashi stuff^^)
  • no matter how many times you burn things off, your hard drive is always full(Nah. Haha)
  • you've sat your friends down and began the history on arashi(YEAH. They got so pissed)
  • your friends can put names to faces(eh.. no. They only recognise Nino and MatsuJun)
  • when asked if you have a boyfriend you have casually said "yes" and pictured one of the members(YEAH. Haha. Nino! MatsuJun!)
  • you've come to like japanese artists that the members like(yeah. Haha. And I like artists that like Arashi too^^)
  • wished that johnny's wouldn't be so expensive(YEAH MAN)
  • vowed not to spend money on arashi(tried)
  • spent it 5 minutes after you vowed this because a new photo album came out(YAHH)
  • pre-order is a given( I can;t use pre-order. Sad)
  • there is an arashi photo that you see everyday EG: car, pencil case, wallet, planner(YEA. Posters and my Phone BG. not to mention my desktop bg)
  • your cell phone wallpaper is arashi(yes)
  • your cell phone ring tone is arashi(yes)
  • aiba has the best english in all of japan(not agreed. Home Made Kazoku's english rocks. Aiba's english is... well... VERY DANGER. Haha)
  • december 24 is not christmas eve, it is "aiba's birthday"(yeah!)
  • when going to karaoke you sing at least 1 arashi song(I don't go karaoke. and i doubt they have arashi songs)
  • when singing in the car at karaoke anywhere, you MUST follow the hand motions during the chorus(I do that when i listen to their songs!)
  • you've been jealous of animals(Yeah)
  • you read "asahi" as "arashi"(YES YES YES)
  • the best actor in japan is nino, period.(Definately)
  • short guys is DEFINITELY okay(YAHH!)
  • guys with bad skin is okay too(ermm...)
  • guys skinnier than me, that's okay too(Yeah. They're so skinny! Its not fair)
  • arashi is the best group, ever(You bet)
  • when someone says "captain" or "leader" the first person you think of is ohno(uhhuh. Haha)
  • sometimes you hear "nino" instead of "nemo"(Yeah.)
  • therefore you buy nemo things thinking of nino(eh.. no.)
  • ohno should be a world reknowned artist(yeah)
  • you've come to tolerate/love other johnny's artists because of arashi(True. haha)
  • you've pulled all nighters to wait for videos, scans, reports(nope)
  • sometimes you wonder if arashi are idols or comedians(YEAH)
  • you start off with a favorite, but slowly you can't decide(Uhhuh. Haha... Nino.. MatsuJun... Oh-chan... Aiba-chan... Sho-kun... )
  • you study japanese because of arashi(YEAH)
  • you plan on goign to japan because of arashi(Uhhuh uhhuh uhhuh)
  • giggling to yourself after finding something "japanese"(Yea i do that. Haha)
  • when you meet someone japanese the first thing you want to do is ask if they know arashi(YEAH)
  • aiba is a prodigy(erm...)
  • nino should be a professional song writer(YESYESYES)
  • the only man that can pull off a belly button ring is sho(Haha. I don't agree with this. Jin looks hot with a belly ring too.)
  • neon colored suits are completely acceptable for any occasion(YEAH. Arashi looks uber cool in them)
  • when someone says "tension" you think "aiba"(Haha.)
  • your parents know arashi songs and the members' name(eh... no. But my mom did say Nino was cute)
  • gotten into a fight with siblings about arashi(Haha. Nah. Friends maybe)
  • have arashi posters but wont put them up afraid you'll ruin them(I put up my posters)
  • when people misprounce nino's name it annoys you(Yeah.)
  • like to yell out "YEAH!" at the end of things(Haha. YEAH)
  • fancams are heaven sent(Yes definately)
  • you buys CDs but listen to downloaded versions bc you don't want to open your CD(Haha. Nah I open my cds. Then store them away nicely)
  • wished you could befriend ohno's mom(yeah)
  • many times have looked down at their pants and been pleasantly surprised, now you cant stop looking there(Haha. So true.)
  • you are envious of people like inoue mao, suzuki ann, ayoi yu(YES. I wanna kiss the members!)
  • have gone down the list of "requirements for arashi's girlfriend/wife" and started to change certain aspects of yourself so you have more points(HAHA. I don't do that)

LOL I'm such a fangirl. Lol. Bracket-ed stuff is me.^^
Seeyah!

海辺に咲いて花の様に


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Potato


Hey there
What makes me think that you would notice me
Little me
You probably have alot of girls after you yeah
So I probably wouldn't make much of a difference
I doubt you notice me anyway
So well
I dunno
Nevermind
I shall continue to watch you from afar

Hello people^^
I bought my Potato today
Sept'07's potato's really good
Arashi got featured quite abit, as compared to July'07's one.
Nino and Sho's new dorama, [Yamadataro monogatari] got featured quite abit too, alongside Domoto Koichi's [Sushi King] and Oguri Shun's [Hanazakari no kimitachi e - ikemen paradise]
I reckon [Hana Kimi- ikemen paradise] is a big hit in Japan. So is [Yamadataro monogatari] I can't wait to watch them, too bad that'll only be well after my Os. Sadly.
The girl in [Hana Kimi] is pretty. Prettier than the one in the Taiwanese version. I really think J-doramas are so much better than T-dramas. They ARE original, after all.

Shit i feel a pimple coming.

Anyway, a surprising thing in this month's potato is an article on Teppei about his new solo album, [Pieces]
Chesed bought that album today
I want her to lend it to me, but she said she wouldn't unless i give her the article
Which i won't do cos i don't like cutting up my mags.

One of the opening pics is of Nino and Sho.
Its such a cute picture

New discoveries:
Ryo Nishikido can do a very nice one handed handstand.
Ryo Nishikido has very nice girl abs.
Subaru Shibutani(Kanjani8) has a belly piercing, just like Jin Akanishi and Sakurai Sho.
Many many johnny's junior groups now
Its Kinki Kids' 10 year debut anniversary. Omedetou!

Yuta Hiraoka got featured too. Which is kinda unexpected. Haha. I know he did a dorama with Yamapi tho. Haha. That was featured alot last month.

Yupps. Anyway, doubt you guys would be interested in the goings-on of a japanese mag, eh?
But is there anyone out there willing enough to buy me sept'07's ポポロ(Popolo) and Wink-up? Cos i really want them but I can't afford them. Unfortunately for me. -sob-

Haha

Arashi's having a new single soon. September i think... Can't wait!

I love going out with Steph. I can be all wild and stuff and no one cares
I can do stupid and no one cares
I can be all kissy with her and no one cares
Man I love going out with her

Life is good.

君の声が
その笑顔が
そのすべてが
僕をいつも僕に返してくれる

二人で友達になる
いい?

Sigh. What to do now? Kinda bored
YAWWN
Can't stop listening to Arashi
I swear I'm in love. ^^

Well seeyah. I think i shall post something random later
If i can find it.
Heh

Ja ne.


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Friday, 27 July 2007

Ssup


Hey.
I just visited Arashi Vox and WOW
So many CUTE pics of Nino!
I swear now he's my first love.
Haha
Nino Sugoi!
And everyone's like commenting on how nice Nino's solo "Niji" is
I'm proud of you my little boy!
Ganbatte Nino-chan!
I'm like dl-ing the pics like MAD la.
There's this particular photoshoot of Nino
Its in black and white
But GOSH the photos are... beautiful.
Nino's wonderful
Sorry Jun, but Nino's awesome
You still rock, Jun
But NINO! I love you!

New discovery: Wentz likes Arashi
You rock Wentz!

OMGOSH. I just read the translations of Nino's Solo "niji" and I CRIED.
Its such a nice song!
Its Nino singing in the POV of a girl
Something about getting married
Its a beautiful song. I strongly recommend it!
His voice... the melody.. the lyrics... very very very nice.
Seriously...
It rocks
Go listen!
Omgosh I'm crying again
Seriously... I don't think english songs can make you cry this much
Jap songs are so... meaningful.
Nino's songs... the songs that he writes... beautiful
Nino, You are THE BEST composer.

Anyway
I can't stop thinking about HIM! He's like occupying my mind 75% of the time. Its unhealthy i tell you. But I can't help it! Everytime I walk home, i keep hoping to see him. Even a little glimpse sets my heart pumping... Gosh. EVERYTIME. I saw him on Tues. I don't think he noticed me. Well, if he did, he probably didn't care. He's... awesome. Cute. VERY. I wanna see him again... I wanna see him so bad! I want him to call my name... say hi to me... SOMETHING to acknowledge my existence. I wanna see him smile at me again. I wanna see him somemore. I don't want to never see him again. ARGH. Everytime i walk past his house I'll look up to (what i think is) his window.

*don't touch*

Sigh. I seriously hope i see him again. And hopefully he'll say hi this time. Not ignore me.
会いたくて 会いたくて 会いたくて 会いたくて!!

I shall dream of him now. I wonder if he's at home...


Here's the last few verses of Nino's solo, "Niji".
Credits to Arashi Vox, rephrased, slightly.

From now on, its okay to be a little selfish
But only to me
Saying its annoying, its only because I can't be honest
Why can't I say it?
"I love you"-Just that one line
Once in a while i want to hear it
Today is the day our names merge(the day we marry)
The day our love blossoms.

The rainbow is beautiful
No, you are even more
To you who is beginning to become bashful,
Thank you...
Thank you.

I'll post the rest of the lyrics some other time.
TC!
-Serene-


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Saturday, 21 July 2007

Katana


Btw I watched this really cool show on Nat Geo.

The KATANA is the FINEST sword every made.
It takes 6 months to make a katana la!
I wanna learn how to use one.
In JAPAN! haha
Dunno.
If i DO own a katana, I shall name it the Whisper of Death (Kudos to Carrie Asai and her BRILLIANT Samurai Girl series)

Katanas are OFFICIALLY my fave hand-held weapon.
Followed by the Bo
And the Kunai
^^

Katana: One cut, One kill.

じゃね!


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Friday, 20 July 2007

Happiness~


Disclaimer: This post may contain extreme mood swings. You're been warned! ^^

Whoo... Its been a great week!

For one, Grandma got me the Arashi [Time] CD. Yayy~ Happy!! Getting it on Sunday. Can't wait!

Haha. And ZOMG
You're so damn cute!
I didn't recognize you
When did you become so cute?
No wonder you looked so familiar THAT time.
You're cuter than グレンド+低いさま+おいしいさま put together!
And you actually WAVED at me~!
*faints*
I'll never forget that warm warm smile
That face
That body
I really hope to meet you again!
And I really really hope you'll remember me
Remember me enough to smile that smile at me again
Will you?

(Thats all I'm saying about that incident! If you wanna know more details, ask me personally! haha.)

Oh and I saw Darren today when I was getting off the bus. He was getting on. Haha. Surprisingly, he remembered me. Haha. Yong Jie certainly doesnt remember me. He didnt even LOOK at me when he walked past me on eh. Tuesday. Haha. But yeah. Darren waved. Nice to know I'm remembered. Haha.

Anyway. I've been feeling quite stupid these days. I keep thinking, will I survive in JC? Am I as smart as my sis? Am I as smart as Cephas? Can I compare to them in any way? I really feel stupid. I can't even do a simple math paper! Argh. How on earth am i supposed to go to VJ like this? There are so many people smarter than me out there. What makes me think that I can compare to them? What makes me think that I'm as smart or smarter than everyone in the family? I'm NOT. But well. All I can do now is try my best and see where that takes me. I still have my dream. And I'm DEFINATELY gonna accomplish it.

AND. Haha. (see i warned you about the moodswings)
HE actually asked about me!
(I know its no big deal cos he hasn't been around for awhile, but still. ME!)
And he knows me as Si Si. ^^ Only SPECIAL people can call me Si Si. My family, relatives, adn well. basically people who've watched me grow up. He can call me Si Si. ^^ The only one who hasn't watched me grow up but still calls me Si Si is Sherman! He's the BESTEST ever! ^^
But yeah. It makes me feel... special i guess. When he asked about me. He remembers me!(this has relations to the paragraph about his smile) ^^ Too bad i wasnt there when he asked about me.

Ohwell. I shall go sleep soon. I shall think about his smile!

*Ahh he waved at me! Such a cute wave... -Faints-*

また会いたい!本当に会いたくて。

がんばるさ!負けないのさ
明日のために 今日がある
がんばるさ!こわがらずに
君のために 僕がいる




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Saturday, 14 July 2007

Hairy Bladder


Bananas
Hello!
^^

Went to watch Harry Potter with Vikku-chan and kyu-chan today. it was eh... okey-ish la. Haha. I've watched better harry potters. Me thinks this was too short. Haha.
Anyway. So funny. In the theatre, Vic was holding on to my left arm, and cheese was holding on to me right arm. Then Vic was like :"Serene's two-timing". LOL. Farnee man.
Haha I have two loves! Whee. Love Vikku-chan and Kyu-chan. Haha.

Yepyep. Who says Friday the 13th is a bad luck day? ^^ It was normal lorr. No bad luck whatsoever. I even got free ice cream! *yumm*

OhYAH!!! We were supposed to eat haagen daz (however you spell that) today. XP Vic cheat my feelings! Haha.

Anyways, Yeah. Oh today, i was thinking of 低いさま and he appeared! So zhun can. Haha. ^^

Wheeee~. Oh Sushi tei ROCKS!!!!!!! Damn nice la the food there. Haha. I absolutely fell in love with their table layouts and stuff! Its so japanese-y. Haha. LOVE it there man. Reminds me so much of Japan. I wanna go to Japan again dammit! I hope JC has a holiday during April... Aunty Soolee promised to bring me to Japan to see sakura! Banzaii!!

Oh and the Kani Tamago Maki in Sushi Tei ROCKS!!!! GOOSSSHH Its love at first bite la! *drools*

I wanna eat there again soon! And i wanna eat at Waraku too... *meeps* I'm missing Jap food all over again! The bestest food in Japan was the Ramen la. And the Table bbq!! すごくおいしいだ!! Yummmm~ *drools again*


Oh love you love you 
your eyes with delight
その瞳は今
風を見てる
Oh love you love you
your eyes with delight
涙より深い
輝きをたたえ
微笑んでいる



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Friday, 6 July 2007

Steve Irwin


Zomg. I just read this and almost cried la.

"My daddy was my hero – he was always there for me when I needed him. He listened to me and taught me so many things, but most of all he was fun.

I know that Daddy had an important job. He was working to change the world so everyone would love wildlife like he did. He built a hospital to help animals and he bought lots of land to give animals a safe place to live.

He took me and my brother and my mum with him all the time. We filmed together, caught crocodiles together and loved being in the bush together.

I don't want Daddy's passion to ever end. I want to help endangered wildlife just like he did.

I have the best daddy in the whole world and I will miss him every day. When I see a crocodile I will always think of him and I know that Daddy made this zoo so everyone could come and learn to love all the animals. Daddy made this place his whole life and now it’s our turn to help Daddy."

-end-

This was the speech by Bindi Sue Irwin (daughter of the late Steve Irwin) about her dad during the memorial service held in Australia Zoo in Queensland Aust on 20 Sept 2006.

So touching! I seriously almost cried.
I love Steve Irwin so much!


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another one


Hello~
I'm just gonna be wu liao and post some entries from my diary.

2-7-07
What. What makes you think I can't do it? What makes you think this is another childish dream that I'm gonna forget in a week? It's not gonna be like that. This is a goal I'm working towards. This is something I'm gonna give my all to achieve. Can't you see I'm working hard for it? So why are you always there to put me down? Why are you always discouraging me? You keep saying its hard, you keep saying I'm not doing my best, but can't you see? I have a goal, and I'm working towards it. I will do all in my power to get it. I know its hard, and not everyone can get it, but at least i know i'm trying! So please stop trying to discourage me. Stop telling me its impossible. I'm gonna try even harder. I'm gonna accomplish it and prove you wrong.
I promise.
-AnareZ-

3-7-07
Hello there
I have decided
I will see you soon
Very soon
I will
I will go to your school
I will study with you
No, i won't live in your shadow
I will outshine you
I will
-AnareZ-

I'm in a society where dreaming is forbidden...
People are such hypocrites.
-AnareZ-

~"~"~"~"~"~"~

Yup those were my diary entries.
My notebook ran out of paper. So i have to buy a new notebook. But i dunno what notebook to buy.. I feel like using my deathnote but I bu she de use it leh. Dunno la. Maybe I'll buy a nice *koff*expensive*koff* one from comics connection. yeah

And about my "education plans".
Well I have decided, I wanna go to VJ. (Thus the "3-7-07" post)
And the smarter ones who know me better will know who I'm talking about.
haha
Anyway
Yeah I'm thinking after O levels or A levels (i think A levels) I will Go and volunteer in the zoo. Then maybe if i'm good enough, get a scholarship from the zoo. Go study zoology, then come back to pay off my scholarship at Singapore Zoo. When my attachment is done, i will have sufficient work experience to go work at any zoo in the world!!! Then i can finally realize my dream of living in the UK! Yay me~ Haha.
Well, that wouldnt be that easy to accomplish tho. Unfortunately. -sobs- ahh well all i can do for now is get all As in my Prelim and O level to get into VJ... Haha.

I shall prove to my Mother that I can achieve the impossible.

I can do it!

Ah, the sad feelings have passed
Ah, now I can tell you everything
Your tears, your smile, and everything else
Hand in hand, at your side
I always want to feel that way


One chance just disappears into a far away and fleeting thing
Favorite, don't stop the bitter, I love you so much that it hurts
I play back the words that were "I love that flavor"
I always, always have embraced the words "save my heart"


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Monday, 2 July 2007

gaah


FORGET it. I did a nice nice post but dunno what happened with STUPID blogger. I sahll go sleep now. Goodnight.


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Yawwn


Well, out of utter randomness, I'm BACK~

Well, helz-angel-cutie (on CR) said that typical Uni in the UK costs about US$15k a year (which is maybe S$30k?) ><>1.Last person who wrote you a testimonial?
:: Chesed

2.Last movie you watched?
:: F4: rise of the silver surfer.
Gonna watch Transformers tml~

3.What do people first notice when they see you?
:: Dunno... But i usually notice what other people are wearing... so maybe they notice that too?

4.Do you like peanut-butter?
:: yeah

5.Most memorable place?
:: England!

6.Do you read comics?
:: Mangas, yes.

7.What's your favorite restaurant(s)?
:: I dunno... Sakae?

8.Do you have enemies?
:: Don't think anyone hates me THAT much right.

9. Do you like to go out grocery and shopping?
:: LOVE grocery shopping. Haha i'm weird XD


37.Any pets?
:: Cat and Dog. Love my cat~ In the future, tho I shall own a Siberian Husky!

38.Worst Local TV show as of the moment?
:: Dunno.

39.Color of most clothes you own...
:: Black.

40.Whose picture(s) do you carry in your wallet?
:: Mine and Yusof bin Ishak (the guy on all the notes)


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